Love is a battefield Part 2 Hazel It's my bad luck that I have to have dinner with them now. I understand that Jonathan wants to address me as an employee, and this should have been the case from the beginning, but things have changed. Beyond our control. I know she was in his plans before me, but it doesn't make me feel less uneasy. I have to stay focused and stop myself from saying more than I should. I head for the table and exchange a spontaneous smile with Nadia, who is already living the room. I sit down, thinking about the song I heard with Carmen, and avoid looking at Lolla. Love is a battlefield, Hazel. Learn to fight, girl! Jonathan says something that sounds like a presentation, more or less to explain our positions and functions. He asks if we want to say something. I want to, but I can't really speak my mind, so I'd better keep quiet. I thought Lolla would do the same, but she surprises me. What does she want

ReflectionsHazelIt's wonderful to be able to walk along the sand in peace, it's still late spring and today is not so hot. Walking is almost like therapy. It helps me think.I come back tired from my walk along the sands and the pool looks inviting, so I seize the opportunity to take a dip. My knee is much better with the doctor's advice, and I'm still taking the teas he recommended.I try to distract myself, but my thoughts are now focused on how I should behave with Lolla. Preferably without showing any kind of rivalry. I need to keep my emotions in check. It's not easy for me. I can't be angry with her. After all, she has nothing to do with this crazy situation I'm in. I've gotten myself into it, and I could never have imagined that I would be hooked by love like this. I thought I would be shielded from Cupid's arrows if I spent all my time working. And I was so happy that way, dedicating myself to my true love, the dance! Keeping an emotional distance from people helped me under

The dance of seven veils Part 1 Hazel Dinner with them wasn't so bad. Lolla and I hardly spoke at all, I avoided looking at her too much. Jonathan comments on the two days he'll be at home, without much enthusiasm. There's no way to rest peacefully in the situation he's in. He doesn't seem very eager to eat, but at least he's set aside the glass of whisky. This time, upon finishing, I ask for leave, but not permission. Just out of politeness. Even though I've been lying down for quite some time, I can't sleep. I feel worried after seeing him drink. Before lying down, I had gone to the kitchen to get a glass of water and saw him alone in the living room again with a glass in his hand. Did he go to bed? I get up and look around the house. I hear some movement in the living room, and decide to see what is happening. I imagine that Jonathan is still drinking. Maybe his problems at work are worse than I thought. I walk barefoot, without making a sound, and stop at the end of the corrido

Love, sublime love Jon I get a call from Hamza Saad. I look at the display and his name is already making me more nauseous than the drinks I mixed the night before. Lolla is at my feet, with a cat tail plug and ears scratching my legs. I don't really like pet play, but she seems to love it. It doesn't cause any problems as long as I need to get to work."How are you, Hamza?”" You tell me, Turner, installing cameras on site!”He looks altered, that's not good."It's for the safety of the workers.”"And we don't decide everything together? Is this a construction cooperative or a solo project?”"My friend, I didn't think of that, let's take the opportunity to arrange a meeting about it, Burj Khalifa, 8am tomorrow.”" The raw materials arrive at the port tomorrow, I don't know how that happened, those engineers are incompetent!”Engineers, I know... He w

And Finally; love Part 2HazelJonathan tears up the contract in front of me! It’s over! No more lies, no more pretending! He doesn't kick me out. He doesn't say anything, he just keeps looking at me. In silence. I can feel a mixture of tension and anger, and see the frustration in his eyes. I know he wants me, but doesn't know what to do with me. And I can no longer hide this feeling anymore, nor can I wait any longer to have him with me. It's my time to act. My time to make amends for my wrong decisions of always running away. This fear is also over! I won't run away anymore. I go towards him as quickly as I ran off the stage when I saw him at the party, and I cling onto him in a kiss that I was eagerly awaiting. He was not expecting this, I know, but he returns the kiss with ardor. He also wanted it as much as me! Overcome with a deep desire, I throw Jonathan onto the bed and sit on his body to kiss him more. Jonathan grabs my hair tightly, holding me to him and deepening our kis