Bonus Chapters - Oscar and ZalIt was easy for me to put on a happy face. I've been faking it for months. They didn't know how much it hurt seeing them both happy together. Sure I had Zal, but I still doubt that the man loved me as much as Ghazi loved Remy. I am sure that once someone better comes along, Zal will leave me too.Some would call me pessimistic, but I call it reality. I got burned once, and I wasn't going to be a fool and let myself get burned for the second time. The dinners they shared with me and Zal maybe innocently saying that they wanted me to be happy. So I played pretend and showed them what they wanted to see. Not that I was still in love with Ghazi, 'cause I don't. I wasn't going to be that pathetic guy who was still in love with another man's husband.I was mostly angry with myself. It was when Zal left for work that I stayed longer in my office and worked myself to exhaustion. I'd drink and savor my Scotch. I know I've l

“Hands on the wall and spread those sexy legs for me,” He smirked before taking my lips, kissing me harder than he should just because he couldn’t resist me, seconds before he apologized for hurting my split lip.But then I gasped when his finger trailed between my cheeks as if he was checking if his cum leaked from my insides. Fuck...I’ve never felt this dirty before and I was too fucking horny to care.“Face the wall, I want to see it.”Damn it... so hot...I turned around, giving him the front row view of my naked backside and my cock actually twitched when I felt his dick teasing me between my cheeks. He was already hard after just coming, into the kitchen. The man was insatiable and I was not far behind him when my half mast was hardening into a full mast.When he finally entered me again I was barely holding on, and his hand wrapped around my middle supporting me while his other hand grabbed me by

“For...for the rest of your life? Don’t you mean for the rest of our lives?”“Baby, I’d never lie to you. I live a dangerous life. And you have the possibility of surviving longer than me. So...for the rest of my life.” He said with a deep kiss, while we were still standing in front of the mirror and his cum trailing between my legs. Oh...and damn right, Zal was right. This was too fucking sexy. I could already see his bite marks and as possessive as it seemed, I wanted more. I wanted them all over my body.“Let’s get you clean, then we can sleep...”“Don’t leave me,” I suddenly moved to face him, almost lost my footing but he grabbed my ass and shamelessly squeezes my cheeks with a loud satisfied groan.“I won’t baby,”“You can’t die on me.”“Um...” He chuckled sexily before cupping my jaw and gave me a deep passionate kis

I paced around the living room. Ghazi had texted me earlier telling me that Zal got hurt and that he was going to get home a bit later than when he was scheduled for. My mind was so caught up in the thought of him getting hurt that I replied to Ghazi’s text with a simple thank you. Deep down I knew that Ghazi mostly kept things in the dark for me. He’d done it more times than I could remember. This was maybe why it didn’t work between us. Among other things.At that moment I realized that Zal wouldn’t shield me from the truth. I knew how dangerous his work was and I knew for sure that he’d tell me if I asked. The man wouldn’t shield me knowing that it was better for me to know the real situation so I could be more prepared.It took me another hour of stewing my thoughts with a bottle of cold beer until I finally called Zal. As predicted, the man didn’t pick up his phone. Then I called Bear and Chip to the penthouse and demanded

The ride back to our place was filled with kisses while I kept on grinding on his lap. I hugged him tight, kissed him deeper though I didn’t let our intimacy past that. I wanted Zal to know that I was it for him too, and I didn’t want sex to be the focus after his confession. So we cuddled and kissed. A fucking lot.The thought that he had a son who was taken away from him makes my heart break for Zal. The tough exterior makes it harder for me to believe that he has a softer side, but listening to his story, I know he does. To think that his fiance cheated and took his son, I’d say I’d shoot the guy too if I was in his place. Hell, maybe I shoot the woman too. However, I think Zal spared her life because she’s the mother of his son.“Wait, I thought we were going straight to the penthouse?”“You think all those kisses and cuddles will let me forget about our little stop to the piercing studio?”“