I silently accept the water that Istanio gave. I feel so small and uncomfortable here. I sometimes feel how it’s to much to bear seeing how Carx would just glare to me and expressionless. I forced myself to calm from shivering. He stood so chill, fierce and unbothered. He was holding his cigarette inserted between his fingers and can beer in his left hand. They’re boisterously laughing with his friends who are also drunk. I quickly shifted my gaze and look directly to Istanio’s eyes when he reached for my hand and gently squeeze it.“Sorry if I startled you,” he said and laughed after he let go of my hand immediately. He forced a smile and looked at my eyes with concern. His eyes were beautiful at this closer look. It was brown and how his eyelashes also was effortlessly attractive.“No. It’s fine,” I replied and already intertwined my fingers as I stooped so low, avoiding his eyes deeply looking into mine. I sigh as when I heard Carx laughed softly. “When did you just worked here?”“

I continue myself doing daily routine. It was unusual for me to act like everything would seem to be an episode from series I’m watching while I was in Junior High School. I feel how things instantly changed and even heard how my relatives experiencing difficulties due inconsideration that auntie’s children been doing with their lives. I was stuck staring on my phone as I waited myself to arrive back to the city. Where I’m deciding to get an apartment and look for part-time jobs since there’s only remaining week before my class starts. I have to try things I never been into, which sadly doing house chores are the basic job I knew suited for myself as an average kid.The province is calm as I expected. The falling leaves, clean lawn and yards. Untamed waves on the shore during high tide in the evening. How the moonlit reflects the ocean and stars flickering from thousand miles. I wish to have these by my embrace. I’ll be missing the harmonious environment where I grew up. Cities been

I took a quick nap around two in the afternoon. My phone vibrated and immediately picked up. I saw the consecutive missed calls from unknown number. I’ve clicked the message sent by Camila a minute ago. She was asking me if I could accompany her going to shopping. I am still half asleep and cannot process what’s going on. I even forgot that I’m at Camila’s. I stare blankly to the left corner as I sat already on the edge of the bed. I sighed and blinked thrice. I instantly stood up and went to the door after three knocks. I was surprised to see it was Auntie Sarina. I smiled at her and looked at my face. “I thought you’re with Camila?” She said and peek inside the room behind me. “Are you comfortable here?” She added and examined thoroughly the interiors. I nodded as response and asked, “Whose room is this, aunt Sarina?” She’s was startled by my question of nowhere. There’s no sign of secrecy plastered her face. I saw how she cheerfully held my hands and made a

The feeling I have the moment he touched me as if he never did something wrong against me. I startled at first and I understand how he can able to attack my emotions innocently. I was yet processing and my knees were shaking when he looked at me in the eye. I was caught in distress mentally and I heard how he whispers my name as if it wasn’t a forbidden thing. He resent me and never care with my whole being. I could feel it despite spending time with him anywhere he wanted to go. I looked right in front of me and slowly sipping the wine I carried as I headed outside the hall. I was just near this cemented railing of grand staircase. I saw how fascinating the gigantic chandeliers hanged in center of this ceiling and along the hallways heading to expensive hotel rooms. I roamed my eyes everywhere as I hoped I could see Esidro from here. I went to the left corner where living room located. I sat on the couch after I put the glass on the sphere transparent ta

I gasped in disbelief when he clearly emphasize me to adjust in his environment. His voice was full of determination and assert to have me away from him. I glanced to the kitchen where Camila was already setting the table while Trexon putting the served cuisines. He caught me looking at him, when he suddenly glimpse through my direction. I bit my lower lip and smile after I heard Carx calling my attention in other line.“It’s for your advantage. As you even wish not to see me again,” he stated which made me sense his sarcasm even he tried sound good person with his tone. “You didn’t went to my party either.”“Sorry. But who are you to order me around?” I blurted out in lower tone so he would not mistakenly assume I am obviously angry. “I am out of your life already since I resigned.”“Then why are you popping around?” he asked that me frustratingly rolling my eyes. I was amazed of his confidence overload. “Aren’t you informed that I make my way for othe