As much as I wanted to avoid it, I was instructed by my parents to join them for dinner. Nonetheless, I had made up my mind that I wouldn’t go until a number of threats were issued against me, which included throwing me out of the house if I failed to show up.
Compelled by my ugly circumstances, I thus got ready. Though a meeting with Noah was unavoidable, I feared coming face-to-face with the man. Having been exposed to his capriciousness, I was afraid that he might reveal our previous night’s adventure to my family, something that was guaranteed to get me more than just disownment.
“I need to make sure that he doesn’t talk about it. It was an innocent mistake that I am willing to put behind me,” I said, convinced that we could move past it. “If he lets it go, it’ll be like the last night never happened.”
Giving myself the necessary assurance about things turning out fine, I zipped the back of my dress and prepared myself to face my family. As soon as I reached the staircase, I heard the voice of the man I had been trying to escape since the morning. Even when my heart protested against it, I descended the stairs to join my family.
Struggling not to appear bothered, I deliberately tried looking elsewhere when greeting Noah. Despite hating me, the guy didn’t say anything to me that might get me in trouble. Instead, he asked me, “Where did you go on the day of our wedding? I tried looking for you, but I couldn’t find you,”
Feigning a smile, I answered as I pulled a chair for myself to sit, “I was at my friend’s place.”
Anna, who was sitting adjacent to her husband, offered me a warm smile before asking me, “Are you feeling better now?”
Not motivated to become a part of the conversation, I just nodded and settled in my chair. Though I have had anything but misfortune plaguing me, I managed to avoid becoming the subject of their discussion. Instead, they focused on talking about the taste of the food, appreciating my sister’s culinary skills and how fortunate Noah was to marry her.
I wanted to disappear whenever Noah vouched for his affection for my sister, something that shouldn’t happened. I thought I was over him. Why then I felt my heart sink in my chest when he swore he couldn’t have found anybody better than Anne? Wasn’t I supposed to be over him?
The hurt that I felt made it evident that there was still a significant amount of attachment that I had for him. The fact that he was my sister’s husband inspired me not to allow the sadness to reflect on my face. So, I kept swallowing it until I couldn’t do it anymore.
Getting up from my chair, I excused myself. Before I could leave, my mother pointed out, “But, you’ve barely eaten anything. At least, finish your soup.”
“I’m full,” I said, intentionally avoiding looking at my mother’s face.
Displayed with my eagerness to leave, my mother urged, “Stay with us until your sister and brother-in-law are here.”
Even when he could’ve known how much it bothered me to see him expending his affection on my sister, he didn’t hold back from kissing her on her left cheek in front of everyone. Since they were married, I knew I was in the wrong to be upset from seeing them together.
It was around that time that my phone began buzzing with so many messages. They were from Seth, who seemed to be upset by my unannounced leave. As I knew I would’ve never been able to come back to my house if it hadn’t been for him, I apologised to him instantly, something that caught Noah’s eyes.
He had a big frown on his face, as his disapproving eyes rested on me. Although I didn’t have anything going on with Seth, I was satisfied to see Noah getting frustrated. Following that, he quickly stood up and informed us how he and my sister had rented an apartment near our place, so that they could stay in closer to us.
Obviously thrilled with the news, my mother asked him, “Would you be then expecting us to visit you more often?”
“Definitely,” answered the man, looking at me. “I am looking forward to our future associations.”
Having made up my mind about not seeing Noah ever again, I didn’t respond. My parents, on the other hand, very enthusiastically promised him that we would be visiting them the coming weekend, which I hoped wouldn’t include me.
Satisfied with our unpleasant second encounter, Noah left with a palpable grin on his face. My sister, who had been observing my unwillingness to speak, hugged me and expressed her desire to see me again before following her husband to the outside.
Once they’d left the house, I turned towards the staircase, prepared to leave for my room until my mother grabbed me by my wrist. Unsure about her reasons for stopping me, I asked her, “What do you want now?”
“Do you take us for fools, Christie?” confronted my mother, unhappy with my conduct.
“What did I do now?” I exclaimed, snatching my wrist from her. “Could you perhaps clarify, Mother?”
“Your reluctance to join your sister in her very first dinner as a newlywed was easily visible,” carped my mother, crossing her arms and resting them on her chest.
Having had learnt how my words held no value in front of my sister’s needs and sorrows, I chose not to respond and left for my bedroom. My parents were unhappy with my behaviour. I, nonetheless, didn’t stop for anybody, as I couldn’t discuss the reasons behind my prominent frown during our dinner with my brother-in-law, who had been my boyfriend a few days ago.
Before I could heave a sigh of relief, I found a note resting on my desk. It had the name of the writer. It was from Noah. He instructed me to meet him in his mansion by the evening, something that went against my resolve of not wanting to see him again.
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Disregarding the instructions given to me by the unruly man, I decided to spend the night at home, something that didn’t go as smoothly as I had planned. I kept receiving calls from Noah, which all went unanswered. I had no intention of getting entangled with him anymore.He, however, wasn’t fine with it. He issued innumerable threats because of my indifference. He promised to not only reveal the truth of my previous night’s sin but also present before my sister the texts that he had received from me in which I was allegedly begging him to sleep with me. I clearly didn't remember texting him. It was perhaps a consequence of my drunkenness.Although I recognized the dangers of resisting him, I stayed firm in my decision to never get involved with Noah again. Burying, thus, my head in my pillow, I hoped my phone would stop buzzing soon. It was indeed my naivety that made me think I could escape the stubborn one like this.No matter how irritated I seemed, the whole day’s affairs had exha
Looking at my empty inbox, my mind couldn’t help but race back to last Valentine's Day. It still seemed like it was just yesterday when Noah and I held each other’s hand, dreamed of spending a lifetime together and promised to take on the world.The last Valentine's was different. I was neither blue nor hopeless. I didn’t hate Noah. He also loved me. Our hearts used to beat at the same rhythm. While his lips adorned my face with kisses, my joys were a consequence of his words.It surely was the happiest time of my life. Life didn’t seem as heavy. The daily challenges weren’t as threatening. It wasn’t hard to wake up the next day, because I knew he would be there to hold me if I were to fall.Now, there was a huge cavity in my chest. It continued to grow bigger with every passing day, reminding me of what I had lost. I kept thinking about how I would never be able to relive those moments again in which I had somebody to tend to my every need.“What’s up with me? Why am I thinking about
Perhaps I would’ve been in less pain if I were to have confessed to my sister about everything. Even though I kept reconsidering it repeatedly, I couldn’t find the courage to put my thoughts into action. I wasn’t ready to face the heartbreak and scrutiny that would follow the revelation.Having realized how I was the other woman in my sister's marriage, I was anything but keen on having my breakfast. Keeping, thus, my head down, I appeared unmotivated as I walked out of my room and descended the stairs to reach the dining hall. There, I found my parents having their breakfast with the very person I’d kill to avoid, my older sister. She jumped out of her chair to see me and spread her arms while approaching me.My heart wreaked havoc in my chest, because of my conscience. I knew I had done an injustice to her by sleeping with her husband. The guilt, therefore, made it excruciating to accept her tender embrace. Nonetheless, I did it to avoid raising any suspicions.As soon as we separate
It wasn’t difficult to understand why both Seth and my sister wanted to be included so much. They were both concerned about me, something that I didn’t even deserve. That’s why it only worsened my opinion of myself whenever they expressed their desire to help me.“I think I do include you in my matters significantly enough, don’t I?” I argued, only to have Seth place his hand over my hand.Struggling to put his faith in what I had said, he asked me, “Why won’t you talk to me about the day of your sister’s wedding then?”“It’s not something I’m comfortable sharing,” I answered, feeling a little hassled at being asked about the same damn thing again.Besides that, I strongly felt that I could be making a mistake by offering Seth the details of that unfortunate day. He might blame me for everything and stop talking to me. Since he had always warned me about dating Noah, he mightn’t feel any sympathy for me upon learning what I had done, intentionally or unintentionally.“It’s not that,” c
“Where did Noah get these pictures of me hugging Seth?” I wondered, speculating if Noah had paid somebody to spy on me. “Is it possible that I am still being followed behind by that person?”Cautious of being caught in another strange exchange with Seth, I shook his hand before bidding him goodbye. Since I felt that I could’ve been getting trailed by somebody, I didn’t want to give them more opportunities to tarnish my relationship with my best friend in front of Noah.“Is everything alright? Why do you seem to be in a hurry to get rid of me?” asked a confused Seth, unwilling to let go of my hand.Forcing a smile on my face, I lied, “It’s nothing. Since it’s really warm outside, I want to hurry inside the campus.”“Your first class is about to start in five minutes, so that would be the most ideal thing to do,” responded Seth with a smile, being gentle as usual.After that, we went in opposite directions. I exerted a breath of relief, hoping the person who had been spying on me wouldn’
There was no answer. How can there be one? His unwillingness to speak assured me that he knew that he was in the wrong for expecting me to carry his child. Nonetheless, he didn’t let go. He was still holding on to my shoulders.“Why did you marry my older sister if you had no intentions of planning a family with her?” I asked, trying to guilt-trip him into considering my sister.“I didn’t propose it. It was your parents who had been pursuing me to consider your sister as a potential partner since the day I got acquainted with your family. I merely relented,” answered the man, pinpointing the blame on my family for his marriage to my sister.Although I knew I wouldn’t be able to get my point across to him, I couldn’t stop myself from crying out, “If that was the case, why did you agree to it? Did you think about the fact that you were dating me before accepting the proposal from my family to marry my sister?”“I did consider us for years until you cheated on me,” declared Noah, shifting
I would’ve most definitely lied if I would’ve said I was prepared to succumb. Even when there seemed no visible escape, I still wanted to escape him. The pain of regret is way sharper than the joy of receiving caresses and comforts. What I had done at my sister’s wedding made it cumbersome to retire in Noah’s arms.“What do you think would happen even if you were to resist me today?” asked Noah, unwilling to recognize that he was in the wrong. “It still wouldn’t change the fact that you had sex with me on the day of your sister’s wedding.”“It would stop me from making the same mistakes again,” I said, adamant about wanting to be left alone. “If you don’t leave this bed soon, I will start screaming.”“Do whatever you like,” challenged Noah, displeased with my behaviour. “It’s an abandoned town on the outskirts of Stanford. There’s nobody here to heed to your distressful shrieks.”Since I didn’t think it was the smartest idea to rely on Noah’s words, I began screaming for my life, only
Having been instructed by the doctor to rest the entire day, I lay on the bed, hoping for a miracle to get me out of that mansion. It was a wish made in vain. I knew really well that nobody was going to help me with escaping my circumstances.Defeated, I shut my eyes. It was then that I recalled my very first and sweet encounter with Noah. I wasn’t sure why my mind raced back to that moment. Maybe it was because I wanted to think about the man I once loved. I wanted to assure myself that Noah wasn’t as vicious as he was trying to be. There was still some good left in him.Within Noah, there must be some part that resembled him from the past. The part that must’ve protested when he had hurt me the previous night. The sweetness of the relationship that we had shared previously couldn’t have been so easily poisoned by his newly generated hatred.The very first time I saw him was during middle school. He usually used to keep to himself, but interacted with others once in a while. That was