"Don't look at me like that, I'm fine." Lavina cancelled putting bread into her mouth. Raveen kept staring at her. Raveen said that he was concerned. Of course he felt  that way because of their hot bed scene which turned out to be Lavina's first thing. A little worried because as far as Raveen knew, the first time doing it made the virgins felt sick."Doesn't it hurt?" Again and again, Raveen asked the same thing. He appeared couldn't believe even though Lavina already said no. How could Raveen believe it when he saw Lavina's way of walking that seemed uncomfortable."It hurts, but not that much," Lavina admitted after letting out a sigh. "Why?" she added.“Of course because I'm worried” Raveen's answer was too—well, Lavina wanted to smile as wide as she could at this point. Raveen looked so cute when he was worried. His already dilated eyes were looking at Lavina and his seductive lips slightly parted. Very adorable. He seemed wasn't sur

Lavina was daydreaming in front of the ER while squeezing her own fingers which were still dirty with slightly dried blood. Her eyes were empty even though there were still puddles of water there. Didn't know what she was daydreaming about, everyone who saw her would know that this woman was in tremendous shock.Her body was still shivering slowly. Tears welled up in her eyes as she winked. There was nothing she could do. Nothing calmed her either. Not like a woman on the other end crying in the arms of a man who loved her. She was upset because her son had been injured unexpectedly."Hik ... I don't want to lose my son" Emily said worriedly. The man who hugged her wife, rubbed her back gently. One of his arms' sleeve was rolled up after donating blood for someone who became his son."Only minor injuries, nothing bad would happen to him," Rael assured her calmly.Lavina's heart grew frantic and scared. She couldn't help but blame herself. If it wasn't for

Even though tonight was not her 'first', Lavina still prepared herself properly to serve her husband. She was already taking a bath. Her skin was already scented from the lotions and perfumes that she bought specially for herself and Raveen of course. Some lingeries were also already lined up on the bed. Several times she tapped her index finger on her chin, considering which one she should wear.Everything looked so beautiful and ... absolutely very tempting. Of course, whatever Lavina wore, Raveen would love it. It was just ... did Lavina need to wear this kind of clothes? That was, if she want to challenge her husband, Lavina could do it without lingerie, right?Still wrapped in a towel, Lavina walked to her dressing table. There, she had prepared three jewelery boxes that Raveen had given her. He said that it was gift. No needed to ask how much the price of the jewelry that had alreadly became hers. Should Lavina wear one of the gift from this man tonight?L

Finally, Lavina found her happiness. She owned Raveen and all of her wealth. If she used to be confined, became a pathetic girl, unable to do anything not even defend herself, but then she was a very tough woman, independent and of course no one could hurt her anymore.She had built up her own strength. Especially, that she was Raveen's wife, part of the Landergee Family, Lavina would have been better protected. Although already legally as Raveen's wife, Lavina refused Raveen's request to change her surname to Landergee. The reason was because she wanted to clear Dawson's name.Even though Lavina hated all the bad behavior from her big family, but the name Dawson had become her first identity. That name beared witness to how pathetic Lavina's life was until she became a strong woman. Her life journey was in that name. Therefore, both her good and bad memories would always be remembered.There were also wonderful memories with Raveen when she took on the name Daw

Lavina didn't expect that what she had said at the dinner table earlier would turn into a prolonged affair. Since this morning, she had been involved in an argument with Raveen over her decision not to have children. For the first time, Lavina saw Raveen angry without listening from Lavina's side. Raveen looked so hurt sinse Lavina was reluctant to bear Raveen's child. Feeling humiliated.All of the logical grounds had stated well in her argument. It wasn't that Lavina didn't love Raveen. Lavina loved Raveen like crazy. But, her decision not to grow Raveen's seed in her womb didn't imply that Lavina no longer loved Raveen. Instead, she did it for the good of anyone who would be born  as a human from the fertilization of their sex cells.The world was far too harsh. Lavina was a bad woman and so wass Raveen, he was a bad man. Wouldn't it look so pathetic if they had children? Babies were innocent creatures and parents played a very important role in educating their