Chapter 40: Thoughts to Regret

Eric snapped his finger and her sweater that was hanging by the fire came floating to him. He held her sweater close and inhaled her scent. He have done things to Ruby that he have never done with anyone else. She was like none other. Her beauty and sexy body have made his body gone out of control. He wanted her. He wanted to be on top of her as she pants beneath him. He wants to violate her, owns her, and make her his. He only feels like that with her. And he is slowly losing control.

Eric was thinking back to five years ago. Samantha entered his room after he proposed to her. They lay there on his bed just quietly breathing. Eric remembered telling Samantha to wait for him. He didn’t want to take her virginity until he returned to give her a proper wedding. There were times when he regretted not sleeping with her, but now he wonders if there was a purpose why he didn't. Is there is a reason why he didn’t take her in the first place? Eric’s mind was restless. He sighed in confusion.