#Chapter162I shove my clothes in my suitcase, not bothering to pack them neatly. I need to get out of here quick before he realises what I'm doing. I stop and wipe my face which is meaningless because the tears keep coming.How did my life turn out like this? I was so excited about finding my mate, granted the thought terrified me but I was overall excited. The one wolf that is supposed to be yours, is made for you and will love you through anything... It sounds too good to be true and before, I would have said it wasn't but now, it is.Just because they are supposed to love you, doesn't mean they won't destroy you.2I had everything planned, I was going to continue with the pup handling and work my way up to becoming a pack midwife. I was going to meet my mate, fall in love and have everything my parents have.But he had to ruin that...He broke my heart and then broke my soul."I wish I could take time off work and come with you," Owen grumbled.I sighed, wiping my eyes an

#Chapter164We darted through the forest. Mila and Mateo were hanging back, running together, occasionally stopping to lick at each other. The pull on my heart was still there, but I ignored it to give Athena a good run.Caleb skidded to a stop, causing me to crash into him. I rolled down a little dip towards a lake. I clawed at the ground, trying to stop myself from rolling, but it was useless; I was going too fast.I took a deep breath and stopped fighting the inevitable. As I rolled, I saw the water straight ahead. One more roll, I'd be in it. I took a deep breath as I made contact with the water. I paddled up to the surface and gasped as much air as I could.I paddled towards land, shivering. When I emerged from the water, I shook out my fur. I glanced up and saw Mila, Mateo and Caleb all back in their human forms. Slowly members of the pack came into view and were gaping at me.1Mila manoeuvred her way down the little dip and giggled. My eyes were glued on everyone that was

#Chapter166His gaze was harsh. He was grimacing at me, his face full of revulsion. I could feel his eyes burning into me. I feel uncomfortable and slightly aroused... What the fuck is wrong with me?"I'm here for the training," my voice was merely a hum.He took a step forward before stopping himself. The look he gave me nearly floored me. I could see him battling with something inside of him, possibly his wolf. Hurt and pain flashed through his eyes before he quickly composed himself.His eyes darkened as his nostrils flared. He shook his head and scrunched his brows together; he looked repulsed by me. I've just had a shower... Surely I don't smell.4I took a deep breath and was hit by a strong vanilla scent with a hint of nature. My eyes went wide as his scent engulfed my senses. It was making me tingle in forbidden places.3I edged back slowly, glancing down and making sure my towel was still covering me. I looked back up at him. His eyes were skimming up and down my body.

#Chapter168I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes, it's like I'm plagued by Ethan. All I can see is him, his voice, his scent... I just want him out of my head. I groaned internally and pulled myself up into a sitting position on the bed.I don't know what time it is... There's no clock or anything; I don't even have my phone. I could do with a drink of warm milk, which always settles me when I can't sleep. I just don't feel comfortable walking around the packhouse.I sighed and decided to just go for it. I stood up and went towards the closet to find something to put on my feet. I searched through my suitcase for my slippers, but I couldn't find them so I must have left them.My mindlink was being poked at again... My head felt like someone was constantly punching me. I paused my search to wait for the headache to fade.Ah, fluffy socks! I picked them up and looked at them; little wolves were all over the socks. I chuckled as I thought back to when I got them. Owen bought m

#Chapter170We made our way to the pack dining room for breakfast. I agreed to have breakfast with them because I was heading there too. Lila insisted on holding my hand, so we're walking behind Alpha Leon.He keeps peeking back at us, fixating his eyes on our hands. His facial expression gives nothing away; he's like a damn closed book I can't read.We reached the dining hall. Alpha Leon signalled for us to go in. "You need to come and sit with me," Lila chirped as she pulled me along.I looked around the dining hall... It was huge. There were two long tables pushed together in the centre of the room. All different kinds of breakfast food were scattered all over the table. Everyone that was seated at the table was watching me. Their eyes following as Lila tugged me to the end of the table.We reached the table, and Lila sat down, motioning me to sit next to her. I looked down at the table and noticed Mila and Mateo sat a few seats down. She was grinning at me. I really need to