Lilliana’s POVIt’s been more than five days since I was admitted to the hospital and despite telling the doctors that I was fine, none of them listened to me.The one who listened only told me that they needed me to remain in the hospital so that they’d be able to give me proper care.“You’re going to be discharged today.” The words of the doctor still rang in my head and I just can’t wait to leave because the smell of the drugs and antiseptics was disgusting.“How’s my baby?” I’d asked when I woke up, my voice bridling with worry as tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn’t hide my relief when the doctor told me that my baby was fine.“You’re both out of the woods and are ready to go.” He had said, making me smile as I instinctively rubbed my belly with relief washing over me.I couldn’t help but wonder what had happened to me and when I asked, I hated the direction of thinking my mind took when I was told that my food was poisoned.Nikolai would never try to poison me no matter what.
Lilliana’s POVMy mouth opened but nothing I could think of came out of it. Just multiple questions running through my mind as I watched Nikolai.He looked like he had just been busted doing what he shouldn’t have been doing and my eyes widened at the realization of what it could possibly be.How long has he been standing there for? Was he eavesdropping? Did he hear us?Nikolai’s shocked composure disappeared in an instant and his act was even more confusing because he didn’t look like he heard anything anymore.“I have to go now,” Andre’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts and put a halt to the uncomfortable silence.“I’ll come and check on you later, be good, okay?” He added with a smile that I tried to return as he planted a kiss on my cheek.Ignoring Nikolai, Andre walked past him like he didn’t notice his presence, leaving Nikolai and I alone in the room.Andre left and Nikolai’s eyes that were following him before ended up landing on me as he tried to work up one of the smiles t
Nikolai’s POVI groaned and my eyes fluttered open as I shifted on the mattress I’d laid on the floor the night before when Lilliana insisted that she couldn’t sleep on the same bed with me.My eyes scanned the room and my heart almost left my chest when I saw how neat the bed was and the fact that Lilliana wasn’t in the room hit me.Where could she be? What was she thinking when she left the room without letting me know? What if something had—“Lily!” I called before I could finish thinking about all the terrible things that could have happened to her.Checking everywhere in the building I now live in with her, Lilliana was nowhere to be found. Fear gripped me as I made my way out to search for her.“Have you seen Lilliana this morning?” I asked one of the maids but didn’t let her finish talking as I tossed her aside to check everywhere else.My heart was in my throat and my head pounded so hard that I felt like I was going to pass out and each step I took became heavier as I searche
Nikolai’s POVThe room was silent as I waited for Andre’s answer, he looked confused and shocked and I was sure that he probably didn’t think that I’d heard their conversation until now.Andre’s lips twitched as he sighed, looking away from me so that I didn't read too much into his reaction.I’ve known Andre for a while and I could tell that he had tons of questions running through his mind but just as quickly as the shocked expression showed up, it disappeared.“Would you rather confide in Lily for something like that and let me live the rest of my life in the dark?” I asked, breathing the darkness.I could tell how uncomfortable the questions were starting to make him feel but he didn’t lose composure as he poured himself another glass of vodka.“I mean, I’m your best friend, Andre, and you know how much I love Lilliana but despite knowing Jenna was the one who poisoned her, you kept it to yourself.” I finished.“What was I supposed to do? Tell you that your fiancée poisoned the lo
Lilliana’s POVTo get my mind off the things that were happening around the house and the fact that I was under scrutiny of Nikolai, I decided to dedicate the past few days to working fervently.I still feel choked whenever I remember that I was supposed to be in the same room with him but the tiredness and fatigue helped with that.I managed to distance myself from him and to do this, I always made sure that I only walked into the bedroom during the day and that’s if and only if I was certain that he was not in there.At night, I would not go inside the house until I was certain that he had fallen asleep and as much as I resented Nikolai now, I also couldn’t help but start to pick up on some new attributes surrounding him.His overprotectiveness because of my pregnancy irritated me but at the same time, I can't help but feel a tug on my chest anytime I walked inside to see Nikolai sleeping on the mat with the bed perfectly made.“You can have the bed, I don’t always have to sleep on
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, my eyes opened and everything around me seemed to be in a blur. I tried to think back about everything that happened but I couldn’t.It was as though I’d lost a fraction of my memory. Fear washed over me as I tried to connect the dots but I couldn’t do that too.What happened? How did I end up here? Where am I?Questions ran through my mind and I felt the hair at the nape of my neck slowly standing erect as I tried my hardest to think.I looked down at myself and despite the fact that I couldn’t really remember much, I knew that I wasn’t in the same clothes I was wearing before.It was as though someone had bathed me and the thought of that caused my eyes to widen as I wondered who could’ve taken off my clothes and—My eyes landed on the mirror and the shadow of someone watching me carefully, his eyes dark with fear but soon replaced with relief when I met his gaze brought back the part of my memories that I seemed to have lost.Nikolai. It made sense, he must
Lilliana’s POVThe souls of water running jolted me awake as I turned on the bed, my eyes opened and was immediately drawn to the table in front of me.The room was filled with the delicious aroma of the tasty food I was staring at, my stomach growled and it was at that moment I remembered I didn’t eat anything before going to bed last night.Sighing, I groaned as I tried to get out of bed and the sound of the bathroom water running came again.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that Nikolai was in there and he was also the one that prepared the table with the delicious meals.A smile tugged at the side of my lips as my mind drifted to the past when I’d spend the night in the master bedroom with him and in the morning we’d have our showers together.Things seemed perfect then, it felt like nothing could go wrong until everything went wrong and a really big part of me wanted those times back.“What the hell are you thinking about?” I said to myself as I shook my head to get the thou
Lilliana’s POVPanting, my eyes flew open as I almost jumped out of bed, my heart raced and looking around, I realized that Nikolai wasn’t in the room.What is going on with me? How could I have had such a nasty dream?Groaning, I rubbed my legs together and realized how wet my pussy was due to the wet dream I’d had.The room felt hot, almost like someone was intentionally squeezing the air out and choking me so hard that I felt like I was getting strangled.I stood up from the bed to open the windows but nothing I did was relieving me of the intense heat that I was feeling.I knew what I was supposed to do but the last thing I wanted to do was fuck myself to the thought of Nikolai doing it.“You know what, I’ll just take a shower, a long, cold shower and that will get rid of every silly thing I’m feeling.” I said to no one in particular.Quickly, I made my way to the bathroom and turned the bath on as I relaxed but the cold water wasn’t helping.My nipples hardened under the cold wat