Ellie  I have always had the fear getting hurt and no one being there to help me get up or fix me up after I have fallen . I have a stubborn and impulsive streak, I have always had it from when I was a kid. I was once told not to get back on my BMX bicycle after I had fallen down repeatedly and never listened. The only way to learn is by messing up. I learned that when I was taught how to cook and bake by my mother ,I learned that when I sustained a injuries that resulted in scars from learning how to ride a bicycle after being used to a tricycle , I learned that when I failed sub -editing class in college in the first term when I submitted a hand written , not typed assignment that was torn right in front of the whole class after my laptop was stolen from me three days earlier when I got mugged and saved by Daniel.  When he found out what had happened;he bought me a notebook as an early birthday present . He even wen

Chapter 42 EllieSeven days Later You never realize how bad something is until you wake up. I have never liked hospitals but they seem to like me . Even when I went to surprise Daniel with lunch or a late dinner I had to condition myself. He knew that I didn't like them , but he had shown appreciation for the effort I always took. Our relationship was and still is a good one . I knew he loved Amy and he knew that I loved Maxwell and I was still not over him . We pretended to be serious because we knew the truth and Salvatore his own brother thought that we were going to get married at some stage. We had a physical relationship and a friendship that was undeniably strong and special. I am forever blessed to have him as a friend . My body was slowly switching on and I was in pain. My abdomen hurt like hell and I felt groggy. I was breathing on my own which was a good sign ... I felt warm and all my senses were heigh

Chapter 443 months laterEllieThe hardest part about making a decision that feels right in your gut and in your heart  is telling the person who actually thought that they had a shot at a relationship  with you that they are being benched again.I don't like being torn between two guys and not knowing how I feel . I have two amazing guys who want to be a permanent part of my world ,but I can't seem to make a choice and it's not only unfair to them , but it's also unfair to the women that want to be with them too . I don't want to compare them .Daniel is a Virgo and the only feelings I've had for him are that of a brother . What we did on the side was just an agreement . We have been friends for years and there were many reasons as to why I just didn't want to cross the friendship line . I've known for the longest of times that he was part of the Mafia and  even though his father has always been nice to me and he isn't the monster

Chapter 46Ellie  Your body has a way of showing you flames if you aren't taking care of it properly . Over a period of time you put it through hell or sometimes heaven and hell come to your body all at once , and your body talks to you in ways you can and can't comprehend. Your body has a way of giving you a receipt of everything you've put it through . Only this time I didn't put it through anything . I've been keeping a healthy diet and  I had been going for my check ups . I am pregnant with Max's baby , I've already established that, I don't have any feelings for Daniel except that  of brotherly sister love . Maxwell owns me and I indirectly own him . We have binding runes and their powerful.I was going to freshen up and change into blue jeans and a yellow  crew neck sweatshirt. I  was feeling okay and since my floors were made if wood , I was walking around barefoot . Max also knee that I  didn't like &n

Chapter 48EllieI've been pregnant before and the first couple of months are the  scariest and I've waited longer for my check up in case I received bad news . With everything that I've been through I could really use a break especially with regards to the hearing . Part of me wants to cancel everything and let Karma deal with Killian .  I want to call Daniel and ask him to deal with him because I don't think I have the energy to deal with that man after what he tried to do .  Max offered to take me to the doctor... I lie Max insisted that he will drive me to my doctors appointment because he was uncomfortable with me going into a car that I didn't know .  Michelangelo  had bought him a new car to replace the one that I  got into  an accident with.    Michelangelo Massa Luca has deep pockets and  Cleopatra Massa Luca could care less she has deeper pockets but her husband knows absolute jack .