Two weeks passed in a flash and I found it so hard to believe that it's been two fucking weeks since my mom left .When leaving she told me that this was going to last for just two weeks but mom just called yesterday and told me that she was going to be staying there for an extra two weeks because they just shifted on them .I didn’t know if I should be happy with what she had just told me but I knew that it wasn’t something that she wanted because her voice could tell how tired she sounded at this moment .All that I wanted to do now was tell her that I was fine , I knew that I really was , well I didn’t care .I didn’t care how long she spent there in as much as that gave me and my daddy a long time then there’s no way that I was going to say no to that offer .16 years old me would be crying out her lungs right now and screaming for my mom to be back and I am just so grateful that I had outgrown that childish behavior and I was now mature enough to handle my stuff myself .I

Three more days passed in a Twinkie of an eye and before I could tell what was happening my mom was back .I thought that she was going to spend more days away at her job and far away from her husband and in that way I would have the time of my life with her husband .I actually didn’t care how she was going to feel when everything came out .I have so much going through my mind to think that it wasn’t going to happen and I know that , but I was just mad at myself for not having his dick a bit longer before my mom returned .Since my mom returned , I could see the way she had been staring at me in the worst manner and I know that she had so much in her head that she wants to ask me about but I wasn’t going to mess that up and I could see the way she looked at me weirdly , it wasn’t the way my mom stared at me .On a second thought , I knew that my mom would have found out about what I was doing with her husband , but I am pretty sure that she didn’t find out about that .I didn’

The music was still basing all over the room and all that I could think of at this moment was how I was going to go home . I knew that I did want to leave this house but on second thought, I also wanted to leave since Angel was busy having a nice time with her boyfriend and seemed to have forgotten all about me .“ I think you would enjoy yourself more , why don’t you wait for me , please keep my girlfriend busy “ Angel told them why she walked away with her boyfriend .I watched them go and at that moment , I think I regret coming here .I should have just stayed at home and enjoyed my time with my mom and her husband , now I would have to deal with some rude girls who don’t even like me .“‘Well Trevor’s gone , why don’t you have this “ I turned to my left and I could see the boy that was seated beside me , he had black hair and it was so obvious that he had dyed them to that color and he wasn’t looking that bad ““ Thank you , but I think that I am fine and I am doing

You know what, we could have just brought her along, I don’t think that would be bad.I didn’t know why angel kept repeating these words to me.What was she thinking that I would just dump her for Elsa whom I had just met? I knew that the both of us were friends , but that isn’t happening and I know that .The last time, she had a fight with me just because I made it clear to her that I wasn’t having an affair with my stepdad which she said was a lie, and even had the nerves to cut me off claiming all good.It’s not as if I care about what she thinks or not or what she does, but I don't mind if she comes back, there is no way that I was going to keep that space that we once had together again.The truth remains that we lost vibes and it’s never going to be the same ever again .I know that maybe one of the many reasons why she came back to me was because of Trevor, but was Trevor that popular?“ You know what girl, I don’t know if I want to say this, but I am just scared of the fact

I didn’t know how long I waited , but I knew that it’s been two weeks since I met Trevor and since he sent me that text but till this day , that guy never dared to text me .I knew that I shouldn’t be waiting for his text because Angel had told me that I should fall for him .But I just can’t take his face off my head and no matter how much I try to forget about him , the more the thought of him keeps coming back and it’s making me go I save becatse I knew that he is not in the same delima with me and I am just the only one don is looking herself over a man who disent give a fuck about me and it’s making me go insane thinking about it alone .For one moment , I must say that I admired that he was so good looking , but what could I say .There was absolutely nothing that I haven’t thought of and I just think all of that is just making it worse .For the past one week Angel and I had become suprinsly close and I was beginning to like her the more .I had hanged out with her just a