3 weeks later *Meri* I wake up feeling happy … today I am finally going to see Tom again. He has been in America for a week doing some comic con and some interviews. I have missed him like crazy, and can't wait to see him again. Actually he arrived home sometime last night, but as I had an event at School that ran late … and he wasn't sure what time he would be in and he probably would be exhausted after the long trip, we decided to wait and see each other today. I have been increasingly worried about Lumi. She has been looking pale and having headaches. And she has been bone tired too. But she insists that she is okay and taking her medication. Rolling over I pick up my ipad, seeing I have a lot of notifications on twitter. Like a lot a lot. Even if Tom hasn't gone out and talked about our relationship and my name has not publicly been mentioned in connection to him, I have gotten a lot of new followers lately. And Tom admitted on his panel 3 days ago, that yes he is seeing som

*Luca* The kiss is soft and warm, her lips molding perfectly to mine and I can't stop a small whimper from escaping my throat. I haven't been able to stop thinking about her and when Tom called me, needing to talk, as he was pretty shaken, I might have been a very poor friend to him, but I panicked. I needed to get to her as fast as possible. But damn she is not making it easy at all. I had been taking a huge change … threatening to leave. luckily it paid off. but I can't help wondering when she will pull up the facade again. "How are you … ". Meri's voice trails off. We quickly break the kiss and both turn to see Meri and Tom stand in the doorway, looking utterly flabbergasted. I try not to laugh at their expressions. "Uhm, hi guys". "Luca ! What the fuck are you doing here". Tom manages to say, after picking his jaw off the floor. "Kissing my best girl … what does it look like I am doing". I can't help chuckling, I have never seen Tom look this surprised. Meri is staring a

*Meri* "It smells delicious Tom, it really does". I walk into his kitchen, sniffing in the air. My mother is coming over for dinner in half an hour to meet Tom. He turns to look at me, brushing a stray curl of his forehead. "Come taste darling, tell me if there is anything missing". I walk over to him and he holds up a spoon, blowing on it softly, before holding it out to me, I close my mouth around the spoon, tasting the sauce. "It's delicious Tom, even better than usual, what did you add ?" "Nothing really, I just bought the very best quality of everything". He says with a small smile."Are you sure bolognaise is good enough ? I can order something from a fancy restaurant if it's more her". "It's more than fine Tom, my mom loves Italian food and has travelled all over the country". I raise my hand to brush a bit of flour off his cheek. He suddenly looks even more nervous. "Ohh, then she has probably had the real thing ... Maybe I should order something ... preferably something

*Meri* Waking up next to Tom is ... a little slice of heaven if you ask me. I am just laying here studying his face in the dim light. His beautiful eyes closed, his features relaxed, his lips slightly parted as he breathes softly. I giggle slightly looking at his hair. It is a disarray of stray curls sticking out in all directions. It might partly be my own fault that it's such a mess, having pulled at it just a bit last night. Unable to stop myself I reach over, raking my hand through his curls. They are so soft running through my fingers. I am instantly rewarded with an almost purring sound from Tom, as a smile spread on his face. "Morning Tom". My hand keeps slowly combing through his hair almost on its own. His arm slides around my waist, and his naked body snuggles into me as close as he can manage. "Morning darling ... God this is heaven". "I can only agree". I say with a sigh, twirling a couple of curls around my fingers. "I vote that we are just going to stay here all

*Meri* We get off the subway.. by the way riding the subway with Tom is quite the adventure as half the other passengers seem to recognise him but no one dares approach him … so they are all just looking and taking what they think is discrete pictures. "Doesn't it bother you ?" I look up at Tom as we walk away from the station hand in hand. "What ? He puts his free hand in front of me in a protective gesture, as we reach the traffic light to cross the street. It is both endearing and a bit annoying that he keeps doing things like that. I know it comes from love, but I am not a kid and I can handle myself. Two girls pass behind us, giggling and snickering. "That ! People staring at you, acting weird and snapping your picture at every opportunity they get". "Nah, honestly I hardly notice any longer". He shrugs, and gently pulls me along when the light turns green. "They mean no harm, they are just curious". "I know they don't, it's just a bit unnerving to be honest ... to me at lea