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Nikolai’s POV

“What the hell is she even doing here?” Jenna yelled and I rolled my eyes. I have never wanted to hit anyone as much as I wanted to hit her, especially a woman.

“She’s driving me nuts! She’s everywhere and just when I thought I’ve gotten rid—“ she paused when my gaze met hers.

Jenna coughed as she tried to correct herself and to also go on ranting about how she hated Lilliana’s presence.

“Her presence here is not good for me, it’s not even good for my baby!” She added, rubbing her belly as though that was supposed to have some kind of effect on me.

This has been my life since Jenna came back to the house and I announced that I was going to get married to her.

I still haven’t stopped hating myself for doing that, I still hate myself for breaking Lily’s heart because I never saw myself with anyone else but her until the tragedy of me picking Jenna’s call struck.

“You still love her, don’t you?” Jenna continued, not backing down even though I hardly listened to her or pay h