7 years later.
"Sir?" Their new housekeeper's voice was audibly shaking. Before she could even speak, Nikolai massaged his temples.
Another bad news. He could easily tell.
"Yes." The housekeeper stiffened with Nikolai's cold tone. This one wouldn't last a month.
"Liam's school called. Says they would like to invite you for a talk."
"Invite me? Or require me to talk?"
"I don't know, sir!" The lady immediately panicked. Nikolai felt bad knowing it wasn't her fault. He had been bombarded with an unusual amount of workload lately, and on top of everything, he was Liam's father.
Being a single father is hard.
"Don't worry. I'll give them a visit. Thank you," he said, but she didn't move. Liam raised his eyebrows, waiting for her to say something more.
Her tongue seemed stuck with the amount of panic she was experiencing.
"Actually, sir, they also want to inform you that Liam will be transferred to another class. And that this will be a warning. T-they want you to look for another school if a new problem arises."
He felt disappointed as a father. It's his fault for things to turn out this way. He tried so hard to raise his son and provide all he needed. The material part is covered. The kid can ask for a toy car, and he will buy him the real thing. He has everything covered financially: investing in real estate and stocks for Liam's future.
What he couldn't offer was a mother to his son.
Her name is good as a banned word in their house. It isn't because of anger or resentment. Every time Nikolai would think about her, his heart was filled with pain. It has been seven years since she disappeared through thin air. No clue, no news. Nothing.
It wasn't for the lack of trying. It took two years for him to come to terms with Belle's disappearance. He hired private investigators, offered rewards, and even looked for her himself. It was a mystery how fast she disappeared and how she was never found.
They said that maybe it was because she was no longer alive. Her car was last seen driving to a place with a nearby sea. That was it. Perhaps Belle really died.
"Hey, son."
Liam's gaze drifted from the aquarium in his room to Nikolai. For a kid who is only seven years old, he looked mature and wiser than kids his age. Raising him alone was not a challenge. He rarely cries or complains. He never makes so much noise. Liam would sit in silence, observing his surroundings. He is that kind of kid.
"Hi, Daddy." Nikolai warmed up when he saw Liam smile.
"Playing with the fishes again? You know, we can ask for someone to build a pond downstairs. So they can have more space to swim around."
The aquarium in Liam's room was as tall as him. He would sometimes walk around and follow his fish. That is enough room. Nikolai makes sure that someone who is an expert in fishkeeping visits their home at least twice a week to check the condition. That is the only time he can see Liam be enthusiastic about something because he asks so many questions to the person.
Nikolai is only concerned that the kid stares so much at the fish.
"I like having them here."
"Alright, then." He patted his son's head. "You want me to come with you to school tomorrow?"
"Why?" Liam moved away. He sat in his chair. There was unfinished homework on his table. For a young kid, his space is well arranged even without their housekeepers' help.
"Because your school told me you'll have new classmates."
"Did they tell you I keep on making trouble?"
"What? No." He immediately sat to look at his kid eye to eye. "Do you have problems making friends at school?"
"I don't like my classmates," Liam replied. He wasn't being hateful. It concerned Nikolai more, however, how Liam's eyes were void of emotions. "I don't like my teacher either."
"Son," Nikolai was using his authoritative voice. Like a boss talking to his colleagues, letting them know that he is not someone anyone should mess up with, but Liam is unfazed. He resumed answering his assignments without any errors, as Nikolai observed.
"Sorry, Daddy. I won't speak to my classmates again."
"But why? You should speak with them to make friends."
"They either cry or get angry when I speak with them. It would be better not to talk."
"Did anyone tell you something bad?"
Liam sighed. He made a mistake with his math problem that he instantly erased. "No. It annoyed me how they kept talking about their vacation and how their mothers were preparing their things and food for school. So, I said it doesn't even look good. They could have hired a chef or have someone else make it for them."
He's only a kid. Nothing was his fault. In the end, he's the most affected. How can he even discipline his son when he can't find the correct words to do so? Seven years in that father role and Nikolai is still lost.
"Liam. You shouldn't have said that."
"It's the truth. Joshua asked me if his lunch looked good and for me, it didn't. I'm only telling the truth."
"Still, his family prepared it for him. His mom prepared it with love and care. It's wrong to say something bad about that. Didn't we talk about this already? It's always wrong to say something rude to anyone, friends or not friends. So, say sorry to him, okay?"
There was a long pause before he nodded. "Okay, Daddy."
"Are you dating Claudia?"
Nikolai was quick to let go of the pen he was holding while in the middle of signing contracts.
"Absolutely not."
He couldn't blame Preston for thinking that way. This thought must have been lingering in his head for a while, and he only had the chance and the guts to ask Nikolai the question.
"Then why are you two lovingly looking at each other and smiling in these press pictures?"
"It is called press pictures for a reason, Prez. She's my business partner. As much as she keeps dragging my name in issues now and then for the sake of publicity, they are our major partners for this next mall project."
"Your parents want you to marry her." It wasn't a question. Preston laid out a fact. "She's not the nicest, but Liam likes her. So, I don't have a problem if you decide to get involved with her."
"I am still married," he answered. Nikolai's eyes were on his ring finger, where he wears his wedding ring. It's too late to wear it. He didn't even wear it often when they were married.
Belle's disappearance has left an emptiness in his life that he couldn't figure out how to fill. Life went on, but he never moved on.
"I get you. I am still hoping she will return. It hurts me to this day to know that we were fighting during our last conversation. Liam needs her."
Their conversation was interrupted by Liam's arrival. He was followed by Liam's nanny and surprisingly, Claudia.
"You went to his school?"
"Oh no. We met outside and had a little chat about his school and how fun it was. Hi, Prez!" He blew Preston a kiss. "Still grumpy, just the way I like it."
Preston stood in horror. Completely terrified by Claudia's advances.
Claudia looked like a supermodel from a photoshoot. Her blonde hair was sleek and shiny, and her lips were bright pink. It would be impossible to ignore her presence. Even her pink suit and six-inch heels demanded attention.
All those, Nikolai had ignored. "School was fun?"
Liam nodded with his cute little smile.
Finally, the miracle Nikolai has been praying for all his life.
"Do you like your new class?" It was Preston's turn to ask.
"Yeah. They're okay, I like them."
"Your classmates are fun to be with?"
"Yes. I like my teacher, Miss Hyacinth too."
It isn't easy for Liam to like someone, especially on the first meeting. The first thing he does is find a flaw in a person he's determined not to like.
"She must be nice."
The kid nodded. "She's nice and she looks a lot like Mommy. I like her."
“Nikolai, it's after office hours. Wait until tomorrow. There's nothing we can't prove with just a phone call anyway.”What Preston said made sense, and Nikolai knew that too. It's his fault for not thinking things straight and for not being rational. He had simply, for lack of a better word, had gone insane.“What are you still doing there?” Preston asked Claudia, who was sitting quietly in the corner. “Why are you here anyway?”Claudia rolled her eyes at Preston. They only met a couple of times, but every time they do, it's a clash of personalities that ends up with rolling of eyes or throwing insults.“Because of this.” Nikolai arranged the documents and put them inside an envelope
The woman’s eyes twinkled as she smiled. Before Nikolai knew it, he was reminded of how Isobelle’s eyes would twinkle whenever she would laugh. It’s impossible to ignore when she looks exactly like Belle. Maybe it’s his memory that is deceiving him, but the resemblance is really uncanny.So, this is how it is supposed to be. He thought, seeing Liam talk to the woman. If only Belle had not disappeared suddenly, the three of them could have been a happy family.“Daddy!” Liam paused talking with his teacher to call Nikolai.He even found it harder to move now that both of them are looking in his direction.“Come!” It was his son's cheerful voice that brought him back to reality.The closer he was, the clearer it got. In Nikolai’s head, it is already established. This woman is Isobelle. It’s the only explanation that made sense.“Hi. I assume you are Mr. Laurent?”She offered her hand for a handshake. Unlike Belle, she had much shorter hair that didn’t reach her shoulders. And her smile,
“From the moment I saw you with your composed look and practiced smile, I knew you were bound to lose your mind and it’s only a matter of time.” Nikolai took a quick glimpse at his calendar just to make sure that he had no prior appointment with Claudia. Yet, she was proudly parading like it was her birthright to be in his office, in the middle of the day, unannounced. He still had a hang-over and for some reason, the whole thing triggered his headache; Claudia’s voice and attention-grabbing appearance with that green suit with a neckline that was as low as it could get. She might as well go straight into a fashion show. “What is this about, Claudia?” “I should be the one asking you that question.” In her little bag that could easily pass as a wallet, she got her phone and showed Nikolai a text message that said: ‘Merry me?’ “Are you cringing?” Claudia examined closely Nikolai’s reaction. “You should be because I am intentionally showing up late at my shoot to see your reaction in
The night when Preston was drinking with Nikolai…“You’re getting married?”Preston stopped Nikolai from taking another gulp of alcohol. The guy is totally wasted. There were no tears in his eyes but it’s red and swollen, as if the tears were caged and the next drop of alcohol would make him completely lose his composure. This has become a familiar scene after Belle disappeared.He couldn’t blame his friend. He may not show it often, but he still thinks of Belle all the time. He still checks the news and gets in touch with the authorities for updates. Sadly, there was none. Even then, he is still hoping that one day, his phone will ring and he will receive good news.Nikolai let go of the glass and started typing on his phone.“You’re drunk, Nikolai. You’re drunk again. This is getting out of hand. I’m starting to think that you are only inviting me so someone can drive you home.”“A part of me was still hoping that after all these years, Isobelle would come back. Just like that. And
At this point, Preston is already anticipating that certain feeling of regret whenever he ends up in the same bed with Claudia. Never in a million years did he plan to have any sort of relationship with the woman he claims to hate just for being who she is, basically, her annoying self.“For fuck’s sake, Preston. Shut up.”Preston glared at her. Claudia’s eyes are closed and if she wouldn’t utter a single word, she’d look at peace. “What do you even mean? My mouth is shut and I am not saying a single word.”“I can tell what you’re thinking of with the way you breathe. You're screaming with your thoughts. If you were me, you’d be equally annoyed. I’m telling you.”Instead of moving away, she moved closer to Preston’s side of the bed. “What was I thinking then?”“I’m tired. Let’s talk some other time when we are fully rested and not naked underneath these sheets. Business is meant to be discussed with clothes on.”Preston can even tell that what she said was a lie. Heck, he doesn’t eve
“How would you like to celebrate your birthday this year, Liam?”Liam stopped chewing his pancake and paused to think. He looked effortlessly adorable that Nikolai couldn’t help but smile. It was like looking in front of the mirror, seeing a younger version of himself. Liam’s birthday is only a week away and he wants to throw him a big party if that is what the kid wants. His usual birthday requests are traveling somewhere or a simple birthday dinner. Liam does not want to make a big deal out of his birthday. He wasn’t making friends at school and he doesn’t talk much to kids outside of school too. Thankfully, his new school environment changed him for the better.“Daddy, remember when my classmate Max invited us to his birthday party at the park?”Nikolai nodded. He wasn’t the one who accompanied his child at that time because he had an emergency meeting. It was the first time Liam wanted to go to a birthday party and he wanted to come with him too, but ended up going with his nanny
“Love, I’ll be home late. Don’t wait for me.”“Okay.”Jack raised his eyebrow. Not believing a word that Hyacinth just said. There has been more than one occasion where he would go home late and Hyacinth would be waiting in the living room, sleeping while waiting for him. “I’m serious, hun. I have no idea when I will be home. So, you better be sleeping soundly in the bedroom when I get back, okay?”Hyacinth wears her feelings on her sleeves and Jack can easily see the protest that is running in her mind. Clingy, she may be and it would show on her face but she’s considerate enough to not stop other plans for her sake. She pouted and hugged Jack. “I can’t help it. I can’t sleep on an empty bed.”“I know… which is also why I’m sorry. I’ll make it up to you next time, I promise.” Jack kissed the side of Hyacinth’s head. “I’ll go to work now. Have fun with work.”“You too. Love you.” She said, feeling the need to remind herself too.There was a slight pause in his part that Hyacinth didn
Nikolai was assured that everything was going well according to plan. He already checked the venue and spoke with the emcee for the event.He wanted to wake up and surprise Liam with a small birthday cake, but the child was already awake. He was all smiles while observing the fish in his aquarium.“I see. Thank you.” His lips quivered as he ended the call he was just in.“Daddy!” Liam screamed with a bit of icing from his cupcake on his lips.He’s all that Liam has. He would regret it immensely if he would succumb to that feeling of falling into an endless pit.Not now, Nikolai. Get your shit together.“Shall we go pre