He drove as if his very life depended on it, violating all the rules and regulations of driving, he finally stopped the car in front of the apartment building, he didn't even know how he got here sane and in one piece, with his mind spiralling out of control.He looked at the building, letting out a deep breath, he opened the door and stepped out of the car, he headed straight into the building, ignoring the pounding of his heart, everything in him screamed in turmoil, what if something has happened to Nate?He quickly shook his head, ignoring the man at the front desk in the lobby, he walked towards the elevator, he pressed it and waited for it to open, he looked right and left, remembering the last time he'd come here, that was what started all this.Maybe he shouldn't have moved the marriage thing forward, because if he didn't then maybe he'd still have so many chances and reason to still see, and talk to Nate.He wouldn't be here pulling his hair losing his mind, worrying if the k

Spade's eyes were set on him as he watched Nate give him the most ridiculous and unbelievable look ever.Nate could feel every cool and calm demeanor he'd been trying to keep fade away, his whole being was ticking with an unfamiliar anger, looking at Spade, asking and prying so much was getting on his nerves."Why do you care"? He gritted out feeling his throat tighten with a familiar pain and lump"What's it to you Spade" he spat with venom narrowing his eyes on Spade."What are you even doing here"? He asked looking around the living room "is my father's 24 hours up? Or are you here to renew your threats on me, because I'm pretty sure I got the memo the first ten times you told me" he spat glaring at Spade.He didn't know what was warranting his anger but he'd had enough, all this strange and confusing dual personality of Spade was getting onto him, one minute he was acting like a killer, threatening him and making life unbearable for him, and the next he was acting sweet, acting al

"You know you can come sit down, I'm not going to bite you" Matteo muttered, trying to lighten up the mood, he could see the fear and doubt in Nate's eyes.At first when he saw him, he almost didn't recognize the kid, with all the bruises on his face.Who would do something like this to him? the kid didn't seem like a trouble maker so he doubted it was from a fight.This looked more like a beating than a fight.He could see now why Spade looked so down casted yesterday after returning from Nate's place.Nate could feel the nerves in his body kick in as he felt the sweat already forming on his forehead and his palm, he didn't mean to be so withdrawn but with everything going on with him, it was all just so overwhelming.Taking slow steps, he walked towards the chair where Matteo was seated, his steps having a limp gait to it, he was still feeling pain on his side, but he was trying not to show it He stopped in front of the couch and gently perched himself at the edge, this was his hou

NathanStanding in front of the conference room, I mentally prepared myself for what I'd meet on the other side of the double doors that stared back at me.For the millionth time I let out a deep breath, feeling my palms sweaty and my heart beating fast, I closed and opened my eyes for more than five times.It's gonna be okay, I kept chanting to myself.There's gonna be people there, not just the both of us, but my mind would still drift to his side.I wished I could just turn around and high tail out of here but I can't, I can't leave just like that, sooner or later I have to face him, and if there's one thing I've learnt over time, is that sooner is better than later.Throwing caution to the wind, I pushed the doors gently and stepped inside, even without seeing him, I could already feel the air in the conference room shift, everything became cooler and more intense.I discreetly let out a deep breath as my eyes moved up and scanned the room, seeing the familiar faces of the men I'd

SpadeI kept going after stacks and stacks of paper as my eyes were already feeling heavy on their own, like my lids were carrying a heavy weight that prevented them from staying open on their own.I ran a tired hand down my face as I tried to clear the heaviness in my eyes, I let out a deep breath as I tried to make sense of the paper in front of me.I could feel the tiredness in my bones, everything ached in my body but I couldn't go to sleep, not because I didn't want to but because I couldn't.I was here working non stop, not because I needed to but because I had to, I couldn't bring myself to fall asleep, for fear of overthinking everything.I had never been one to overthink things but recently I found myself doing that a lot, and it was kind of affecting me.I shut my eyes, feeling my head ache with a strong pain, it felt like a rope was tied around my head and being pulled in so many direction.All this thoughts was because of one person.Small pale hands, pink perfect lips, br