CHAPTER 43M I R A N D AHugo sighs heavily as he holds the back of his neck with his hand as soon as he peeled his eyes away from mine.“Where is he?” I ask him, still holding onto his shirt."We'll be there." I hear Hugo responding to Landon and he hangs up the next second.I held on to his sleeve with both hands as I asked, "Hugo? What's wrong?" I ask him intensively because his eyes looked incredibly in complete despair and sadness."Hugo." I pull his sleeve again while he sighs heavily trying to run his hands over his face and his eyes as he groans under his throat.“What is it?!” I pulled harder.Hugo slowly move his head to me and looked into my eyes with knitted brows and tears flooding behind his eyelids."W-What's the matter?" I ask worriedly. “Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask again as I clenched harder onto his sleeve but he is not answering me. “What?!”He shakes his head as he tries to breathe in and out. "I can't believe this." He mutters to himself as he push

CHAPTER 45M I R A N D A"Is daddy Landon going to be okay?" Ben asks.I push his hair off his forehead, "Daddy Landon hasn't woken up yet but I'm sure he will be fine." I assured him."Can Bethany and I go with you to the hospital mommy?" He asks sweetly. “I want to see dad.”"Benny, I would love to take you with me but kids like you aren't allowed to go upstairs where daddy Landon is."He sighs."Don't worry, okay baby?" I cup his cheek.He nods."Once daddy Landon will wake up, I'll call you right away. How 'bout that?" I cooed and pinched his cheek gently."Okay mommy."I kissed Ben's forehead then Hugo kissed him goodbye too as he stands right next to us. I gazed at the window and there were paps waiting for us to say something about what has been going on but I don’t really don’t know what to tell them. The media have found out about what happened to Landon and the world just wanted to know why it happened, how it happened, when it happened and who did it."Bags are packed?" Hug

CHAPTER 47M I R A N D AWhen Landon was discharged from the hospital after a few days he woke up, Ben was very happy to see him again. He kept on hugging Landon all the time and told him what foods he ate when Landon wasn't around. He asked if Landon was already feeling better and that he needed to rest more. He asked what happened to him and what happened to his arm. He asked so many things that just made me realize how worried he must have been for his daddy Landon.Ben even told Landon about the bedtime stories that he heard from aunt Jo, Lottie and Felicite. He also told Landon that he had seen his baby pictures and how he adored Landon when he was a child. I saw how Ben cares a lot for Landon the same way he treats Ben as his very own son."Ben." I call out to him as I stand by the threshold.Ben pops his head up from the bedtime storybooks that he has been reading with Landon."Your daddy Landon is already tired. Why don't you go to bed now sweetheart?" I say as I enter our mas

CHAPTER 49M I R A N D ALandon: I would love to go so badly but I'll be working late here at the studio. I'm sorry love. I hope you and the kids will have fun with Hugo tonight :) I'll try to catch up if I can. I love you. xxI reread Landon's text as I sit on Hugo's passenger seat while we are on our way to the art exhibit. Bethany was on her carrier while Ben was next to her in the backseat. It was our first ever family date together and I'm a bit nervous to be honest. I know that I don't need to be worried about this because I've got Landon's consent, yet I'm worried about what the people are going to say when they'll see me with Hugo. I know how the people's doubtful minds go and how those gossipy mouths will say about this.I reminded myself not to get distracted about the issues that will come tomorrow as long as Ben will enjoy his time spent with his father, that is all that matters to me and nothing else. Also, it would totally matter if Hugo will also spend time with his kid

CHAPTER 51M I R A N D AI sigh heavily.We went completely quiet for a while and neither of us wanted to speak.Hugo decides to drive again and as he drives me back home, I feel like I don't want to go home yet and spend the night with Landon because my selfish thought still wants to be with Hugo. But I try to stop myself from thinking like that, because I don’t need to make another mistake against Landon. Just thinking about it is even a sin.My heart is really hurting right now from those words that Hugo said to me it's because I wanna do those things with him too even though I have Landon. I wanna be with him as well as much as he wants to be with me. My heart is yearning for him. My heart is really cluttered. My heart is really messed up.Sometimes I love him and there are times that I force myself to forget about what I feel for him but I still think about him. When I don’t see him for a long time, he is all I think about. My mind tells me that my feelings for Hugo shouldn't com