Alexa's POV... Being with the one you loved came with a totally celestial feeling. It was out of this world, and words could simply not explain it. Right there, in Logan's arms, with his lips gliding over mine, I felt complete, I felt at peace, I felt whole. I poured all my emotions into that kiss, my months of longing and yearning for him and to my loneliness that I had endured for the past months. It was almost as if I was dreaming. I could not believe that he was really right in front of me, with his tongue exploring my mouth, his lips on mine, and his arms around my waist, clutching me closely like he did not want to let go. When we finally broke out of that kiss, I could exhale, it was then that my senses returned, and I looked around to make sure we hadn't made a spectacle. Apart from the three teenagers that were a couple meters away and smiling at us, we hadn't caught any other person's attention, thankfully. "I've missed you more than wor

Alexa's POV...Even as I stood up and made Logan follow me, I could feel the overwhelming sense of fear envelop me. What would I do if he decided that the child was not his? What would I do if he felt angry that I did not inform him of such significant detail? What would happen to me if this led to the end of our relationship? These were some of the questions passing through my mind as I led him to where Alvin slept."What are you up to? You have a grandfather I don't know about too?" He asked, his voice teasing. I could only smile at him, although my heart banged like an old gong. I moved inside the room and then went to where the cot was. In there was Alvin, asleep, his eyelids beautifully closed, hiding his vibrant golden brown eyes."I want you to meet Alvin," I said, my voice cracking just above a whisper. Logan took careful steps towards me. His eyes betrayed his confusion; he clearly did not know what was going on.I waited beside the cot pat

Alexa's POV...That night felt like I died and woke up again. My nerves were all alert, my skin was super sensitive to every touch, Logan was exploring every inch of my skin, and no part was left untouched by his hands or lips. He took me to the ends of the earth, he made me die a thousand times over before the night was over, he kissed, he caressed, he fondled, he suckled, and he made sweet love to me, the kind that made my toe curl and set my body on fire. The sort of lovemaking that left you sore and completely drained the following morning. I was almost wishing that the night would not pass. For the first time in a long time, I was not looking forward to the sun shining; it was almost like the good memory would fade away once it was morning. It was like this was some illusion I had to hold on to strong enough if not, the rays of the sun would come and steal it away from me.I was weeping, sobbing quietly as he made love to me. It was surreal, like a mirage, like some out of the bo

Logan's POV... I knew when the change began; it was the night I told her I had to return to my pack. It was not my choosing; Simon had mind linked to inform me that brows were beginning to be raised, my absence was being noticed, and I had to show up unless I wanted a new Alpha to challenge me. I believed nobody would dare do that, but it was unwise to be away from my pack for so long. I was a leader, and duty was calling to me. I hoped that Alexa could understand that.That morning, she slept, and I could not leave her side. I knew she was hurt and possibly bothered about what that meant for her and the child. But my mind was made up. I was leaving alright, but what she did not seem to understand was that I was neither leaving her behind nor was I willing to leave the child.The next day after that one-sided conversation, I could feel her withdrawal. She slept in for so long, and when she did emerge from the bedroom, she was not wearing the brightest look

Logan's POV... When Alexa told me how futile her attempt at convincing Ginny was, I knew I had to give it a shot. I did not exactly know what her fears were, but from what Alexa had told me, she was scared of being left alone. Of course, she naturally felt like Alexa had betrayed her by wanting to leave her and follow me back to the red Lotus pack.I could not blame Alexa for telling her everything she had gone through in the pack. It was my fault that I could not protect her from all that hurt. I should have tried more to shield her.If my assumptions were correct and she had told Ginny of all her experience, it was no doubt that the old lady did not want her to leave and clearly said she was not in support of it.On the third day, after all efforts to talk to Ginny proved abortive, I decided it would be best to take her with us. That way, she could still be close to Alvin, with whom she had formed a bond and see for herself how much I would take goo