The contrast of this weekend and the last was almost unfathomable. It was as if I’d travelled through time and space to an alternate world. One that was bright and colourful, as opposed to the dark misery. The incident had all but dissipated, and he was the reason.Despite his reluctance, I was pretty sure Ezra ended up having a good time. He had of course been to Camden before, but only at night for swanky hipster parties. He’d never been around the infamous market. As I dragged him round the multi-coloured stalls, his eyes became wider and wider. Camden market was a treasure trove of wares, from cyber outfits to the best noodles this side of the river. I had remembered being enchanted by it when I’d first visited, and I wanted to give him the same experience. The more minutes that past, the more he seemed to relax. I had never heard him laugh so freely or frequently before. That was one of the most wonderful parts of the day, and I felt I got a glimpse at

He stood up from me, taking in my naked form beneath him. Then, piece by piece he began to remove the rest of his clothes. As his chiselled torso came into view, my stomach flipped. He was so incredibly beautiful. How did we ever get to this point?When he was left in just his boxers, he reached over me again to kiss me, before hooking his fingers into my thong, and dragging the now sopping wet item off. I watched as he went to the top draw of the angular dressing table, and pulled out a small square foil packet. Fucking hell, I hadn’t even thought about contraception. He placed it on the bed beside me, and something about it made everything seem more real. This was happening. Ezra Stone, CEO of Stone Marketing was about to take my virginity. I gave myself one final check-in, to make sure I wanted this, but I only had to glance into his eyes once to find my answer. There was something deeper to him. To us. He affected me in a way I never thought possible, if not him, th

The words hadn’t really registered with me. I sat there, blinking at him dumbly as a silence fell over the opulent room. The only sound was the faint noise of the Sunday morning traffic. He wasn’t looking at me, instead staring out towards the window.I wanted to ask him if I’d heard correctly, but I knew I had. He had said it as clear as he could. I didn’t pretend to know a lot about suicide, but you didn’t have to be an expert to know how devastating it could be for the people left behind. It made me look at the man before me in a new light. Not only had he lost his father in this way, but he’d then had to step up and take over the company. Had he even had time to grieve?“Ezra…” I managed. “I am so sorry.”He sniffed and took a breath. “It is what it is.”“Can I ask why?”He shrugged, as if I’d asked him what the weather was like. I know this w

I couldn’t believe he’d done it. On one hand, I wanted to be angry with him for getting involved when I’d asked him not to, but I also was unbelievably grateful I wouldn’t have to see Matt again. After all, he was lucky he’d only lost his job. If I’d gone to the police, I could have pressed charges.I didn’t know how to reply to Ezra, so I left it alone. I messaged him telling him I needed to get on with some work, and good luck for the following day with the meeting.I quickly sent a message to Vanessa too and arranged to meet up with her the following afternoon. She’d been going crazy at me via text for the past week. She knew something was going on, and I had been intentionally vague. Considering everything that had happened, I needed to tell her in person.I spent the rest of the day making my way through the work I had to catch up on, although I had to battle my head many times to stop thinking about him and t

I pulled open the buckle on his trousers, the clip clinking against its metal frame as it fell open. My fingers slipped while trying to pull down the zip, and I realised how eager I was to get to him. He raised himself up a little so I could drag his clothes down, the wonderful member springing free.Without being asked, I ran my hand up and down the length. He had teased me plenty, now it was my turn. He watched me hungrily as I stroked him, each movement exposing the tip of his cock which was beginning to glisten.“Put the condom on me.”I looked up, a little taken aback. “But I don’t know…”“I’ll show you.”He handed me the foil packet, and I looked at it as if it was Rubik’s cube.“Tear it open, and hold it firmly by the tip.”I tried to the follow the instructions as best I could, but straddling him naked was hardly conducive to a good learning environment.