Seth ended up calling me around 5 telling me to get ready that we were going out to eat when he made it home. I wanted to ask him a million questions over the phone but I bit my tongue knowing then wasn't the time. I had no idea how nice I needed to dress, I had no idea where we were going so I hovered over my bag for what seemed like forever.I finally chose a black tunic dress that fell just above my knees, it was basic but could also be dressed up. I paired it with a multi-strand gold chain necklace, gold bangles, and a pair of gold sandals. I was in the middle of French braiding my hair when Seth walked into the room. I hadn't heard him come up the stairs so I jumped when the door opened.He walked up on me pulling me against him as he leaned down kissing me. "Is this too much., or not enough, or..."Seth shook his head, "no you look good."I nodded at him still unsure, he had disappeared in the bathroom and I heard the shower kick on. Walking over to

Friday morning came too soon, I had set my alarm early to wake me up so I could get ready for the flash sale. As much as I didn't feel like rolling away from Seth's warm embrace I had to get up and get the sale started. Thankfully my system didn't give me a hard time as I temporarily closed down the page. I had things back up and running within fifteen minutes.Leaving my laptop open so I would get any notifications if something went down I crawled back in bed. Seth's arms went back around me and I couldn't help but to scoot closer to him and inhale his scent. I didn't want to leave him but all good things must come to an end and our time was done.I may or may not have sulked around as we packed our bags, the sale was going smoothly so I felt confident I could check in one last time at the airport and then again when I landed in New York. Seth was sitting on the edge of the bed watching me as I laced my black converse up. "You could have stayed here, I can change your f

I would like to say that things with Seth and I magically began to work themselves out. That he had calmed down and had begun to understand. That however wasn't the case, we still talked nightly but there was an obvious wedge between us. It had been four weeks since I had told him I was pregnant and he had yet to find his way to my door.It had taken a week after the last fight for him to call me back and apologize for some of the stuff he had said. He had told me that I had caught him off guard. That was the only excuse he had ever given me. He never mentioned a DNA test again but I knew deep in my heart that he would ask for one again and I honestly couldn't blame him for doing it. I understood now why he wanted one.He had wanted to come to my doctor's visit that was later today but he had gotten roped into performing one last show to make up for one he had to cancel due to weather. I couldn't believe it was already August. Seth's summer tour would officially be ove

Watching Seth walk out of my apartment door was hard. I'd seen him go before but this time things were different. This time I felt as if he was taking part of me with him, in a way he was, he was taking my heart with him. I halfway wanted to run behind him and tell him I changed my mind about coming but I refused to get in between him and his son.Walking to my room I paused as I saw my What to Expect When Expecting book. More or less shoving it into my dresser I sunk back into my bed and pulled the covers up around me. My phone dinged and I debated about even looking to see who it was.Curiosity got the better of me so I plucked my phone off the nightstand opening it up seeing it was Seth. I couldn't help the small grin that crossed my lips as I read, "miss you already." I replied back sending him a kissy face and telling him I missed him too.I didn't know what to do now that he was gone. I really didn't want to do anything but lay in bed and

After a month of arguments, disagreements, going back and forth about what I wanted to do I found myself telling Brooke bye. She had been prepared for my moving, more so than I was. I had been afraid that she would be upset even though she had warned me that Seth would ask but she had told me that her job had offered her a spot in California and the only reason she wasn't going to accept it was because she didn't want to leave me.Seth had hired people to pack and move my stuff so all I really had to worry about was packing a few days' worth of clothes. It shouldn't have been hard to decide what I needed immediately but it was. A lot of it was nerves, I didn't know how I felt about actually living with Seth. It was a big step, a big step that I didn't know if he was ready for. Part of me felt like he had only asked me to move in with him to try and make up for the way he had acted during my short-lived pregnancy. The other part had no clue what he was doing.Walking in