NATHANIEL'S POV NOTHING BETTER THAN a sound mind, and off late it was something I so much cherished, the last few days had come with it and ups and downs. There had been this fear of losing Olivia that had triggered a deeper one in, could it be from the fact that she had stayed longer than any of my relationships– One thing was that this woman had a hold on me and though I don't like showing that part of myself she made me vulnerable. It got me wondering what happens when this gets out, in a way I knew what that would mean having an Alpha with one vulnerability— I stared at her as she snored lightly in the bed, still naked…still carrying the scent of our live making and sexual romp, till this moment love had been a fantasy. Definitely, I had the feeling I loved her or perhaps I thought I loved her but right to this past few days when I had almost lost her, when I had almost watched her soul slip away from my grasp into the dying wind did

OLIVIA'S POV THE ONLY thing that had been constant in my life over the last few day was the uncertainty of not knowing what would happen in the next hour, all I thought about through the the night was seeing the war lock I had come across at the party and doing it more discreetly by not letting Nate know anything about it Already, he promised himself not to let me practice anything dangerous after what happened, that almost made me lose my life and put me in the mess I was at the moment. Just as Jane had advised after drinking ourselves till we passed out, I was ignoring my problem till I had the solution. That had proved itself to be harder than I had expected as the thought kept flickering in my mind, now that I had a solution it made controlling these few constants a bit easy. Reaching Marcus was a very hard task as he was a very hard man to reach, after calling him on several occasions and having my calls go into voice mails he fi

OLIVIA'S POV LIKE A Piece of puzzle he fitted right into my soul leaving no spaces behind for any other thing else, I wouldn't dare call him greedy. The fact that he consumed it or the fact that he claimed full ownership. Nathaniel Gray was a man I would rather spend my forever with and that was if he finally asked of course. It had been a serious mind issue for me in the past, the fact he was yet to commit himself totally just as Alexis and done, but I had come to understand that things worked differently in the rank of wolves. Yet, that tiny bit of hope didn't flicker again yesterday when he asked those questions, for a while as he spoke my heart skipped many beats as I kept waiting for that moment when he would go down on his knees and pop out the question. As much as I had mattered to what it was, a part of me had this feeling of doubt that I would be able handle the whole situation all by myself with a sane mind. Loving a

OLIVIA'S POVONE would look at me like I was one form of sadist, but the truth was I wasn't . I was happy for my friend, happy at the fact that she is going to have a child, though it still pointed out something in my life that was still missing. I could not ignore that fact.Term it a tiny bit of Jealousy, then maybe that would be the right words to classify the state of mind I was in, but generally she was my best friend, and when I hugged her a few seconds later it came from the depth of my heart.Perhaps, that was the reason she had failed to mention it. She had thought I would probably take the news badly and start counting off the things I didn't have and mapping it out from the things I had.Regardless of it all, Nate didn't look at me this way. His facial expression was one I couldn't explain leaving a tenacious part of me wanting to know what the whole look was about.If I didn't know myself too well , I would say I was Curious, I was always a bit too curious about almost

OLIVIA'S POV MY HEART cleft for just one man, and that man happened to be sitting not too far away from where I was. I wanted him in ways I never deemed fit in, in ways I had never wanted anything in my entire life. The fear of losing him had made me seek something even deeper. It had made me be in pursuit of more commitment and with the way things went it looked like something I couldn't stop nor Control, it seemed definite and at the same time absolute. I don't blame the softer side of me that chose to love shamelessly, but the part that came with doubt and all manner of uncertainty and reproach. Desiring him what I wanted but like my past had so much charm on my heart, so much that my future had been stained by it. I was the type of girl that grew up with uncertainty, and had lacked anyone to trust over my years of living; it has in a way affected the way I viewed life and my general Outlook of it. I was