Chapter 65 Flashback

I saw Nikolai heading to his range rover black car. I had been waiting for him in the parking lot. I feel pity for myself because I need to wait for him in the parking to talk - which is I’m the woman. I don’t deserve this kind of treatment. He never made me wait.

When will someone love me? I’m so desperate someone is going to love me and stay with me. My father left us, and my mother left me too because she couldn’t take the pain my father caused her. My relatives hate me. And I just want someone to love me, and stay with me - and that's what Nikolai did to me. He made me feel loved, and everything but he decided to leave me too. He cheated on me, and I wasn’t aware that he was playing me.

I look terrible, and I haven’t taken a bath or brushed my hair. I have been wearing my clothes since yesterday. As you can see I’m still wearing my bedclothes in the afternoon.

“Nikolai,” I called his name weakly. I’m teary-eyed looking at him. Nagmamakaawa ang aking mukha na parang tuta.