Gun "Baby stop running" I shouted as I followed him running down the long stairsArghhh" St.." I stopped talking when I rolled down from the stairs" Baby" I heard Off shoutedI tried to stand up but I felt dizzy and lost my balance" No..No..Fuck..I'm so stupid!" I heard Off shouted as he tried to lift my body upHe carried me like we are getting married and I felt how he slowly shook my body to make sure if I am still okay " I'm okay," I said while stuttering " I'm sorry," He said  I didn't hear the lasts words he said because I already lost my consciousness. 

Today is the day that we will bring my mother to her last destination, which is her grave. I still can't believe that my mom died and ai was not there for her to help her at that time. My mind is preoccupied. Everything seems to be exhausting me.Gun walked near me smiling at me. I know he wanted to make me happy but he just can't, I can feel how sad he is now. He is with me."Are you ready?" Gun asked me while fixing my necktieI'm not yet ready to bid my last goodbye to my mother, but I need to, I need to see her for the last time "Yes" I answered" Let's go" Gun drove the car and went to the cemetery where we will bury my mom, My heart is beating very loud and fast, this will be the last moment that I will see her face, I took a deep breath before opening the door and walking outEveryone is staring at me, I can see how they pity me.I walked next to my mother's casket and smiled, I took a deep breath and wiped t

I was sitting on a rocking chair when Gun approached me.  "My baby, what are you thinking?" He asked U"hhmm, nothing, just random stuffs, why?"" Want to hear something?"He added.  " I'm too old for story telling baby."I said while rubbing my nape, he held my hand tightly.  " There are no excuses when listening to stories, even though you are young, old, there's no problem."He said, released a sigh and smiled.  " Okay, then, what are you going to share this time? Just make sure it's not Fairytale. I don't like to listen to those, cliche stories."I faked a laugh. He gently rubbed my hand.  " I call it four seasons

"Off wake up now, you still need to go to fetch Gun" I heard my dad said while knocking at my door. Yes, Gun will be here. "What time is it?" I shouted " 6:45" he answered" Are you by chance aware that Gun will arrive at 10 in the morning!" I angrily shouted" Yes, I cooked breakfast for you to eat and I also cooked soup for you, I saw you were drunk earlier and—-" I stopped him from talking" You know that I am drunk right? You should be aware that my head is still aching and I don't want to hear anything, so please leave me alone, I set my alarm clock at 8:20, I can wake up alone, stop bothering me!" I shouted"But you need to—"" Will you just please let me sleep alone in PEACE?!" I said and throw the first thing I touched from my tableI heard it loudly touched the door and crashed into pieces" STOP BOTHERING ME, STOP ACTING LIKE A FATHER AND JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED TO DO, DON'T RUIN MY

I woke up from my deep sleep and felt that Gun is hugging me I don’t know what might happen in the future, but right now I will give him the love that he was longing for, I will learn to accept myself for who and what I am, I will cherish every moment we had.“ Hey, did I wake you up?” My Baby asked. “ No” I smiled and kissed his foreheadHe closed his eyes and buried his face in my chest “ Hey!” I whispered“ Yes?” He answered“ Uhhm--Baby, can I ask for a favour?” I said“ Uhhmm? What’s that ?” He questioned. “ Can I own you tonight?” He nodded and stared at me. "Of course, we've been a couple for almost 7 years. You don't need to ask that silly question." He answered and laughed.  I moved slowly and lea