READING LESSONS  “Ooh” she just simply said but I could tell she was a little hurt by what I just said, she was probably expecting I would say that I would be nice towards training her but I just don’t know why I lied  “Anyways, I thought you hated libraries” she said changing topics  “And Who told you that?”  “People do gossip” she said evasively but I had a feeling she instigated this particular inquiries that led to the gossip  “I do not hate libraries in general, I just happen to hate this library” I said letting her know the distinction  “Why? I think your library might be the best, it contains a lot of books in Braille” she asked still putting her nose where it does not belong “That is none of

  You had no problems sleeping last night though”she said stating the obvious, I really did not, even when I did I had no clue, that was until she touched me “Maybe cuddling you had something to do with that, do allow someone to cuddle you? Maybe that would help” I could see where she was going with this.  “No, you are the first and only person to ever do that” I replied My former self would have stopped her long ago before she even got this far but my present self had no fight left in him where this woman was concerned.  Instead I just wanted to hear her say it, to see how far she could actually take this and so I just listened and said nothing to counter her “d.... d do you want me to do that again? You know, cuddle you? To see if it would help” She asked in a stammer, it was obvious it took everythin

I had no idea when I let go of all caution and just allow my base instinct take over me. I have always wondered how it would feel like to kiss Royce, really kiss him, I mean we have kissed him before but always on his terms, right now I have the freedom to be the one in charge and do to him as I please and that thought sent chills down my spine, probably the reason I feel this way is because out of all the alphas he was my white whale, the one who was most difficult to tame and so now I finally have him in my arms I just could not resist it. I wanted to taste himAs I kissed him I could feel his mouth open to me, I did not know if I was imaging it or if he actually was awake and was opening up for me but I did not care, I was too far gone to stop now and so I let myself dive even deeper into the kiss, I slowly felt him reciprocate as his tongue caress mine, that was when I realized he was in fact awake and conscious of what I was doing, I moan loudly into his mouth forgetting every

“Then why were you shy about it !?” This woman really has no idea how to delicately address situations, she was as blunt as they come and she does it with a very plain face, her talent should be studied. Even more so and I was wondering if it was because of how familiar she was with the subject matter or she just did not know to be ashamed“Okay I can’t say we had sex” because we definitely haven’t, I don’t know why I felt the urge to act like I have to her “but he and I did other things like, you know?” I was trying to explain it without having to say it out loud “What is that?!” She asked innocently I had no idea If she was just doing this on purpose or really was this clueless but equally knowledgeable all at once. She was a living, walking oxymoron! from her face she looked sincere like she really did not know what I was insinuating and trying to say to her“Fine! We made out okay!? We kissed and he played with me” I said defensively while blushing, having no idea who I was

RONTHER Ronther suddenly was feeling light headed and claustrophobic, as he watched her argue and demand of him he knew he really needed to get out of the room, everything was making his stomach and head upset, he felt nauseous but suddenly she stepped in his path and mentioned his dead parents, that was a trigger, it has always been and before he could stop himself, he snapped Grabbing her by the throat was instinctive rather than something conscious he wanted doing but the act in itself was never to hurt her, he can never bring himself to hurt her, if he could he would have done that since instead of always coming to her rescue, the act was to intimidate her and force her to stop talking and questioning him about things he did not want talking about, things he has spent years and years burying but instead of just shutting up, she continued, she really can be quite stubborn and bull headed when she wants to be but right now none of that was Ronther’s main issue. his main issue rig