"But...but i love you" That came out more like a whisper from Kristopher's mouth"If you love me than don't use me as a way to keep living because one day i would die too" A sudden panic and realization hit him. Yes he needed something, a reason to keep living but what if one day that something or reason ended or died.Would he again try to commit suicide?Jude's sudden gesture of hugging him made him stiff.At first he thought he was dreaming but then he relaxed completely hugged her back."I am soo sorry for being this brutal with you Kris but i didn't had a choice. I am truly sorry for everything i ever did to you. if you need help than just ask. i promise to help you. I can consult a doctor or psychiatrist and...."suddenly Kris grip around her hardened as his breathing went uneven"No please anything but psychiatrist. i hate psychiatrist" "Hey,hey,hey! calm down calm down, deep breaths.....focus on my breathing.....breath with me.....1...inhale.....2....exhale.....3....inhale

this was a technique she used. she would make the person close their eyes.ask their basic information and while they get carried away she would start to ask questions that shows off their desires.when she used to mold projects this way and they reply with their desires she would whip them and ask the same question over and over.until they answer with "I don't know" or in a way their desires aren't revealed.This time Kristopher replied with his desire. even though he don't remember a thing still subconscious is a thing and the pain and fear are still there."It's okay" Jude tried to console him but he was too panickedHe pulled out his trigger which Jude didn't even knew was there and pointed it at her."Kris" "Don't come near me" he warned.Jude stepped back not wanting to scare him"Kris! there is nothing wrong with having a desire""SHUTUP!!!!" his reaction was expected. This wasn't 26 year old Kristopher who owns the biggest company in the whole country but a 16 year old K

Don't pick up! This was literally the id nameWhy the hell does all the named related to Jude are weird?First that chonky boy and now this?Who the fuck is this anyway?walking inside the room he just stared at the id"someone named don't pick up is video calling you" He said while standing next to Jude's bed and in a blink of an eye the phone was snatched away from him"Hey baby!" Okay now whoever the fuck this baby is about to die!Kristopher's love for Jude hadn't faded at all. instead without his knowing it was growing and hearing her calling someone else baby was like a serious threat. he already had prepared ways on how to kill this person but all of those plans washed away as the person on the other side spoke in his cute voice. "Hello Mama!" "How are you?" Jude asked. while Kristopher was recovering the shock the mother son conversation continuedThis is the second time he heard his sons voice. it was angelic. "Mama i miss you. please come back." "Are you uncomfortable

kristopher and The detective's talk ended. To conclude the detective had to look for a safer way to reach Chonky boy as Kristopher refused to have any connection to the underworld of the internet.Inside the room Jude was humming. Even though she knew Kristopher had entered the room she kept singingat this point she don't mind him listening. "you wrote this one too" Jude nodded before asking "Wanna hear it?" Well it was a once in a life time opportunity. Jude offering to sing a song! which was her original"Wouldn't that be a little hard your vocals. i have heard allergic reactions affects the vocals"Once again he was met with that stare of her.This time it was emotions he date not say.he actually saw tenderness and love."i just..... wanna let my feelings out" He nodded giving her a green signal."Mixed feelings and messed up thoughts. why am i unable to express myself. parted my lips to speak but all came out was uhhhh. i wanna know the feeling of knowing my feelings so

immediately Jude started mumbling"Kristopher......kris....topher......kirs..is....topher....."Seeing her almost forgetting everyone's existence and mumbling his name trying to find her answer Kristopher wanted to pull her into a kiss.Only he knew how he controlled himself.flicking his fingers on her forehead he saw Jude expression change from lost to shock then hurt then anger."What the...."Before she could do anything he was out of the car and had opened the door for her like a gentleman. no one would believe that he just had flicked her forehead.huffing she got out and walked forward completely ignoring the his existence.Kris could only shake his head and follow her. She is slowly letting her guard down around him which he liked.Wondering whether she would behave spoiled or not in near future they both walked into a clothing store"Hello Madam and Sir. may i help you look"asked a very sweet and young lady dressed in formal attire. she looked like she was freshman in colla