My darkness consumed me and I lay in the middle of the bed with my head to the ceiling as everything drifted away with peace falling on me.
I felt as the sun rose with the thick rays kissing my skin. I felt as the wind blew through my windows and calmed me down, wishing me a good morning. My eyes peeled open with all that was in me falling away. The room was bright, the rays reflecting on the walls' white, creating such beautiful colors in my room. There was no smile on my face, just lying there knowing that the day had come. I dreaded it and got excited over it all at once.
My upper body moved up, swinging my legs from the bed to just sit as they hit the ground. I took deep breaths before pushing up and making the bed. I could already see the stares I would get; I could already hear the questions they would ask and their reactions to me.
I was ready for it. I would take it. I just needed to have a word with the king before the pack leaders arr
“Are you okay?” I asked after slipping so many times I was all yellow.“Yeah, I am fine.” The woman said, standing up and trying to wipe off the butternut. A breath escaped me, relieved she was okay.“Are you okay luna?” A panicked voice came behind me as I turned, seeing Stern with me nodding my head, not even able to speak as I took in all the mess all around us and I felt as if I was losing my mind. I did not even know where to start with everyone frozen where they were. The smell hit my nostrils, snapping me in action.I turned off all the stoves, standing in utter horror with me waving my hands to get rid of the dripping butter nut. At that point all I wanted was to just get through the day, I did not care anymore but just to get through it.“Stern, go get as many women as you can. The rest of us will clean this up then we will go clean up and come back
We worked until the sun went over the horizon, moving as if we were insane. I was lucky and so happy everyone knew the importance of the dinner and ball. They all made sure all they did was the best and if it wasn’t, they chucked it out and began again. I would find myself standing in awe, wanting to cry at all the effort they were putting in along with the dedication. I truly had not thought that was how my day would have gone but I was more than happy about it.The chaffing dishes were done and this time, the guests would be served instead of serving themselves.Mrs. Mercy and the ten women were already helping in the throne room. My heart was drumming with the love just twenty people were showing me. It was enough to have me healed of any bad thoughts I would had about any other that disappointed me on that day. If there were still such good people then it was not to late for everyone.The plates were washed, ev
My body shook, shook so much I brought my hand up over my mouth to hold the sob. It was hard, threatening to break me apart and I would not let that happen.The next tears dropped down, feeling them burn my skin before blinking everything back. I swallowed all the hurt, pushed down all the pain and just kept blinking it all back.The tears were wiped away, my body turning with my head held high.My lips were quivering and I bit them because I felt as if they would drop to the floor. My footsteps were slow, trying to find the courage to speak, trying to find the courage to face the woman who had just heard it all unfold. I wondered how gullible I looked to her.My hand pushed on the door, wanting to bow my head in shame but I would not be a coward. A smile was forced on my face, feeling like a monster about to murder a whole village.The door swung with me stepping in. My eyes wen
The music filled the whole house. Traditional songs were played as the sun went over the horizon. Everyone was happy in the pack, all talking about the whole event and how great it was. I took pleasure in it, a soft smile gracing my face.“Luna, you are late, aren’t you supposed to attend the ball?” One of the ladies asked, pulling me from the dishes I was washing. My heart clenched with me swallowing.The whole kitchen froze from her words, all of them giving her looks leaving her perplexed.“No Grensy. I am not attending the ball.” I said back, the kitchen even quieter if that was possible. The tension was too much. The food was all taken out, all eating in the dining room.“Luna, can we go eat in the dining room with the pack?” Grensy asked with me smiling at her.“Of course, go enjoy, you have done so much already, please, go eat.” I said smiling at them.
I had never felt so cold, I had never felt so out of touch with my environment. Each step I took left my body quivering as if it would shutter. I could barely see where I was going, all I saw was my breath being pushed out of my mouth harshly, with the sound gracing my ears unwelcomed.I felt the sweat fight to break out and the only reason I was still standing being Brum himself.I clung to him like a baby clings to its mother, begging to be freed of some discomfort. I clung to him as if he was mine to hold and squeeze but forgive me, I was in chaos threatening to engulf me.A part of me wanted to turn and run away. I could just see it in my head and somehow it was in slow motion. I could see the dress float as I turned and flew away to the confines of my room.Fear poisoned my blood, it poisoned my legs to shake as if to snap and the louder the dancing tune was, the more my sanity was tested.
“Take my hand.” The king whispered to me after we had both calmed down. I could do anything he said to me and I did just that. I took the hand he held out for me and he held it firmly as if to protect me of anything that might come my way.His eyes held mine for a second longer before closing again, taking a whiff of me and pulling back. If only he knew how crazy that made me, him needing my scent, pulling it in and how golden his eyes shone after opening them.It is like I drove him insane and healed him at the same time. What I would do to get my hands on his thoughts and see how his mind worked.He turned with me and I took a deep breath before turning beside him and facing our people. After stepping foot in there and dancing with both royals it was then I finally saw the people filling the ballroom.The first woman my eyes lay on in that room was Luna River. She came from the stronges
“You speak of war; would you even be able to even defend yourself in a simple attack.?” A question came from Alpha Moonseeker.My head snapped to him, hearing the mockery in the question.“I actually do Alpha Moonseeker. I taught myself how to fight from a young age and since I have been here, the royal beta had been kind enough to teach me and polish my skill. So, I assure you alpha, I can protect myself and my pack.” I said back to them with some snickering, not believing. Women in most packs did not train and I hated it.“I am looking forward to seeing you in the meeting tomorrow, Luna Raven.” Alpha Rivers finally said, his head bowing to rise, eyes still staring at me with a smirk that could bring nothing good.“I am looking forward to it too Alpha.” I said back, a tight smile on my face. He turned, his luna doing a bow too then turned to walk away.
The silence was all we needed as both of us were trapped in our heads, trying to find a way out of a situation that provided no escape.The king’s arms were around my waist, mine around his shoulders, resting my face on his and just sitting there as if the world did not exist all around us, as if it was just us in that castle. My eyes were closed, the sound of his steadily beating heart my new addiction for it kept the smile on my face even in such a dire situation we were in.My hands brushed up and down, listening and thinking he was asleep now and again only for him to flake his eyes open and stare at me. I would smile brighter for him before shifting even closer if that was possible and close my eyes again as he closed his.Feet pat up the steps only to stop. I did not know who it was, my back from them. The king did not even shift, he just sat as he was with the person debating on what to do before they turned back and ran down the steps.