My life was so foreign to me. It felt like it wasn't my own. At some points I'd feel like I was living someone else's life trying so hard for shit to work but only for it to crash back at me. Over a week later, my brother was back home.. I thought things would get better when he got here, I thought my dad would come around or at least try and talk to me. But he didn't and he managed to do it for a week without Nick suspecting anything. It fustrated me. To be waking up everyday on this hatred to be going to the same shit at school. It was frustrating I swear. The only people who got me were Meagan and Chris. I still talked to them and my relationship with Chris was getting stronger by day. Layla.. well let me just say Layla kept her distance and kept on sleeping around. It bothered me and I don't even know why. Seeing three different girls everyday shove their tongue dowm her throat.. it bothered me so fucken much but I kept myself busy so

You know a lot of shit happens in life that sometimes you can't explain. You find troubled children giving their families hell and the families still fight for them or still try to help them and love them as much... Then you switch things around, you find those kids who are doing all in their power to be the best to their parents. Best behavior, best grades, best at anything... then they for once show a trait their parents dislikes and they get disowned as if they have been the worst children from birth.For someone my age and with the shit I achieved so far.. I was considered as one of the "good kids" in my community. One that parents next door would use you as an example to their troublesome kids.. you know being used in phrases such as, "look up to Precious. She has done so much and is still respectful even today. Why can't you work hard and be hamble like her...?" That was nice, really nice.. but it still felt far because no matter how much peop

I couldn't believe what I heard from Meagan... I was going to Germany. I felt like I was dreaming.. it was just out of this world.Layla jumped on my back, "I feel soooo happy right now...""Umh.. Layla, shouldn't I be the one who's historically over the moon and jumping on your back?""Umh.. well, you can't do that because you're a coward.. so I'll do it for you."I laughed and she jumped off me. Nic came to me, "we shouldn't be all happy yet... She doesn't have accommodation.. which is where everyone gets in, we need to fundraise for that.. create shows and make sure that we charge people and by November we should have enough to last her that whole month.""Wait.. why will that be needed?""Because the competition sponsors only cover the six main dancers chosen, now, the school can decide to bring someone else, but we will deal with the costs.. Meg and I are working on som

I felt a tight grip on my stomach from a person on my back... I slowly opened my eyes and wasn't familiar with my surroundings. My heart skipped a bit... I was naked on my upper body and had undies under... who was I sleeping next to all nak..I felt a kiss on my back stopping my racing mind, "morning sleepy head..."Meagan... oh fuck.. I closed my eyes and kept quiet a bit."I know you're awake... your breathing changed."I laughed, "are you this chatty in the morning Meg... or do you let people have their sleep?"She kissed my bare shoulder again, "both.. but I'm feeling chatty right now.."I turned around to face her and she smiled, "hey there pretty lady.. how do you manage to look so pretty in the morning.."I giggled, "I don't.. you just manage to be blind in the morning.. it's awful..""Did you enjoy last night.. or should I say 3 hours

KATHARINA'S POV (hurtful texts version)Not everything is as it seems.. Growing up I noticed that people are different.. and I was one of the kind ones.. not kind as in exactly the direct meaning, but as in different in a very complicated way.A lot of shit happened in my life when I was growing up and I would always end up alone cooped up in my room trying to protect myself from the world. That wounded up with me not depending on anyone with anything. Always being my go to person because I knew that I could never hurt myself nor fool myself. So I was safe.Precious's relationship with I was something I've never experienced. I know I've been in a few relationships but they just ended because as time went by I got bored or I wanted something different..When the African girl and I first started to talk I nev