Chris’s POVI came back to the office totally shattered. What will I say to her now? I said her to trust me to give me a chance but I am not the one to trust, fuck my life. I collided with the table nearby while everyone looked at me."Are you alright Sir?" One of the employees asked."I am fine." saying so I left to my room ignoring her. I can't look at her, I can't!I loosened my tie as I was feeling suffocated, I turned around listening to the voice of the door. She locked it."What happened Chris, are you okay?" She asked. I didn't reply. What to say? She came near me standing in front of me while I looked down. I can't face her. She held my chin pulling it up."What happened tell me" This was the end, I hugged her tightly taking deep breaths calming myself. I can't take this anymore. I am scared I don't want to lose her, but there is no way of going back. I regret why I had a relationship with Jannie? I shouldn't have."Chris, you are scaring me. Tell me what happened?" "I am

Chris’s POV It's 7:30 and I am still staring at her, I wasn't able to sleep the whole night. She snuggled into me as she was waking up. I immediately closed my eyes. I can feel her hand on my face as she was caressing my facial features. She pecked my nose then cheeks. "I wish I could be the first girl in your life." her words shaked me to the core.I realised how wrong I have done. No doubt she is the first and last for me but still I was in a relationship with Jannie and it was wrong, totally wrong. Jannie was a way to get information about Dan but still she was in my life. She pecked my lips a few times. I opened my eyes while she gave a small smile."Good morning." "Good morning!...I wish every morning could be like this." I said, she didn't reply.She kissed me for a few seconds again looking back at me. I held her head pulling her close, kissing her hard. I changed our positions hovering over her giving open mouth kisses on her neck. The phone starts ringing without looking a

2 weeks laterChris’s POVIt's been 2 weeks already. I have tried a lot to contact her but her phone is switched off. I'm sure she changed her Sim, I don't know why she is doing all this. There are so many things I want to know, so many questions to be answered! I have checked every place here where she can go but no she is no where she didn't even left the country then where the fuck she faded away? It is really enough now, I am tired of all this and moreover Jannie is again and again telling me to get married. I think she is deaf she can't understand at once that I will marry her. I have become an alcoholic in these 2 weeks, mom and dad left thinking I am fine but actually I am not at all fine. I miss her! I really do. I left the office sitting in my car! "At the XYZ coffee shop." I said to the driver while he nodded. I ordered my coffee waiting for Brendon to come as he is still in search of Alana."Thank you." I said as he kept the coffee on the table."You ar

Chris’s POV"Why... I mean... I mean what happened suddenly?" "Nothing I just want to confirm. Is there any problem?" "No, I mean why would there be any problem? You suddenly asked…" "Yeah, let's go then." "N...now?" "Yes, why?""Uhmm, Actually I need to use the restroom, can I go?" She asked and I nodded. Let her call whomever she wants, she can't do anything now.Inside the restroom Jannie washed her face multiple times as she was shivering, she took out her phone calling someone."Hello... Dan I... I am in danger. I ...Manik wants to do a DNA test. He... He wants to check if this baby is his or not.""What's the problem with this Jannie? I mean he has the right, why are you scared?" "Because...." She stopped."Because what Jannie, he is the father right?" She didn't reply, she reminded herself of the past.FlashbackHow can he do this to me? He was asking for a chance even after sleeping with her? How can he do this to me? "Jannie?" I turned around listening to the voice.“U

Alana’s POV"I can't give you the happiness Chris, the feeling of being a father, I can't." I was crying. He didn't reply."Just this?" I looked at him. "Because of this you were leaving me?" He asked and I nodded. He made me sit on my bed while he sat with his knees on the floor holding my hands."Alana, you scared me!" He said."Chris, I am not joking, I am telling you something serious." "I know. Alana Don't I have the right to know? Why did you hide this from me?" "Because Jannie already had broken the news so I thought to leave you Chris. I don't want you to be with me after this default, I am default-" My words left incomplete as he kissed me, I didn't reply."Never say that again, Alana I love you And I want you if we can't have a baby then its fine, we can try I mean if you want we can go to the best doctors for the checkup and if not then we can adopt one, but I don't wanna lose you." he said."How can you suddenly change? You were just saying cheap things about me and now.