I couldn't wait for the two days to come so that I would be able to go back and have my normal life. My stay in Neil's family house was not pleasant to me but I had to wait till he returned to pick me. I was just pretending to be fine around them but I have been wetting my pillow ever since he left. I noticed I began losing weight and I wasn't eating enough. I managed to eat because we must all eat together but I took a small portion of the meal. Neil noticed that I hardly call him or chat with him. He keeps on asking me why my voice doesn't sound cheerful over the phone but I never gave him an answer to that. Pearl kept on coming to the house with the child but I was feeling so strong in her presence. I pretended as if I was never bothered and was also playing with her child. I do not have time to gist with her, anytime she comes around, I will have to get my laptop and make sure she sees that I was working. She always feels less worthy of herself. I decided to make her feel bad b

I couldn't understand what transpired here but I had to move to my mother's grave and knelt down beside her and wept uncontrollably. Mom, I know you are watching me and seeing all that is happening to me. You confirmed that he was meant for me but right now I am confused. I don't know who is telling the truth. Please come to my aid. I don't know where he wants to take me to but please show me a sign to tell me that he is my own. I don't want to make any mistakes in marriage. I want to give my kids the best. Ouch! Why do I always feel that this is my real wedding forgetting that it's just a contract marriage that will last for just three months. I really need a home of my own. I felt this inner peace in me that made me wipe my tears and I got up and left. I stood by the road side and called Neil to know if I should be coming to the company but instead he asked where I was and I told him I came to visit my mom's grave and he told me to wait there.I found a kiosk and pleaded with the

We finally went to the barrister the next day to sign the documents and then when the two documents were presented to us I had to place my signature on that I knew that I was already in for this contract and after 3 months I'll be getting a huge payment I just have to concentrate and know that there is a money ahead but then the barrister made us to understand that we should not cross our limit because this is a contract I need by any chance I get pregnant that means we'll have to cancel the contract and make it real. Neil promise that would maintain our limit and not to cross the boundary I just hope so but of course what do you expect from two people living in the same apartment for three months anything can happen but I just have to be very conscious because the barrister sounded it as a warning we got back to his house and then we sat down in order to discuss about how is going to go well.I think the event will be taking place in two weeks time there is nothing difficult to prep

Pascal told me his intentions of engaging her and I told him to follow his heart I shouldn't be the one to tell him what to do everyone has their own method why she wants to follow the method that I did then I can put him through just to make it successful but he's a man of the high-profile so he can be able to do it. He was very scared and didn't know how to go about the whole issue but I assured him that all was well. Sandra and Zena had a discussion of their own because I don't care what they were discussing but the two ladies were laughing and smiling.After that Pascal told us that he will be inviting us for dinner in two days time and we wondered what it was all about or you told us that Sandra was not aware of the whole plans and so I need it to be her birthday. We planned everything together without letting Sandra know anything about it.She hasn't celebrated birthday before so that she doesn't know how it looks like so she can't really tell all plans were made is it that was

Neil POV I watched in despair, as the woman that I love so much was about to leave me. I had already apologized but still she was bent on leaving. I wondered what I had done. I was the one that was hurt in this case, why was she leaving? "Zina, you can't just leave me like that" I blurted out watching her touch the door knob of the front door. "We have a contract don't forget that." *The contract? She paused and gave me a questioning look, "did you forget that you and I just canceled the contract? "What do you mean cancel the contract you just started!" I yelled back at her with serious anger? I wasn't going to take this anymore. "Why have you been acting this way to me?!"I yelled again as I moved towards her. The closer I got the more she shifted herself towards the door, putting a great distance between me and her. My thigs still felt sore and so I couldn't move as fast as I wanted to. Zina saw this and took advantage of it. By the time I was half way she pushed open the door