Hey dad...I know you said no contact but I miss you and I miss home. Everything is different here the weather is colder and the food is not as good as the one I'm used to. l miss our pasta.Nonna tries though ,she's trying her very best to bring it Italy here in Canada but it's still not the same and I'm not talking about the warmth outside but I'm also talking about the one that's in the house, it just doesn't feel like home. It's been six months but I despise it here.I want to know how everyone is doing back home. l wake expecting Alex to tease me the whole day but I realise that he won't do it because he's not here. I even miss Leone's annoying self. It's crazy but I even missed the quietness that Leonardo has. I miss Elonzo calling me his little one.As much as nonna tries to make me feel better. She isn't doing any better yourself. She cries herself to sleep because she misses nonno. I know she won't admit it because she's angry and disappointed but she's unhappy, sad and heart

Hey there...It's been a whole year since my last letter. You won't believe where I am right now. I am in Ontario, in the cabins in the wood .The cottages here are absolutely phenomenal. Grandma wanted us to spend holiday here. I think she just wanted to spend some time with me since I started university we spend less and less time together but she's always there for me when I need her.I also see less of my therapist these days. Bet she feels sad that she doesn't see me anymore I mean who would want to lose me as a client . I miss her though, she was kind of cool in the last few months but I felt like it was time I started healing on myself. I know it sounds crazy right?.I have made a significant change in my life. I no longer do what people expect me to do or what they want me to do ,now I only do what I want to do when I feel like doing it. I am tired of living according to peoples expectations, now I'm living for me and I love it.The cottages around the lake of the most beauti

There's utter silence as Chase drives us to God knows where. As much as I didn't want to go with him after that whole fiasco, l couldn't bring myself to say no after the way I rejected him. There is something different though. Things are a little bit awkward between us and I can't help but think that it is my fault.While I was busy mourning over the fact that I couldn't be with my family while Chase was falling in love with me and I couldn't even notice ,geez what a type of a friend am l. Turns out I hate everyone to come to contact with and now chase is my latest victim.I didn't want it to be this way though. Had I known that cheese was in love with me then I would've I don't know talk to him about it all nipped it in the back I don't know. All I know is that I can never return chases feelings. I left something behind when I left home, yes I was still young and growing but I know that I truly love I love tequila and.I'm jacked back into reality when I noticed that we had it somewh

Poor little weak me was gone. All the trauma and pain that l have been through does not define me rather it has molded me into the person l am today. l have been kicked, burned, beaten and raped but somehow l am still alive and my heart still beats. They destroyed me but l built a new version of myself. Now l can fight even a man twice my size, l can shoot and l destroy anyone who even looks at funny."You will not touch me Chase ,l dare you" l said looking at him dead in the eye. Chase was just like everyone who had hurt me. They all underestimated me and Chase was going to be an example of why they should all run for their lives.l knew it in my fucken bones when he came to fetch me that he was up to something and l bid my time. l let him assume that he was the predator and l the prey but it was the other way around. He was a little taken aback by my statement but then he smiled looking amused. "Aww Rosabella it's cute that you think that l am afraid of you, l know you remember,