Sean and I sat on the sofa in front of the television, watching a cartoon called Trolls after Renata left five minutes ago. She wanted to move the broadcast, but I insisted she didn’t. I love seeing those colorful mini creatures. I think they are soft and adorable. I lay on the sofa cushions on Sean’s lap. I couldn’t take my eyes off the film. I felt Sean move; when I turned my attention to him, he seemed to fall asleep with his head on the top of the sofa.I slowly got up, removed the pillow from his lap, and leaned closer to him, looking at his sleeping face. He is very handsome. His face is very thick with the typical face of Middle Eastern men: thick eyebrows, sharp nose, firm jaw, and sharp but seductive eyes. Don’t forget those sexy red lips. I’m admiring my husband, and it’s like a sin, but I want to do it. I touched his jaw, which was covered with fine hair, feeling rough because my touch stopped on his chin under his lips after shaving. The chewy thing was as tempting as a st

It is progress; should we consult Merlin’s doctor before we leave?? My senses raised a brow approving the idea, while my Inner Goddess shrugged her shoulders with her ‘Whatever’ expression.“Shouldn’t we see Doctor Merlin before we go?” I suggested, and he paused momentarily before nodding in the affirmative. I smiled weakly, and then his lips fell on mine. We kissed softly and unhurriedly and stopped when our lungs felt like running out of oxygen.“You are everything to me, Ariana; you are my love, my life, my passion, and all the things I need in this world; you are my new hope,” he said, which made his golden eyes glow with the love and joy he had for me.“You are also my new hope,” I replied with a smile; he was also my everything; we were sewn like a cloth, and he was like my sun and moon, my day and night, my spring and winter. Everything feels like spring, lovely, warm, and bright when I’m with him, but when he’s not with me, the world is cold and dark without the sun.“I want

Atika touched Sean’s face with the tips of her fingers; my chest tightened because of the pain that slowly spread to fill me. The next second, Atika kissed Sean on the lips; I covered my mouth with both hands in surprise. Tears immediately rolled down my cheeks behind the sunglasses I wore. Damn, Sean! Why didn’t he refuse?? My cracked heart slowly shattered; I suddenly stood up from my seat. Sean just stood still after Atika kissed him. I was also glued to my place; I don’t know what made Sean turn to me. He looked surprised to see me, and so did Atika. My senses immediately sounded the alarm, so I immediately realized and left that place; the next second, I immediately turned around and left.I crossed to the other side of the road. After walking a few steps, I immediately stopped the taxi and called Central Park, took off my glasses, and then put my elbow on the arm of the taxi door. My tears were like Niagara Falls. I stared at the city view with a gaze blocked by tears. My heart

I opened my eyes and found Sean standing by my bed. I smiled and said ‘Hi’ to him. My voice sounded scary, and I felt uncomfortable hearing it; it was like I hadn’t listened to my voice in a long time.“Oh, Ana, honey, my angel, you’re here, you’re here.”Tears gathered in his eyes; he caressed the top of my head, and then he kissed my forehead gently.“I miss you,” I said, then his face was an inch above mine. He smiled, and tears appeared on his cheeks. My uninfused hand wiped his tears.“I’m sorry Ariana, I’m an ignorant fool, give me one more chance to make things right.”He was crying, and I just stood there caressing his face, listening to his apology and seeing the vulnerability on his face; oh, my big lost boy, I know the reason I went to New York, it was because of him, and when I saw him being kissed by his damn ex-girlfriend, my heart is cracked to the corners, it’s the first time. Still, I know more about my feelings for him than I love him too much. He kissed my forehead,

I was surprised to hear that; how bad is it?? I seemed to lose my voice; then I remembered what my mother-in-law said: Sean is not with me if I go to Dubai.“I don’t want to go to Dubai,” I said. I saw Sean sigh in misfortune and look at me with a look trying to make me understand.“Honey, I want you to get well soon you will be safer there, there is mom, Rani and also dad.”“But you weren’t there.” I’m getting annoyed; why does Sean want me away from him??“Tomorrow afternoon, you can be discharged from the hospital, and your status will be transferred to the hospital that has been determined,” said Doctor Selvig, then said goodbye to leave the two of us. I turned my face towards the window on my right; it was getting dark outside. What is this?? Why should Sean and I be separated? What have I missed??“I know you have a hard time accepting this and so do I.” Sean sat where Doctor Selvig sat a moment ago, his hand gripping my finger and his thumb stroking the surface.“But we all kno