It's been three days since the situation with Olive happened. Shalom is still not talking to me. She hasn't allowed me to explain myself. I feel like shit, I'm not sleeping. I'm not eating and I can barely keep myself upright. The thought of living like this is killing me. I can't imagine a time when  I'm not with her and my kids. I've been going to work, mostly 18-hour days. And when I get off I go to her house spend time with my daughter and then go back to an empty house. As soon as I walk through her door she lets me know where Rene is and then she disappears into her office until it's time for me to leave. She's said maybe three words in the last three days. And today is not any different. "Hi," I say when she opens the door. She looks at me and then she steps aside to let me in."Rene is on the sofa in her baby pod." She says in answer and then she walks away. I close the door and head to

After the tour, we're led to the department conference room where Dr Hunter is already waiting to meet us. He greets us with a smile when we walk in. I'm surprised by this because during my interview he wasn't particularly smiley and he has a reputation for being tough. I don't blame him though. He has one of the toughest jobs in the country.But it's great to see an actual human smile. "Good morning, everyone. I'm Dr Hunter, the Head of the Neurosurgery Department I know we've all met before but I wanted to officially introduce myself to extend a warm welcome to all of you on your first day as fellows here. This is an exciting and challenging time, and we're thrilled to have you join our team." He says once we've settled in our seats. "You've already met Dr. Malik. So I would like you to take a moment to introduce yourselves. Tell us a bit about your background and what inspired you to pursue neurosurgery. Let's start on the right." He say

"You expect me to believe that?" I ask turning to look at him. I feel so many emotions run through my body. I don't know if I want to cry, scream or sit in silence forever. I love this man with all of my heart. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. "I expect you to trust me." He says and I laugh a little. "I will never lie to you. And I will never cheat on you." He says and I sigh feeling so angry. "Kane, your ex-fiance walked into your vacation room naked," I say closing my eyes for a second. I shake my head trying to remove the image from my head. I will never unsee this. "What do you expect me to think or feel?" I ask looking back at him."She wasn't supposed to be there""But she was," I say cutting him off. I hate doing that to anyone but I don't know how to be civil right now. I don't know how to be understanding. "I know, I know," I say placing his face into his hands, robbing it a li

"Oh my. You are so beautiful." Junior's mother says staring at Rene, who is sitting comfortably sitting on her lap and smiling up at her. "You're making me want another baby. " She says and I stare at her surprised."I thought you're not having another baby ever again," I say and she looks at me. "I think you said hell would have to freeze over before you had another baby," I say quoting a conversation we had a long time ago. "Well, when you see a face like this. You have no choice." She says in answer and I shake my head at her. "That's interesting," I say and she frowns at me. "So what's going on with you?" She asks giving me her full attention finally. She sits with Rene comfortably so she lies back on her chest and stares at me."Nothing is going on with me," I say lying and she rolls her eyes at me."We're not doing this again." She says her voice low with a rich of annoyance. "How d