Bellona PovIt has been 1 week since finding out Silver almost became a vampire. He was asleep for like three days. He woke up like 4 days ago, but I have been avoiding him since then. The good thing is that his skin has gone back to normal and his neck is now partially healed. I am happy about his speedy recovery, however; I am nervous about when we meet each other. When he was still passed out, I saw the mate mark, which is my wolf and I know when he sees me, our bond is going to be enhanced. It will just be like before. I don’t know what to do. Now that we are officially mates, what I was feeling before will be enhanced, the sparks, bond, and I can never resist him. Knowing I just potentially destroyed a mate bond, ruined the future of two innocent pups, has me bothered. I feel so bad, like the most wicked person in the world to do such a thing to innocents. His feelings are also going to change. He will get possessive of me and I will not be able to hide my emotions. I have pl

Bellona Pov It has been one month since Silver and I had our fight, and everything has turned upside down. Silver doesn’t talk to me. He ignores me and when I try to make a conversation, he just walks out on me. The bond has been straining and I feel so lost and lonely. I suddenly became Silver, and he is now me. I now understand the looks he always gives me when I ignore him. This is how he felt all these years when I ignored him. The feeling is so horrible and I feel so guilty to have put him through this pain. The feeling of not being good enough, the feeling of someone you love and care for ignoring you, the feeling of the person you are ready to fight the world for not acknowledging your presence. I have been drowning in self pity and unexplainable guilt. Words can’t even explain how I feel. Training the faes has been going on nicely, they are catching up pretty fast and we have had no vampire attacks. Daniel has been worried about me. He is always asking what happened, but I

Bellona PovWe just got to the kingdom, and Silver and I have separated. He went to refreshen up while I teleport to the mother kingdom to get the boys. They were in the training field as usual and Archie saw me first as usual.“Mom!” he yelled, running to me. I smiled, just bending down to accept their embrace. I am still a bit weak and their force will just push all of us down.“Hey!” I said, hugging them tightly. “We miss you,” they said, together. I laughed. To them I was only gone for a few days after my last visit, but I haven’t seen them in like one month.“I miss you too,” I said, pulling back. “Are you here to get us?” Dean asked. “Yes, so pack your bags,” I said. “Okay!” Dean yelled excitedly, dragging Archie with him. I watched as they both ran off excitedly, their little feet moving so many miles per minute. I am just joking, but they ran fast. As my mother walked near me, I stood up.“Hey” I said. She sat down on the floor while I joined her.“So, you marked Silver,”

Bellona PovSlight movements behind me and on top of me made me wake up, and I knew who it was.“Dean, Archie, let momma sleep,” I whine, hugging my pillow.“Mommy, wake up,” Archie said, dragging me, but I held on to my pillow tighter. No way am I going to allow them to wake me, not when I don’t feel like standing up. Besides, my pillow is so comfortable. Firm and warm.“Mommy,” Dean called, and they both started dragging me. I frowned, holding my pillow tight. Then suddenly I heard a deep manly chuckle, a chuckle that sent shivers down my spine, and I suddenly remembered that I didn’t sleep alone with the boy’s last night.“I didn’t know this is how you wake up every day,” Silver said, sounding amused, and I prayed in my mind, hoping he was not the pillow I was hugging. I slowly opened my eyes, and it left me disappointed as I wrapped my arms around him and our legs tangled up. I look up and he was looking down at me amused, talk about embarrassing. I quickly let go of him and arran

Bellona PovIt has been two weeks since we came back and so far, so good. Things have been peaceful, and there have been no attacks. Silver has been bonding with both Dean and Archie and I can proudly say he is their new favorite person. They always look forward to their boys’ day out and I think it’s cute they get all hyper. Silver is an amazing father, and I didn’t expect less from him. He loves pups. Archie has not asked the big question. I don’t know if I should break the news to him myself and also unannounced or I should wait for him to get so curious to finally burst the question. I have to do one, but for now he is having fun, so I will just keep it to myself for a while. Another thing I noticed about Silver is he doesn’t enjoy going home. The beta king quarters is probably the most boring and quiet place to live. I always encourage him to go home and see his family, but anytime I say that, he ignores me. I appreciate him for seeing Archie and being an amazing father to him