Pain and confusionI couldn't move my body. I couldn't feel anything as if my body was numb enough to feel nothing. Parang naging manhid ang buong katawan ko sa nalaman. Masakit ang ulo at katawan ko dahil sa nangyari pero mas masakit ang nararamdaman ko sa puso.I shed my tears running down to my cheeks and I couldn't help but sob. I feel like I was torn apart because of everything they said to me earlier as soon as I woke up from comatose.All I could feel was pain and confusion. Parang sasabog ang ulo ko dahil sa mga sinabi nila. I was comatose for six months after being involved in a car accident six months ago. And here I am, laying in my hospital bed, confused and don't know what to do because I can't remember anything!"Mommy, call the doctor!" my sister said, panicking as soon as I woke up.Sumunod agad si Mommy kasama si Lola. Lahat ng tao sa paligid ko ay nag-aalalang nakatingin sa'kin habang ako'y lito habang nakatingin sa kanila dahil hindi

FiancéWeeks passed since I woke up and for now everything seems okay to me. Okay na ang mga vitals ko kaya tuloy-tuloy na ang paggaling ko. Next week pwede na akong ma-discharged at umuwi.For the passed weeks that I've been staying here in Hospital, I got to known my friends here in Isle Esme. Lagi nila akong binibisita pag hindi sila mga busy. Because of that I've got to know myself more. Hindi rin ako nabo-bored dahil they keep me occupied. Masaya na ako kahit papaano dahil ramdam ko naman na close talaga ako sa kanila. That's the first thing that I've noticed. I can't remember them but my heart feels better when I'm with them. It just feels right to be with them."Let me," rinig kong sambit ng isang lalaki.Nagtaas ako ng tingin sa kanya. Siya ang kumuha ng coke ko sa bending machine. May cast pa kasi ang kanang kamay ko at hawak ko ang cellphone sa isang kamay."Here," aniya bago inabot ang coke ko.Ngumiti ako bago binulsa ang cellphone at kinuha ang coke sa kamay niya. "Salama

JealousA smile plastered on my lips when I saw my friends went inside my room with a big smile on their faces."Ava!" they said in chorus as they walked towards me."Napaaga yata kayo," ani ko."Of course! We will have our bonding together!" April giggled.Pansin ko rin na may dala silang mga prutas at si Althea ang naglagay no'n sa tablet ko kung nasaan si Blake na nagliligpit ng kinainan ko.Sa susunod na araw na 'ko madi-discharged at makakauwi na rin ako sa wakas. Boring na boring na ako dito sa Hospital.Kath pointed out Blake using her finger. "Kaya ikaw Blake, you should leave us alone here now. Kami nang bahala kay Ava," aniya. "no boys allowed."Napailing na lang si Blake. "Don't worry, I have a meeting right now." "Oh, that's good!"Kahit nakangisi ay pumunta sa'kin si Blake. "I'll go now. Babalik ako mamayang six."Ngumiti ako. "Okay."He kissed my forehead. "Take care," He said, softly.Tumango lang ako bago niya kinuha ang dalang itim na blazer na nasa sofa. Sinuot niya

Starting againPeople said, you should be happy because you woke up everyday and see your loved ones. Maging masaya tayo dahil nandiyan pa sila sa tabi natin, dahil hindi natin alam kung anong mangyayari kinabukasan o sa susunod na araw.Maybe we're happy because they were here beside you, but until then? Hanggang kailan sila nandito sa tabi natin? We'll never know.That's why you should be happy every single day you spent your time with the your family, friends, and even your lover. Dahil hindi natin alam kung hanggang saan natin sila makakasama.That's what I thought every day for the passed months now. It's been two months but my memories didn't have any progress kung babalik pa ba ito o hindi. Halos lahat nasabi na sa'kin kung anong nangyari sa sampung taon na hindi ko maalala.Ang problema nga lang, hindi pumapasok 'yon sa utak ko. Hangang ngayon, ni isang katiting mula sa sampung taon na nawala sa'kin ay hindi ko pa rin maalala. I thought it may takes

CookiesTumayo ako bago binuksan ang refrigerator namin. Kagaya ng sinabi sa video, kumuha ako ng dalawang itlog, two butter, vanilla extract, all purpose flour, brown sugar, white sugar and thank God! May chocolate kisses pa kami sa ref. Nilagay ko ang cellphone sa kitchen counter para masundan ko nang maayos ang recipe sa video. Hindi pinakita sa video kung ilang cups ba ang kailangan. Bale ang ginawa ko ay tinantsa ko na lang based sa video na napanood ko. Titikman ko na lang mamaya kung masarap o hindi bago i-bake 'to sa oven. I transferred the mixed of chocolate kisses and eggs to all purpose flour and then mixed again to fully combined. Nang makitang okay na ang ginawa ko kumuha ako nang kaunti bago tinikman 'yon. Napangiti ako ng malasahang okay naman ang lasa.Kinuha ko ang halft sheet pan bago maingat na tinantsa ang cookie dough at nilagay 'yon doon. Since wala kaming ice cream scope kagaya ng nasa video, I used spoon to make them equally. After that, I put it in the oven w