There was a mix of excitement and fear as Sane trailed behind Haniel who was giving out some flyers. He was convincing her to go with him to see Seleen for herself in chorus to her talking to other people. He was quiet sure he wasn't entertained. He knew that she was already annoyed at him, especially after what she said to him, and if he continued to annoy her further, he’d be finding himself in grave danger. Slightly giving her space, he let her finish doing her task. He just trailed behind her, his gaze shifting from the way that he was walking to the number of flyers that the girl was holding, the anticipation in his chest growing and growing seeing the number of flyers that she was holding becoming lesser and lesser the more she handed them out. 

Sane remembered his father to be a loving man. When his father hadn't been addicted to illegal drugs yet he remembered life to be very colorful. From Sundays where they would all go to church, down to Saturdays where they would go out for a simple dinner, Sane thought that there was no end to it. He was also a loving husband, and didn’t abuse his mother in any way. Not until he was introduced to illegal drugs, life started going downhill. Sane recognized the mistake to be his choice, however, he also knew that he was a good man who just made a grave mistake. That was why after everything that had happened, he still couldn’t find the will to loathe him. Maybe he did blame him for their sufferings sometimes, but that was the end of it. He came to a realization that nothing would happen if he just kept on blaming his dad, especially when what was done was done, and there was nothing

Sane found out, soon after, that the rest of The Dotish’s members were also dropping out due to their tight schedules. Their calendar was already packed with different gigs, and project deals which did not only mean that they were only going around Penny Lane. Their gigs were more than that, it was already nationwide. They were meant to be known by the people all around the country. The company that they signed with was willing to give them every project possible just for them to be known, and to become one of the most successful rising stars in the industry. Upon knowing that, Sane felt a mixed of emotions on his chest. Sure, he was happy for them, genuinely happy, as he couldn’t stress further how the four of them deserved to be successful in the field. But he still couldn’t stop himself from feeling melancholic because of it. He witnessed firsthand how the band started, a

When Sane woke up first in the morning, his initial reaction was to immediately curse before feeling the hangover that would ruin his day for two consecutive days in a row. He felt the pain in his head, and it was that kind of pain that seemed like there was a sharp knife inside his skull, and it was being dragged around by an invisible force. Not even a minute after waking up, he felt the need to vomit, but upon seeing that it wasn’t just him in the triple king size bed, he quickly stood before opening the nearest door which luckily happened to be the bathroom. However, when he opened the door, he saw that he wasn’t the only one there as there was a passed out Claus lying on the bathroom floor, and there were even traces of his dried puke on the floor.  Utterly feeling the need

Sane considered himself not to be the type who could easily open up to anyone, but when Seleen came into the picture, he found things starting to change, and never did he think that he'd be able to do so with anyone. Because who would even think that he'd be able to meet someone with a story like hers? Who would even think that he'd be able to meet her in the first place?   He left the rooftop that night at 3 AM, when Seleen reminded him that the guards would have their 3-AM rounds any minute, and he ran for his life, but the smile on his face as he did so was still evident.   Even in his sleep, there was still a small smile plastered across his face.   Sane h