(Trevor)
It took a lot of willpower for me to not talk about what transpired nine years ago. Christina mustn't know how hurt I was with what she and her friends did. The pain was still there. It was deep. I didn't know when it would disappear or if I would be completely healed. This woman was not even aware of how intense my feelings for her were. I was angry, obsessed and I lust after her. I would definitely have her in any way I could. I would take my fill before I dropped her like a hot potato. Maybe that was the cure so I could finally get her out of my system then I would at last heal. I had my anger in control until she asked me who told me that she was available. Something inside me snapped.And what the f*ck does she mean by that?- I furiously asked myself.As far as I knew she had no boyfriend nor a suitor because she didn't want to. Alice's cousin was just so damn persistent and I would deal with him really soon. It just wasn't possible that she wasn't single unless Alma didn't do her job well. I clenched my fists and slowly took in some air and unhurriedly released it. I would call the female bodyguard later. I paid her a huge amount of money so she couldn't afford to make a mistake.Calm down. She is just bluffing! I convinced myself as I continuously stared at Christina.She was keeping the eye contact but I saw fear in her eyes. I had to give it to her that she was trying very hard to look defiant."I am not like your bitches so don't you dare talk to me like that! I am not promiscuous like them because I'm a decent woman!"I gulped down my drink then put the glass on the table."So what you're saying is that I've only been with such women because no decent female would like me? You still think of me as the geeky pathetic guy from nine years ago. Sorry to burst your bubble but believe it or not, it has been many years since my taste in women changed for the better," I said sarcastically.I saw her gripped the edges of the sheet which was covering her breasts.(CHRISTINA)My nostrils were flaring as I try to control my anger. Did he mean that in the past, he had low standards when it comes to women that's why he wooed me? I was ready to tell him what I thought of him but he spoke again."Where I came from, casual sex is common. No need for a commitment. I f*cked a nurse, some models, a flight attendant, a dentist and even a teacher. I stopped chasing women ages ago. Beautiful females now come to me willingly and I don't need to pay just to satisfy my sexual appetite," he said dryly.I felt a sharp pain in my chest. He was proud of the women he bedded which really made me lose it."How about a mermaid? Have you tried f*cking one? Anyway since you've been busy, I wonder if you have any sexually transmitted disease yet?" I hissed, "Manwhore!" I added in a low voice because I didn't want him to hear.To my surprise, he laughed which made me gnash my teeth. I let him laugh wishing that he would have a cardiac arrest but I almost groaned in frustration because his laughter was so sexy. The beast somehow became more attractive because his scowl disappeared. He looked younger and less cynical. I saw a trace of my old Trevor. I scolded myself for comparing this arrogant male to the Trevor I hurt but I soon realized I loved. It only hit me when I lost him. I was regretful and wanted to apologize to him but he disappeared. I lost the man who loved me unconditionally because of my stupidity. The Trevor I loved before was the exact opposite of the man I was looking at now. The new him might look way hotter and yummier which I wished he looked years ago but his attitude was something I couldn't take .Be careful what you wish for! I reminded myself.He had changed a lot physically but his ways were unacceptable to me."I think you are more fun now, honey," he told me once he stopped laughing.I angrily got out of the bed after wrapping the sheet around my body."I refuse to be a womanizer's amusement! Go find yourself a playmate! Where are my clothes?!" I rasped.He chuckled again. "In the bathroom. You were flashing go signals when I got you from the bar so I thought you wanted me to bang you. Don't worry! Next time, unless you come willingly to me while you are sober, I won't touch you. However desirable you are, I never forced a woman to have sex with me unless you seduce me..." he said while running his eyes on my body under the sheet.I jutted my chin. For sure he was just fabricating stories. I remember that I had too much to drink so I probably passed out so how could I do what he accused me of?"Dream on!" I angrily said as I marched to the bathroom and I almost stomped my foot in annoyance when I heard him laugh.***He insisted to drive me because it was late. I didn't want to but I had no choice. It was better than staying in his apartment.I didn't talk to him during the drive. I was thankful that he didn't initiate a conversation although he was glancing at me occasionally. I wasn't surprised that he knew my address. He was capable of doing anything. He stopped his BMW in front of my small apartment. I got out without even glancing at him or saying thank you. I closed the door and was rummaging in my bag for my key when he put his window down."You are going to work with me whether you like it or not! And I forbid you seeing Robbie Alfonso! I can make Alice's cousin's life hell by ruining his business remember that! I expect you to be at the office tomorrow at 8 a.m. sharp! " he said in a clipped tone before he put up the window again and drove away.I was left standing there with my eyes wide in shock as I looked at the back of his car. My hand was still in my purse.(Next morning)(Trevor)I didn't sleep a wink as usual. I couldn't stop thinking and imagining Christina's beautiful face and body. I was like a drug addict and she was my heroin. I knew she won't be good for me but I was hooked on her. Having tasted and felt her delicious body made matters worse. I badly wanted to possess her but she must come to me willingly. It would make me feel great if that happened. It would be a feather in my cap once she did that. One thing was for sure, she wasn't immune to me. The way she responded to me yesterday was the proof. I smiled. Sooner or later, I would get her. It would be easier since we would be seeing each other every day. I even paid her cousin more money so he would turn over his share the soonest. Today was the start of all my plans to give my ex a dose of her own medicine. My smile disappeared when I opened the office's door. Christina was holding a long box with roses and was talking to Irma.(CHRISTINA)"Wow! Mr. Robbie is so into you Miss Christina! He sent you flowers early in the morning again!" Irma said sounding giddy.I was frowning as I looked at the roses then read the card.Have lunch with me beautiful. I will pick you up at 12.I already told him to stop sending me flowers but as usual, he was persistent. He continued to shower me with gifts.I complained when my arm was grabbed by someone.I gasped when I saw a furious looking Trevor. He grabbed the box of flowers and threw it to the far end of the room. The other employees were just watching everything with shock registered on their faces."GO BACK TO WORK!" he ordered as he pulled me to his private office."L-let me go!" I protested in a slightly trembling voice but he didn't seem to hear me.He shoved me to the room and slammed the door before locking it. I couldn't help swallowing as I stared at his face. I quickly but quietly crumpled the card I was holding and discreetly put my hand with it behind me."Are you f*cking with me?!!" he furiously asked before dropping his briefcase to the floor.I yelped and turned to run to the small toilet."CHRISTINA!!" his angry voice whipped inside the room.I halted when I heard his angry voice vibrated in the room. But all of a sudden I realized that I shouldn't be scared of him because I didn't do anything wrong. I shouldn't let him control me like this because he had no right to meddle with my personal life. I held my head high before turning to him again with my eyes like daggers. He was breathing through his mouth as he glowered at me."Why have you been like a bear with a sore head since you arrived and why are you yelling at me? If you got up on the wrong side of the bed don't bring your black mood in the office because that could bring bad luck!" I rasped.His lips were a thin line. His fists on his sides were clenching and unclenching. I raised one brow and kept the eye contact."Give me that card in your hand!" he commanded in a low but very cold voice.My mouth almost hung open with what he said. I blinked a few times and cleared my throat before asking in an innocent sounding voice, "What card?"I was startled when he uttere
I told Irma that I will just buy something outside. I was glad that at least Trevor gave me a free time this morning because if not, sooner or later I would really snap.I had just stepped out of the building when my phone rang. It was an unknown number. I had a feeling who it was and almost didn't answer the call. With a heavy sigh, I took it."I don't play games Christina so if I were you, don't f*ck with me like before. This time if you do that, I won't leave you unscathed. And I would say that you were partly correct. Even if you are a female, I am going to do extreme things to you to punish you once you pissed me. I will have no problem manhandling you. I am more than capable of smacking faces of a*sholes you decide to meet or go out with. Unless you want to break your friendship with Alice, don't let that cousin of hers near you. I swear that I am going to break all the bones in that d*ckhead's body! And remember that I will be more than your business partner so learn to accept
"Oh so you're the girlfriend," I nodded while I kept a toothpaste commercial smile.Lolla moved even closer to Trevor and her huge melons were touching his arm while his eyes were never leaving me. He probably wanted to see my reaction. However jealous I was, I would rather die than let him noticed."I was lucky that we have a flight here and I wouldn't miss this chance to see him," the other woman said huskily.Trevor at last looked at her and released a knowing smile at her. They exchanged flirtatious stare and I badly wanted to hit both of them with my bag."You're a flight attendant then. Actually you don't look like a dentist or a teacher," I commented still smiling.Trevor shot me a look while Lolla frowned in puzzlement. Obviously she didn't regard it as a backhanded compliment since she probably had no clue that Trevor was a mansl*t. If she knew, she wouldn't agreed to be his woman not unless she didn't care about his other females."By the way, you can call me Christina. Nice
I couldn't count how many times I called Christina but she didn't pick up. I even sent her text messages without any single reply from her. I would become crazily violent if she won't answer any time soon. I now regretted that I discontinued hiring Alma because I expected that I would always be with Christina. When I was in Australia I had no choice but to pay someone to watch over her. Even if Alma was a female, I didn't feel really comfortable knowing that someone was watching my ex. I sighed and raked my fingers through my hair. I would find her myself. I headed to the door when it suddenly opened. I frowned heavily when I saw what she was wearing.(Christina)I only threw Trevor a glance then murmured a quiet hello. Before I seated myself at my desk, I saw that he was wearing his glasses. Maybe he didn't have them on when Lolla was with him because it would be uncomfortable for them if they kissed. I scolded myself for having such thoughts and tried to guard my expression as I fel
"S-sir..." Irma was trying to say something but when she saw the angry face of Trevor, she quickly closed the door."NO! TREVOR!" I called him louder and ran to come between him and the door.I sighed in relief when I was just in time. I leaned my back on the still closed door. We were both gasping for breath. Mine from nervousness while his from rage."Why are you reacting this way? There is nothing between us and you have a girlfriend!""No one else can have you !" he rasped with his jaw clenched.My eyes widened. I felt a heady rush when he said that."How dared you! You are so unfair!" I accused him. I hit his chest with my fists."Stop that!" he hissed as he took hold of my wrists and pinned them on my back with one of his hands."Bastard...!He pulled me to him by my nape for a punishing kiss. Though it was impossible, I tried to free myself. My anger was fueled. He was once again manhandling me since he was physically stronger. I was inferior to him in a lot of things including
-------------I decided to not go back to the office. Robbie and I had lunch then coffee and I asked him to stroll at the park near the coffee shop. It was late in the afternoon and the air was cool which was a nice time to amble.He was so nice that he didn't force me to tell him about Trevor. He said that I could always tell him everything whenever I was ready. According to him, my being with him like this was more than enough for him. He was actually a nice guy but he was so persistent. His kind was a major turn off. I didn't like men who were willing to give me even the moon. I felt like I would be bored to death if I would be in a relationship with such a man. That was one of the reasons why I disliked Trevor years ago. My friends knew how unpleasant I found him so they dared me to make him my boyfriend and the rest was history. Thanks to them I was now in this mess with my ex."A penny for your thoughts?" Robbie joked as we started to walk to his car.I smiled and sighed. It was
"NO TREVOR!" I screamed when he repeatedly hit Robbie without caring what part of his body he punched.The latter's back was on his car and Trevor was holding his collar to steady him.All I could do was holler their names alternately. Unfortunately no one except for the three of us were outside. There was no one to ask helped from. My screams were only driving my ex to hit Robbie harder."Oh my God!" I cried when I saw blood.I didn't know from which part of Robbie's body it was coming from. I just closed my eyes then weakly leaned my back against Trevor's car with my hands on my face. I didn't want to witness what was happening any longer. I didn't realize that I was crying quietly from fear and frustration. Fear from Trevor's rage and frustration because I couldn't do anything to stop him. My body trembled as I continuously cried. I couldn't help hearing Robbie's sound of pain and Trevor's fists hitting his body."Please stop Trevor!" I sobbed.I couldn't help opening my eyes when
I blinked. His mood was confusing. He was so angry and violent awhile ago but now he looked so meek and humble. Was he naturally like this? I almost shook my head. I had to agree with what he said before that I didn't know any single thing about him.He was intensely gazing at me which made me feel really uncomfortable. I sat straight and looked out the window to avoid his eyes.We were parked in front of a vacant lot. A few meters away, I could see a gasoline station and a convenience store. The only sound in the car was coming from the air conditioner. This was probably the time to tell him what I wanted to say to him nine years ago."I am sorry for what I did in the past. I didn't know what I was thinking. I wanted to apologize to you but I was afraid you wouldn't forgive me. Believe it or not I didn't mean what I said back then. I admit I was a bitch. When I finally gathered all the guts I needed to say sorry to you, you were gone."I was about to look at him when he spoke."It wi