After spending two extra weeks at home , I finally decided to resume since I didn’t have a lot going on at that moment .I was already behind in so many ways and I wondered how I was going to catch up to all of that .One thing I knew that I would do is for my result to come out and I was slacking behind , that was the only reason why I decided to go to that school , I didn’t want to be far behind .When I got into the classroom, I saw Angel already seated at some spot and also saw Elsa sitting with her two friends .In as much as I would love to make things look so normal between all of us , I have to accept the fact that no matter how much I try to get us together the two us just can’t stay in one place and so in that way I would have to respect the decisions of Elsa and just stay with my friend Angel . “ what took you so long to get here , “Well let’s just say that , I had so much going on and with different thoughts going through my head , I just thought that I should

I had so many thoughts going through my head as he drove .I didn’t know if I should stop him and tell him that I wasn’t going with him anymore . But that was the least thing that I would ever do .I knew that Angel hadn't told me about having sex with him but I wasn’t going to tell her that I was here with him , I could only imagine how disappointed she would be with me , I just didn’t want to do that no matter how hard it was for me .“ Are you okay ?” Trevor's voice broke me out of my thoughts and that was when I noticed that he had driven into a different house from the first one that he took me to the other time .“I wanted to ask him if he had so many houses like this but I just couldn’t bring myself to say it .I didn’t know if I was scared of him or if I was just being shy but either way , I wasn’t going to ask him that .“Well this is my house and I come here most times myself wheh I just want to be left alone , I don’t think that any of my friends know this one

“ I think you should explain yourself to why a guy dropped you off and you didn’t come back with your friend and just decided to come back home in another guys car “Shuan's voice stopped me in the hallway , the moment that I got in .I didn’t know why he sounded so mad with the way he said that .I turned and that was when I saw him standing by the corridor .He had that cold look on his face that I had never seen before and I didn’t just know if I was the cause of it or if I was not , but I didn’t do anything and nobody was going to make me explain myself to him.“You should go get ready for work shuan , I don’t know why you are waiting for me by the corridor when you should be with my mom and getting stuffs ready “I replied him trying my best to sound as formal as I could and trying to brush off the way he spoke to me , I didn’t want to think that he was mad at me .“Don’t you dare walk past me young lady “he whispered and grabbed my hands hardly as he pushed me to the wal

It was hard getting mom permission to allow me to attend that hangout again not after what happened the last time . I knew that she was just trying to look out for me but I really did appreciate if she didn’t have to do all the time when I was going out , I have to ask her every time that I had to go out and it was beginning to get on my nerves knowing how much I didn’t want to do that . “ Don’t tell me you are still mad because your mom asked you a few questions , you should be damn lucky that your mom is that way with you and even let you go out even though the both of you live in the same house and in the same state . It it was my mama , you would be damn to even step out of the house , not when he knows you have classes the next day , that’s the worst thing that can ever happen you and I know you don’t want it , so be grateful that your mom isn’t that way , but I still love my mama still I just feel like she’s just trying to protect and I appreciate that . “ I would really love

The past few weeks have been the worst of my life , I must admit .The thought that I had people who would support me in any way and I thought that they loved me was just pure lies and I hated the way I had been lied to .I just had doubts and I didn’t want anyone to even come say hi to me , that is how mad I am right now .After finding out that the girl I considered to be my friend was with the same person who plotted against me , I didn’t know if I would be able to be free with anyone again .I still couldn’t understand why everything turned out this way and why she stopped so low to my face when she could just tell me the truth .I must admit that I miss Angel but then I am hurt and she has betrayed me which is the worst thing that I had to even imagine .Never did I think that I was going to be a bet to some guy whom I thought liked me .It was after everything that I began to Understand why he did some kind of shit , he just wanted to get me on his bed and he d