CHAPTER 33M I R A N D A"Bethany Adelaide." I say as I carry her over my arms as I wipe my tears escaping from my eyes.All I could do was hold her and I was smitten by her innocence. This is always gonna be the best feeling in the world. She's so perfect on my arms as I carry her just like how I carried Ben for the first time. I still get amazed by how I created this tiny gorgeous person. As I look at her with her small face, tiny fingers, hands, toes, and how she's so small is beautiful to me. She sleeps on my arms so peacefully. She's just too beautiful to look away.It's always gonna feel fantastic and it's gonna feel this way, I think. I feel very emotional as I think of how I held Ben like this years ago. I remember that I was alone that time when I gave birth to him. Hugo wasn't here for me, and nobody did. The second time I gave birth to his second child, he still isn't here. He chose to be with Melody than to be with me while I give birth to his baby.I've been crying since

CHAPTER 35M I R A N D A"Zachary." I called out as soon he enters the backyard and joined us. He quickly gave me a brief hug and released me."Hey Randy." He greets and smiled. "Hey hey Benny boy." He greeted Ben too and squat down in front of him."Uncle Zachary!" Ben exclaims and hugs him. I watch as Zachary smile so beautifully right now.Damn he still looks so perfect like a God.Ben pulled himself away and pointed at what Zachary was bringing with him. "What are inside that paper bag?" Ben asks."Oh this?" He asked then placed the paper bag on top of the table. "My mom baked cookies last night and sent us some." He added."Cookies?!" Ben happily exclaimed."Ben calm down." I say while chuckling.Zachary pulled his head up to me and joined me from laughing then he stands. "It's okay Randy. I thought maybe Ben would love it too.""Thank you. But this is a pleasant surprise. What brings you here?" I asked him."I just wanted to check on you."I smiled. "Wow. That's surprising."He

CHAPTER 37M I R A N D AI take a good look at Bethany while she sleeps peacefully on top of her crib. I kiss her forehead goodnight and walked to Ben's bedroom. He's fast asleep too while he hugs that hot dog pillow in between his thighs and hugs it close to his cheeks. I've been walking around the mansion to look for Landon.When I woke up, he wasn't next to me anymore. And I'm worried where he is at this very moment. I stand out of his study and I think he is behind this room. I slowly opened the door as it squeaks open and stood by the threshold."Landon?" I entered his study.There he is with a bottle of liquor next to him and a glass half emptied by the golden brown colored alcohol. I wonder what's bothering him. He always comes here and brings with him a bottle of alcohol and drowns himself with it."There you are." I added with a soft voice.He pulled his head up to me and I noticed that the entire room was insanely quiet and a bit dark. The light from his lampshade was the o

CHAPTER 39H U G OMy heart raced."Is there something important that we need to talk about?" I asked Rose. "Yes. Let's talk about it when Landon and Zachary's here with us." She responded.I'm surprised. "Zachary?" I quizzed.She awkwardly looked away."What's Zachary gonna be here for?" I ask her again but she's not looking at me anymore. "Rose?" I call out her attention.She looks straight ahead. "They're here."I see Landon and Zachary's presence coming to our table. The two of them, walked to where we were. They joined us right away. Landon kissed Rose's cheek, my heart ached by the gesture, and the lads quickly gave me a brief hug. Landon sat next to Rose and Zachary sat next to me. I glanced at them and I think they know something that I don't. I'm nervous. Im always the last one to know about things. "I've ordered for all of us." Rose speaks.Landon clears his throat as he glances at Zachary."What's going on guys?" I questioned.Zachary sighs heavily. "I can't believe we'r

CHAPTER 41L A N D O N Why did they have to be here too? Why did we have to be in one bar at the same time? Why did I have to see her lying ass and his freaking shit face?"Landon lets just go." Zachary tells me.Landon: Love, I'll be home a bit late. I’m sorry. Don't wait up for me. I love you so much.Audrey wore a pair of distressed black jeans that had a huge hole on her left knee, paired with a black boots and a black shirt under the black leather jacket. She looked as if she wasn't on the news a week ago and now she's out partying like she doesn't have a son.Has she really gotten crazy?"Landon." Zachary calls out to me but I don’t mind him at all. The more I look at Ridge and Audrey the angrier I become and it feels like this anger is raging inside me after what they have done to Hugo and what she has done to me.As she passed by the other tables that were around, people were busy looking and obviously gossiping about her but she didn't even bother it at all. She walked casua