So am I, we are just even, my love, I answered in my mind. He finally left me alone, and I had no choice but to face the closing door. At first, I was torn between staying in here or just going to another hotel for my mother not to know my location, then I chose the first one. I went to my baggage and chose for a short shorts and black-colored brassiere. My clothes were already packed nicely and so I had no trouble in finding my favorites one. Swimming. I wanted to swim now. Even it meant having a bonding with Felicia and Mom. "This is great. The foods are already cooked. I planned to call you but since you are here already, let's start eating," Neil announced to all. I forgot to mention that I was facing two people who were also amazed seeing the foods. Mom and Felicia were literally facing each other, while I was in my left side putting some content in my p

His kisses went deeper and his nakes was all I could think off. Again, I had been used to touch and feel what's mine -- since we had made lots of love whenever I was disguising as Mindy -- but the sensation I felt still spectacular, as if I could be burn again -- no, crap that!-- I was always burning! I would be even feel surprise if my skin would create a smoke!"Are you sure with this?" he asked me again, and this time I laughed again, could not get the fact that he's still unsure despite it's obvious we both wanted to end this. "I am serious, Sydney. Do you want me to continue?""We have been doing this so why asking nowM? Besides, he did not ask for permissipn for those the times that we became like -+ sticking out bodies into each other's. "Go on, Neil, continue what you started."He laughed at my words and carried me in a bridal style. Wanting to feel his broad shoulders, I leaned my head into his chest, an I felt how his heart took leaps, and I did like t

I again let out a heavy sigh when Neil excused himself, to probably stay away from negative vibe, and it's away from me. Mom revealed herself using her worried face again. She said something that I did not hear -- I was sure it was all about Feli again. Searching that woman was the least of my concern now, I had many  problems to think. When the bell rang, I walked toward the door and put my eye near the little hole, only to notice men in their own designated uniforms. They were not Neil's guards. I was sure of that because Neil's had different uniforms. So, this is it, I whispered to myself. This is what Daniel talked about. I did not want to look rude so I opened the door to welcome them. "Hi, Miss Sydney Klein. Sir Daniel brought us in in this room and blablabla..." I was not that interested to hear all their explanation since knowing them as Daniel's

FlashbackWhat really was the reason why I was becoming like this -- disguising as a woman and as a dancer, a sexy dancer to be exact?"You have just made the right thing," I whispered to myself for me to calm down. Majority of me wanted to step backward and do not continue my plan. But I shook my head at the end. I should do this.I should do this because in this way you would feel relieved. This was you want, right? You wanted to test Neil's love for you? So what are you waiting for? Never hesitate because what you are doing now is for your own sake.Fortunately, I knew someone who's a manager in a bar. We were not that close,

Days had passed, and so I needed to face the day that I must control myself not to collapse in everyone's front. And today was that day. Even though I wanted to just run and escape from my faith, I still could not because regardless I was not part of the council anymore, I was still the daughter of my parents' company; I was still the heiress no matter what.And now, before we proceeded to the hotel that Neil specially picked for the negotiation event, we needed to have a brief counseling to talk about some matter. Daniel was here, he's beside me -- Neil forbid him to, but I just requested a favor. Neil radiated smart vibes, and I wanted to get light energy from him."Are you okay?" my friend asked me by whispering since Neil was presenting something in front. In this place, only the three of us knew the real situation, that after this event, the video would be posted and everything would be completely sucked up. I asked Neil earlier, actually, and I asked him why he n