EiraFor several minutes we stared at each other, too lost to even say anything at all. There were many things going on in my head, things that i wanted to say, things that i wanted to speak of but i knew in that moment that it was best i remained quiet because whatever was going on now was serious and i needed to be guarded so i wouldn't make any mistake.I tried to speak but my mouth was too dry to form words. There were many things i wanted to say, many things that i needed to let out but in that moment, so much fear crept up in my chest that i couldn't even string a sentence together. Whatever was going on, I knew that I needed to let it out before it sucked me dry which was what I was trying to avoid at all cost but still, the fear that was holding me gripped me so much that I couldn't."Can't you all talk? Why do you keep staring at me?" I snapped.I was losing it and I knew it but still, I couldn't believe that I was here, at Sebastian's mercy. I wanted to be free, to go my own

EiraThe first thing I noticed and heard as soon as I woke up was Diana's voice alongside Gianna's, and from the tone of their voice, I could tell that they were worried. It showed in the way they walked and in the hesitant shuffling of their feets. They hadn't expected me to go unconscious just like this, and I knew they were wondering what really happened to me but in that moment, I couldn't even explain it because everything leading up to this very moment was not very clear to me.They laid me down on the long and comfortable couch where I felt even more relaxed. I had no idea what was going on and I hated not knowing anything because it drove me crazy. My head was in a blur, a testament to the fact that I had no idea of what had happened these past few minutes. It just felt like I had been dunked in water and it was now that it was getting kind of clearer that I was starting to understand everything that was going on. There were things I wanted to say, things I needed to be clear

EiraThe more I vomited, the more I felt like I was about to throw out my guts. I had never felt this way before, and I hated feeling this way now when I knew that I was usually not like this. Something had gotten into me and I knew it, and I needed to find out what it was before it was too late."Are you alright, babe?" Gianna asked me."Of course she isn't alright, girl, look at her. She has even lost some color," Diana said to her immediately .I knew she was right and if I looked at myself in the mirror, I wouldn't like what I saw. I was getting tired by the minute and I hated feeling this way. Heck! I was a puking mess and I hated to think that there was something I had eaten or drank that was making me feel like this."That's it, we are going to the hospital," Diana pronounced.I rinsed my mouth with the running water from the sink and washed my face and in that moment, I felt better than how I was some minutes ago. I turned to face the girls and I wasn't surprised to see the su

EiraWe finally got home and just seeing the house had me bursting out in tears all over again. I couldn't believe that I was pregnant and I knew who was responsible. At that moment, I felt like a failure and a disappointment and I knew that if my mother could see me right now, she would be really devastated because this wasn't what she expected from me. Even though she was strict and very down to earth, she wouldn't expect me to end up pregnant and with someone I hated. As I slumped on the couch in the living room, I thought about everything that had happened and I knew the genesis of everything.Sebastian was responsible for this and in that moment, I knew I would rather die than to allow him know I was carrying his child. I had made a terrible mistake, and it pained me to know that there was nothing I could do to change the fact that I was pregnant. Aborting the baby was out of it because for one, I was far too gone and secondly, it would affect my wolf and the last thing I wanted

EiraNo matter how much I tried to keep my tears at bay, I just couldn't. All of my thoughts went to the child I was carrying and in that moment, I knew that I had failed both myself and the child because Sebastian wasn't fit to be called a father. He was stingy, self centered and so full of himself and that was not a person I wanted to introduce my child to. It wasn't fair on the poor child and I hated to think that that was going to be my fate because I was just too stupid to think about the repercussions after what I had done with Sebastian."What have you done, Eira?"My tears fell down in torrents and I knew that there was nothing I could do about it because for as long as I carried the child within me, I would always think about everything I had done. I rose up from my feet and the minute I stood up, my head turned, making me feel very dizzy. I knew it was a result of me crying everytime and the constant thought that raged through my head. I staggered towards the kitchen, wanti