"Did she fight you?" I ask Kane when he comes back from putting the baby down for the night. Having him on nights like this is always a blessing. He takes care of his daughter so beautifully, He gets into bed and wraps his arms around me. I sigh molding my body into his. I breathe in his sent and smile. I love how this man smells. "No. I'm a professional," He says so proud of himself. He's not lying though. Hecan put her to sleep so quickly I just let him do most nights, "How was spending the day with Noni?" He asks burrying his face into my boobs. He loves doing that, especially since my they got bigger. "It was intersting." I say thinking of my conversation with her. I feel like she wanted to say more but she stopped herself. I tried to encourage her to talk about what she felt but she didn't open up to me. "Oh?" He says already sounding sleepy. How does he expect me to fall asleep in this position? He might be comfpratble but I'm not. "Yes. I think she's going through some

"Is that your baby?" He says picking my phone up so he can have a closer look. "Yes." I say and he smiles looking at her. "She's gorgeous." He says looking at me and then at the picture. "Thank you. I had help." I say and he swipes left landing on Kane's picture. "I see."He says swiping back to the previous picture. "Is it weird that I don't like him?" He asks and scoffs as soon as the words come out of his mouth. "I think you know the answer to that question," I say hating this whole day already. Who's bright idea was it for me to come here in the first place? Oh yeah. My baby daddy."The thing is..." He says and I sigh. I don't know if I want to hear this. I came here to relax, get a few knots out of my body and then go home. I didn't come here for the godown memory lane with my ex package. The worst thing is I'm too nice to tell him to F off. I can't do that to him even though he deserves it. "I know he's a gr

An hour later our group is sitting in the spa gardening enjoying a refreshing drink while we wait for our next treatment. Thomas comes to sit opposite me and he sits silent. The minutes tick away and I can hear him sigh with every silent second. I sit there and say a little prayer so this hell I'm in will end."Are you going to say whatever it is you want to say or am I going to have to listen to you sigh the whole time?" I ask unable to listen to his breathing anymore. This is not peaceful at all. "The only thing I want to talk about is the past and since you are not really into that ." He says and he smiles."Why do you want to talk about anything at all?" I ask and he frowns. "I remember a time when you didn't want to talk at all," I say and pain hits my heart. I don't want to back to that place anymore. A place where I felt like I was not worthy of someone who actually wanted to spend time with me. "It was a different time

It's early evening when I walk into our bedroom. Shalom is lying in bed looking gorgeous. It still blows my mind that I come home to this woman. I am in awe of her beauty every single day."How was your day?" I ask walking to her side of the bed. I  kiss her on her forehead and take a moment to look at her. Her eyes have this sparkle about them. I recognize the look in her eyes because I have the same look when I look at her.  "It was interesting." She says kissing me on the lips. She places her hand on my cheek and brushes it slowly. "How so?" I ask moving to sit next to her. "I ran into Thomas at the spa." She says and I feel the air leave my lungs in a woosh. That's not the answer I was looking for. I expected her to say that she had the best time of her life and she wants to make this a regular thing. I didn't expect exes to come into the picture. "You had a massage together?" I ask and hear the tone of my voice the

Hey, I know it's been a while since we talked but can we meet up?- Olive Is the text she sent me a week a and here I am sitting in a cafe waiting for her to arrive. A part of me doesn't want to be here but I couldn't ignore her. And Shalom said I should come here and hear her out.  The last time we saw each other she didn't have the best things to say about me. But to be fair I dropped a huge bomb on her. I called off our engagement and told her I was getting back together with my ex. And let's not forget the fact that I got said ex-pregnant while our thing was still up in the air. So yeah maybe the reason I don't want to see her is because I know I fucked up with her and I don't want to face the truth.  "Hi," Olive says walking up to the table. I get up to greet her. We hug for a second she gives me a kiss on the cheek. When we let go I pull the chair out for her and she sits down as I softly push the chair in.&nbs