I didn’t know how long I slept but when I woke up , I found out that it was already dark and judging from my state , I knew that I was in Elsa's house .I could hear the screams coming out from the living room and I wondered why they were shouting that loudly .I just didn’t see why they had to shout that loudly .I walked out of the room and to the living room and when I got there all that I could was the three of them getting all dressed up .The mini skirt that they wore was nothing to write home about .I couldn’t understand why they were getting dressed when I was still sleeping .“Oh the sleeping beauty is awake “ the blonde girl said and that was when Elsa turned and when she saw me , she just smiled and mouthed an oh .I didn’t know why I felt the way I was feeling but so many things were going through my head by just standing there .I didn’t want to start thinking that they were leaving me .“Why don’t you go in and freshen up, I actually didn’t want to disturb yo

The drive back to my home was the longest that I had ever encountered in a while , so many thoughts went through my head as Angel drove me home .I had so many unanswered questions in my head that I really needed the answers to but I just can’t find the right words in my head to say it out .While walking out of Trevor room”I wondered why I didn’t get to see him before I leave but I just couldn’t find the right words to use or say .“You know what , I don’t think that your friendship with Elsa is going to work out , I don’t want to get mad at you because that’s your life and it had gotten nothing to do with me but I am just trying to voice out my concerns as a friend ““ that girl doesn’t like you and I know it , the fact that she could leave you to go out alone , means that she had that in mind all this while ““I don’t know what would have happened if Trevor hadn’t found you on time , the bastard almost had his ways with you after pulling off your clothed and the most stupides

Mom's uncle 's burial ceremony was fixed for the next day and so we had to fly back home to our state .Getting back to the state that I had grown up in , I felt weird , I didn’t know if this was just it or I was wrong for feeling that way .I couldn’t remember the last time that I came back home and I seem to have forgotten all about it and it brings back some memories that I didn’t want to talk about .It still hurts to know that I haven’t been able to sort things out with my mama . This wasn’t what I had planned and what I thought my life was going to be .It hurts so much knowing that my mom and I weren't in good terms and I just wished that it wasn’t true .My step dad and my mom sat in another car while I sat in another , mom said that she couldn’t stand me being in the same space with her .I was hurt but I never dared to show it in my face after all I was the one who hurt her first , now I have to dance to the music of what I started .When I saw the mansion in front of

My blood ran cold heading my mom ask my step dad that .I tried my best not to show the panic that I had in my face at that moment .I didn’t want to scream or cry or say trash about it .“ so tell me shuan , you are having an affair with my daughter huh “mom repeated this time more loudly “You are going nuts , I just want to believe that all of this stuff that has happened in your life that’s making you say this shit , because how can you sit there and ask me something crazy like that? Do you think that lowly of me?“I see the way you stare at her , the way you support her and the way you always offer to give her things and make her feel comfortable , I see the way you want her to be happy and always around you , I should have known , I should have known ““That’s it , I think it’s high time that I leave this place , for fuck sake girl , I love you and you know that .I didn’t care if you had a grown up daughter or not , when I found out about her , I didn’t even get mad a

Papa `` your little girl is here again and this time she's here all alone and she's so hurt because her mama had decided to choose a man over her .Mom accused me of sleeping with her husband and it’s crazy for her to think that way .I don’t know if I would be able to look at her face and call her my mother again , that’s how hurt I am right now and I don’t want that to happen .I know that it’s been long since I visited you, I just wanted to tell you that I had a lot going on and I wished that you were here to see it .You know that feeling of having your father around .I don’t know if I am feeling this way because mom and I aren’t on good terms. I shouldn’t be feeling this way and I know that , but I am hurt .It’s just as if I have a long journey and there’s no one to support apart from Elsa , dad remember Elsa the last friend I told you about .Well the both of us also got in a fight but we gave settled and along the line I have gotten a new friend and I like her and I