I don't think my mind is working right now as I sit here.My son is dead!My son is dead because of me?What the did Annalise say to her! Was she that heartless."She wasn't the same anymore Grayson. She isolated her self for weeks,she never cried,she would mostly lock herself up in the room she shared with him. Then the day she finally left the room,she took a flight to my grandma's where she stayed for two months. After she returned,she had changed so much. Her aura scream darkness" Jayden says"You know she only wore white through out her pregnancy but after Elias died,not once has been in a white dress. She would normally speak to her bump whenever she stands Infront of a mirror". Erica adds in tears.My son is dead because of me!I killed my child!Oh God no!I didn't realize I was crying until the tears begins to his my shaky hands.I looked at the two people Infront me, trying so hard not to destroy this entire place."I...I didn't....I didn't know.."I cry"Oh God,I ... didn't

We all stare back at Erica in shock. How did she get behind her? How does she have a needle on her?"Thank you Erica"Jayden says with a sigh and she nods still sobbing."How did you know this would happen"I asked Erica"This isn't her first time going defensive. She tried to kill herself remember"she hiccuped through her tears."Oh okay"I say in low voice."Let's bring her to the car. We are going back to New York"Jayden says his voice breaking.That is when I realized he was also crying .He was about to carry her but I stopped him,"Your cut is too deep. Mine isn't that deep,let me carry her"I tell him my voice also breaking.He silently nods and took his handkerchief,and uses it to pick up the knife from the floor.Erica went inside the bathroom and comes back with a bucket of water, scrubbing brush, antiseptics and a bleach to clean the blood stains on the floor.I took of my shirt, ripped it into two and wrapped it in her inner thigh whispering how sorry I was.She has been cutti

Therapy has been great!When I say great,I mean great!Mark and I have grown fond of each other.I am more comfortable around him other than my brother.We are even on first name basis.I always look forward to going to therapy just to see his handsome face and gorgeous blue eyes.But no matter how attracted I am to him,I am never getting involved with a married man again.What happened with Grayson was enough for me.Mark says I am not making progress and it might be best if joined his rehabilitation center.It would be good for me to have my own space and to heal and get in the right state of mind.I don't think that would be necessary because I am fine.Today is very exciting for me because Mark is coming here for dinner.Yes he coming here alone. Apparently his wife travelled to her hometown in Memphis, Tennessee and won't be back until Tuesday.So he was apparently home alone and I took the advantage to invite him for dinner.I have good intentions, like I said don't want to get

I woke up this morning with two thoughts in my mind.Piper's birthday and Mark's kiss.I have promised myself to keep things professional between us.He called me just an hour ago and apologized,we both promised not to speak about it to anyone.We have forgotten about it. Besides it was a mistake.So today,I am going to focus on Piper's birthday and buying her the best present for her.Which is why I am in a jewelry shop with Erica looking for very expensive necklace for her.I just want to spoil her for today, nothing can change my mind."Do you think she is going to love this?"Erica asks from behind as I take a look at that the P designed diamond necklace.I turn to face her and she was holding a bracelet with green sapphire diamond stones in them."I guess. I really down know what to buy for a teenage girl for her birthday. On my fifteen birthday my dad bought me a Tesla even tho I couldn't drive"I shrug."You dad always spoils you rotten. I am not surprised. Maybe Grayson would be

I took a quick shower after I got home before heading to Mark's office.As I entered the building all eyes where on me. I had only one goal in my mind to get everyone'e attention.My red attire makes everything worth it. I really dressed to please and tease.Like I said,if I can't be happy then no one can.When I got out from the elevator I didn't see the girl I usually see. His personal assistant.Maybe she is on leave or something. Well it is a win for me tho. No interruptions for my plan.I knocked on the door gently and I opened it without waiting for a response.The view was very pleasing for me to see, Mark in his blue shirt,messy hair and lose tie, busily writing in his small note book."Good day"I say with a seductive voice and that got his attention.He quickly looks up and his eyes widen in surprise.He swallowed hard as his eyes lustfully grazes over body.I smirk,he clears his throat and averts his eyes."Miss Jones,you are here already. Sorry for all this,I really needed