- HAZEL -"Are you okay?" With every word that left her lips, I felt my violent, pounding heart beat intensify. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I shift away from Killian and look at the floor. My phone is on the floor. I just noticed that that must've been what dropped earlier. Kate finally walks to my front. I'm standing here in a spot looking guilty. Where do I even start my explanation from? I keep my gaze focused on the tiles in terror. My organs force its way to my throat, cutting my air flow and I hold myself from whimpering to breathe. "Oh, Kil, you're here." She says. My head darts up immediately. Confusion is written all over my face. She sounds calm. Very calm and she looks surprised to see him. Wait. Does this mean she doesn't know? ....She didn't see anything? My eyes widen. I can't tell. I don't know. She could be playing the ignorant card while giving me a chance to explain why my mouth was in her fiancé's. This just makes my stomach churn."Hazel," Kate calls. "Hm?" I answe

- HAZEL - Kate is packing. I'm supposed to be having lectures but I skipped it to give her a hand. I don't know when she'll be back but I do know she'll be back for exams and tests. Till then, her stay back home may be indefinite. I really hope everything goes well for her and her family. I'm really going to miss her. While locking lips with Killian? My mind taunts and I shove the thought off. A grin forms on my face. Yes, while locking lips with Killian. Consider it good will. I reply myself in my head. The truck boot jams shut and the driver walks to the front, entering the driver's seat. I can't believe she'll be gone. Temporarily, but I still can't believe it. I moved to this school because of her. Partially because I had a messy break up but mainly because I wanted to be with her and now, life is taking her far away from me. Again. "Okay, I guess this is it." Kate says, walking to me. Her eyes are reddish and her under eyes are sore. She looks drained of energy and I can tel

- KILLIAN -She was silent throughout the drive. Apart from her outburst about me meeting her in her dorm along with the ground rules when she got in, Hazel said nothing. I am not one for small talk so I didn't know what to bring up to kill the silence. I just snuck stares her way every second to ensure she's comfortable. That was until our drive got eventful. She's all I can taste in my mouth and I fucking love it. I grin, driving into my compound. Today was hell. Everything about today was hell. I thought I'd see her to ease my mind off a lot of things but she never showed up. Fuck, I missed her. I hate being away from her at all, talk less of a few hours. It felt like forever. I also find it strange because this feeling is so new to me. Not long ago, I was considering proposing, then seeing her with someone else drove me nuts and I proposed, now all of a sudden, my brain acts like it needs her to function. Like she's my daily source of energy supply.And I know almost nothing

- HAZEL -I am completely spent. My whole body is relaxed yet overwhelmed at the same time. How many times? I ask myself, staring at the ceiling from the comfort of his bed. My vision is dazed and my head is still wrapped around my orgasms. Our orgasms. How many rounds? I couldn't count. But it felt so good. I lean my body lazily to the side to face him. Our bodies wet the mattress so we're in a different room. His other room. I find it odd that there are more than one master bedrooms in this mansion, but he surely must love his privacy. "Not coming to join me? I miss holding you." I whine, adoring him from afar. He's working. I don't know what he's working on but he has been working since. After taking my collapsed body in his arms, out of his room to his other room, Killian put me to bed. I felt his arms around me in a cuddle before dozing off but I woke up to slightly cold sheets. I could tell he's been up for a while. Killian spares me a gaze and returns his eyes back to h

- HAZEL - The dorm is quiet. I sneak in, trying to avoid passing through the dorm mistress in charge. It's too quiet that it irks me. Surely not every human here went for lectures. Is there a program that required all our attention that I wasn't aware of? I dip my hand in my pocket to take out my room key. I didn't study at all throughout yesterday. I plan to make up for it today but I finally have something to write in my journal. A wide smile forms on my face. A lot actually. There's no freaking way I'll miss adding the juice from last night. I stand in front of my room door and stick the key in. A soft click rings in my ears as I turn the key to the side, the door just unlocked. I push the door in slowly, opening it. In case my roomies are trying to pull up a surprise attack, I won't be so surprised. I peep my head in. No one's here. "Jasmine?" I call and wait for an answer. I know I didn't see anyone but girls sometimes do the most bizarre things. Who knows? Someone c