I would just pretend that nothing happened a while ago and the conversation I had with Maria didn’t occur. I didn’t think that she would be hanging out with my sist

I couldn’t wrap my head around what just occurred. I couldn’t believe everything that happened and wished these were just a nightmare I could wake up to. But no. It was so vivid, surreal, and unexpected. It was as if the world came falling on me, burdening my shoulders with too much pain I didn’t know how to endure. Those happy moments I made with the person I planned my future with just immediately vanished. Life had swept him away, unannounced. The worst thing was, I could’ve blamed him for what happened, but I couldn’t because we both made fucked up choices when we broke up. His child was the result of it. I think no matter how hard we turned our back on the past, it just caught up on us like it was meant to find us in our most sane state. You wouldn’t anticipate it either, you ju

As much as I wanted to stay at home and lay in bed to get rid of my horrible hangover, I tried to lift myself throughout the day. During my first few periods of class, I was having a difficult time concentrating, but since I didn’t want to fail because school was important to me, I kept myself together. It strained. I mean, forcing yourself to fight the yearning for comfort. How I wish I could tell Amanda and Emma the breakup that just occurred, but I was too caught up with my emotions that I blurted nothing on our way here. I remained silent because the heaviness in my heart wouldn’t let me talk. I kept shrugging the emotions off as I suppressed my tears.  

We were walking down the mall that was filled with people. As Emma and Amanda engaged in a conversation, my mind hung in the air that I couldn’t pay attention to what they were talking about. Aside from that, being in this mood with nothing but noise reverberating in this area, made me feel agitated. This was making me dizzy and I just wanted to get this over with so we could go to the club and have some fun. Shopping was one of my relishes, but I didn’t know why this wasn’t giving me pleasure anymore.  “Oh my god, there are

When I was trying to lash out from his grasp, he tightened his grip around my arm as I winced in pain. No matter how hard I tried to pull away, he would tug me further and I was left perplexed. Since we squeezed through the crowd, I could barely make out who it was. The dim light also didn’t help. The throng of intoxicated people kept colliding with us, blocking our way and we barely pass through them. What confused me more was that Amanda and Emma didn’t even come to prevent the guy from pulling me away from them.  When we passed throu