FENRIS
I stealthily enter the library avoiding any passer-by wolves to focus on the task at hand. The librarian is sitting at her usual desk filing in the regular entries and book deliveries. I greet her and go sit on my usual spot. Taking a random book, I try to look engrossed in it as much as my acting skills support me.
There are 2 wolves, Lycidas and Caliana sitting in the far corner of the library, all cozy and cuddling. I quickly turn away from them to avoid interrupting their alone time as well as to stop yearning about being with my mate.
"Soon, Fenris, soon you will be with your mate!" I chastise myself. I should stop thinking about her for 2 minutes to finish this simple work at hand.
I try to sense the emotions around myself. I have three people around me and every single one of them seems to be doing their own thing with no care about me.
That's good. Very good. I can enter the Archive and get what I want and exit without being seen by anyone. I quickly move to one of the secluded corners near the archive and concentrate on making myself invisible to these people.
I cannot remain in this state for more than five minutes therefore, I have to make this as quick as possible. I keep a firm check on the emotions of those around me and work my magic. I put in the code to enter the Archive which I kind of stole from Elder Raoul. I enter as stealthily as I can and search for the records of the newly arrived wolves.
I search and search and ... Ahah! I found my mate's booklet. I promise myself that I will only see her basic information and not read about her abilities.
I quickly read her name, pack name, parents name and rank, and age and close the booklet before being tempted to read the other information. I would rather she tell me about her abilities than to know about them behind her back. I quickly arrange everything as it was before and am out of the Archive in four minutes 12 seconds. Plus, I got all the information I needed. Great!
I look around myself and see that Lycidas and Caliana have an intimate aura around them meaning sex is in the air. I clear my throat to awaken those lovebirds.
'Hey Fenris, didn't see you there. Whatcha doing?" asks Lycidas while Caliana hides behind him.
"Hey. Caliana's parents told me to remind her to call them once in a week to inform them about her training's progress." I tell him effectively dousing their flame of need.
"Oh yes, Fenris. I'll do that," starts Caliana. "But can you please keep this between us? We suspect that we are mates ... "
"We are mates, my love. I am certain of it," interrupts Lycidas.
"Yes, yes, we are mates. But I would like to wait till my birthday to inform everybody about this. I feel this need to be close to Lycidas but you know that matings are very rare and if we really are mates then we would be the first alpha couple to mate after nearly two decades," finishes Caliana and I now understand about their secret meetings.
"I understand pup. But till then refrain from having such secret meetings. You do not want to get caught and then be misunderstood for fooling around instead of being true mates."
"We understand, Fenris. I will take care of it," says Lycidas and I excuse myself letting the possible mates think about their course of action.
"There are six new wolves joining us today. Five of them are from the Samara Pack and one is from the Moon Stone pack," I say informing the siblings about the new trainees.
"I hope one of them is my mate," sulks Connor.
"I really hope one of them is your mate brother. Even if she/ he would be the unluckiest wolf," laughs Tatiana and causes Connor to give her a stink eye and attempt to punch her.
She quickly hides behind me and blows a raspberry earning herself a growl from her brother. I roll my eyes at their childish behaviour and let my eyes wander around the meeting hall in search of my mate.
She must be resting after her long journey to reach this land. I focus my attention on last year's fresh candidates. Only three wolves were admitted last year from all the surrounding packs. One was a male from the Samara Pack then two female wolves, Caliana from my pack and Tatiana from Blue Moon Pack. All are future Alphas and possible Lunas.
Tatiana, Aztec and Caliana seem to be having the usual argument about who gets to be the apprentice of Elder Alarick. He is considered to be very choosy in his apprentices. He hasn't chosen an apprentice in the last few years. But these pups wish to break his record by forcing him to choose one of them. I chuckle inwardly thinking about how difficult it is going to be for the elder to choose among those three troublemakers.
Suddenly the sweet smell of my mate fills the air and I focus my attention on catching sight of her. There she is, standing all alone and she seems to be searching for someone. The frown on her face emphasises her small but sharp nose.
As if listening to my thoughts she turns and rushes straight towards what I think is me but I'm proven wrong when she instead taps on Aztec's shoulder and hugs him fiercely who is directly in my line of sight. All my possessive instincts flare up and I unconsciously start marching towards her, angry about her audacity to touch some other male wolf.
I stop when I realise that Aztec is from her pack and that might be the reason why they share such camaraderie. I then remember that she is the Beta's daughter which again proves the deep friendship they share. I shake away the possessive thoughts and fall behind besides Connor. Caliana seems to have left them to join Lycidas and his friends. It looks like Aztec is introducing my mate and Tatiana. It would be good if they turn out to be good friends, I think.
Aztec still has his arm wrapped around her and I have a nagging feeling about their bond. Instead of pondering over those thoughts, I try to focus on their conversation.
Tatiana joins us with a sullen look and starts muttering about old friends and girlfriends which I don't understand even a bit.
"Why do you look so gloomy, all of a sudden?" I ask her, not liking the hopeless look on her face.
"It might be nothing, Fenris. I think I am having a hormonal imbalance," waves off my concern with the brush of her hand. She doesn't meet my eye and I feel that she is hiding something from me.
"Who is the new girl over there?" asks Connor, interrupting my questioning about Tatiana's lies.
"Oh, she is Aztec's girlfriend and my roommate," she says with an eye roll and I have an inkling that my mate is the reason for her wry behaviour.
Wait a minute. Did she just say that my mate is someone's girlfriend? What the fuck! This is not possible. I look over to see my mate in Aztec's arms and once again start burning with rage and jealousy.
How dare he touch what's mine!
I control myself from showing my anger and jealousy in the hopes of all this shit being some kind of a big misunderstanding.
I feel my mate's eyes on me and I look up to see her staring at me with a curious expression. She seems to be mesmerised with my eyes the same way I was mesmerised when I first saw her at the gates. I smirk knowing that I have some effect on her. This might be the start of strengthening our mate bond. She wouldn't be able to recognise me completely as her mate but the familiarity and the pull towards her mate will grow eventually.
I let her see my desire for her and she shudders, making me howl in my mind with pleasure. I wish she were in my arms at this moment instead of that pup's. I growl at his arms around her and stop myself from throttling him. I fist my hands drawing blood in the hopes of calming myself but to no avail.
Soon, she leaves thus, taking that pup out of my sight which helps slightly in calming my wolf. I need to confront her as soon as possible to get all this fuckup cleared.
SIERRAThe blaring alarm wakes me up from my sleep. I did not sleep well at all. The entire night I dreamt about a black wolf with dark blue eyes. The blue eyes felt very familiar but I am sure that I do not know who that black wolf was. That's the reason why I kept waking up in the middle of the night. If I come across this werewolf, I am surely going to have his head on a platter for destroying my beauty sleep. Because of him I am going to look so ugly on the first day of my training.I look around myself. I am on my bed in the room I now share with my roomie. She is not here meaning she must be in her training. She sure is weird. The entire time I was with Aztec last night, she and her brother were constantly poking in their heads to stop us from having some alone time. I desperately needed it. I will deal with her later. Right now, I need to focus on looking at least a little bit presentable for my first day of training.I take a quick shower and dress in the uniform given to each
SIERRA"That means, you recognise me. Right, my mate?", he asks and that question wakes me up from my daze."WHAT?""All these sparks we feel whenever we touch skin on skin is the first indication of us being mates. It's okay to be surprised," says Fenris twirling the stray strand of my hair, completely forgetting the fact that my expression screams shock and not surprise."No .. No .. Sir. You are mistaken. I am not your mate. I cannot be your mate. I do not feel the mate bond." I say getting angry at this person who is trying to take advantage of me. I quickly move out of his grasp.He doesn't say anything so I look up to see what's got his tongue tied when he realises that his attempt of fooling me is failing. He has a frown on his face and appears to be deep in thought.Out of nowhere I feel like I should do something to erase that look from his face. I unconsciously reach out to touch the frown line on his face but quickly snap out of my daze and take a step back away from him.
SIERRA"Hey, what do you want on your birthday?" I ask Aztec.We are sitting in the dining hall having dinner. So far, dinner is the only time where I enjoy being in this training school. I get to meet Aztec here and be away from the prying eyes of a particular apprentice."As long as I have the chances of meeting my mate on my birthday, I do not wish for any other gifts," he says having a dreamy look on his face.My heart swells with the love I have for him. He thinks so highly of his mate. He would be so delighted to find that we are true mates. I am not a seer but I have the gut feeling that something life changing is going to happen on his birthday. I can't wait to see his expression when he finds out.It has been a week since that freaky incident. Since then, Fenris has kept out of my business. I find him staring at me occasionally but apart from that, I haven't seen him much. It's a huge relief that I haven't seen him in the dining hall especially because I get to meet Aztec onl
SIERRA"Open the door Sierra. We have to get ready to go to Aztec's birthday party," yells Tatiana standing outside our room.It is now 5 pm in the evening which means that the party for Aztec's birthday will start in an hour. I still cannot believe the fact that Aztec is not my mate but I am not dumb to know that those two were not lying about their claim of being mates.I do not want to go to this party but it would be considered as an insult if I do not go to celebrate a fellow wolf's birthday that is also my pack's future alpha. His mate will also be there standing beside him, the proud mate. Thinking about it brings tears to my already swollen eyes. I try to control my tears but I fail and start to sob silently."Okay now I am tired of waiting outside the room and listening to you sob relentlessly. I can smell your tears from here babe. Let me in. I might be able to help you with whatever you are upset about," she says and I know that she won't stop until I tell her what has ma
FENRIS"Any other wolf who claims to have found their mate?" asks elder Raoul as he looks first at Sierra and then at me. That day I had tried to form a soundproof bubble around us but elder Raoul, being able to wield magic himself, must have heard bits and pieces of our conversation.I try to control my urge to shout out and claim my mate here in front of everyone but I control my wolf and my urges. I promised her time till her birthday which means I have to wait for almost a year.It becomes unbearable to hear the greetings and congratulations the new found mates receive. My animalistic urges are much harder because we had to wait for our mate for 3 years and now, she rejected us.I curl my hands into fists and grit my teeth with a force so as to push my wolf in the back of my mind but fail immediately when we feel her eyes on us. Fuck! I can't control myself. I might mark her here if she stares at us with that sad and broken aura around her.I quickly make my way out of the hall a
SIERRA"Hey Sierra. How are you doing? How's your heart?" smirks Alexandria trying to get on my nerves but I have learnt to put on deaf ears to my packmates.It has been three days since Aztec's birthday, specifically the day he found his mate. From that day, Aztec seems to have forgotten that a girl named Sierra Boris exists in his life.Come on! I understand he found his mate who's not me but still what kind of a best friend is he? To forget me after he found his mate, he is so not a good friend at all. Since then, Alexandria has never left a chance to rub it in my face that I am not Aztec's mate hence, not the future Luna. Aztec now seems to take care of Avery, looks after her meals as he once did for me. The sight brings tears to my eyes and my already broken heart breaks a little more."Learn your place in this training school pup. Or do you want me to put you in it?" growls Tatiana who hasn't left my side since then. I am really grateful for her support. She is a great friend."
SIERRA"Your performance is certainly better than when you all first arrived here. Very good. I hope you all continue with this improvement in every other monthly test. Good Luck!" says elder Amaruq on behalf of other elders and leaves the exam room. Some of their apprentices stay behind to explain our next month's schedule on request of the elders.Fenris is also here and has been occasionally looking at me but as soon as our eyes meet, I immediately avert my eyes. I do not know why but I couldn't gather up the courage to at least show him that I acknowledge his claim.It has been a week now since my wolf's encounter with Fenris and I am still ignoring him. I do not know how to behave around him. I realise I have made a big mistake but I do not know how to rectify it. What if he misunderstands that I am accepting him only because Aztec found his true mate and I am lonely? It is partly true that I do feel lonely but I now know that I shouldn't have rejected him hastily. I kind of gav
FENRISI am such a fool. Sierra was finally acknowledging my claim as my mate. She no longer thought that I was some psychotic who was just taking advantage of her situation.But being an idiot, I ignored her. I ignored my mate!Her sad eyes and anxious face still flash in front of my eyes as I try hard to stand by my promise. Even if she agrees that I am her mate, I won't claim her till her birthday because of my promise.I won't interfere in her personal life till the time she becomes of age otherwise my promise or my word would not be considered of value.So, here I stand eavesdropping on my mate's conversation with her fellow trainees outside the examination hall. I am standing here, especially to keep an eye on that Alexandria bitch. The she-wolf knows that something is going on between me and Sierra but is dumb enough to see the obvious. It is better that she doesn't find out about me being Sierra's mate. I know for sure that this girl lives to make my mate's life miserable.I s