“Do you blame him though Jen? Chase knows you would have said something to her when you arrived at work this morning.” “Ahh that’s true Sel.” They turn back around so Jen can finish styling Selena’s hair. I tell them everything Chase said to me at the house, and they were asking questions about why now and how does he feel and how do I feel. But in all honesty, I don’t know how I feel. I like him yes. Do I have feelings for him? Oh, there’s no doubt there. But is it worth taking a risk at right now after how he hurt me previously? That’s what I don’t know. That’s what I need advice on from my Cali girls and my NC girls. I am still just as confused as ever talking with them about it all. So, I’m hoping when I get home later the girls back home might be able to help me out a bit more. Jen has done fantastic work on Selena’s hair. A messy updo with loose tendrils falling around her face but not so in her face. It’s classic and modern I love it and it suits her face shape too. Selena

I said goodnight to Jen and Chase at the beach once everything was cleared away and made my own way home. Checking the time on my phone, I only have a short time slot to call the girls. Soon as I get home, I rush upstairs into my room, I log onto my laptop quickly and start a group video call with them. And just as I thought I am just as confused as when all this has happened. I guess I just must give it time and see what happens as it could be something. Or it could be nothing. I do hope it’s something but only time will tell. Time flew past quick lately. Halloween is vastly approaching, and I had spoken to my dad and asked if I could spend it back in North Carolina with my friends as I haven’t seen them since I moved. He agreed on one condition. I behave myself, don’t drink unless supervised by an adult and I keep up with my schoolwork. Why had he had to give me rules? I don’t know. He’s just being his overprotective self. I will always love him for it as he only wants what’s bes

Today is now Halloween. So that means tonight I will be doing the performance of my life. Am I nervous? Hell, yeah, I am. But am I gonna kill it? You know damn right I will. I am grateful that it’s not a costume party tonight as I don’t have a costume to wear, I only have with me what I brought. After I got back from the cemetery yesterday, I spent the rest of the evening talking with the girls and we even done a video call with Jen and Chase. It was good to see them, and they hit it off with my friends here. Charlotte is already making plans to raid Jen’s closet. And Ocean said after we got off camera if I don’t snatch up that hot Cali guy she would. We had a great night laughing and gossiping about everything. The day just flew by, and it was time we headed off to the Maddoc family ranch for the party. Since I am flying back to California tomorrow morning, I have happily assigned myself as tonight’s designated driver. The ranch isn’t that far from Ocean’s house which was a good t

“Hey Chase, thanks for picking me up from the airport. I enjoyed our chat in the car.” “Me too Savannah, Me too.” And just like the first day we met Chase walked around a corner and out of my sight. Knocking on Dad’s office door and wait to hear him call through the frosted glass door. “Come on in sweetpea.” I open the door and step into Dad’s huge open-space office shutting the door behind me. Dad stands up from behind his desk, walks around it, and opens his arms for me. I walk up to my dad, wrapping my arms around him, and hug him. “How was your trip?” Dad releases me from the hug and offers me a chair to sit on so we could talk. “It was great Dad. I loved being back home I have missed it there. But I missed it here.” “What do you mean sweetpea?” “Yes North Carolina is home but without you there it didn’t feel like home. I saw Mom whilst I was there, and it made me think... you are all the family I have left, and I can’t be too far away from you. Something Jen and Chas

Once everything is all set up and verified, I see how many people are already online two hundred and sixteen. Wow, color me impressed. I just wonder if Savannah is one of these people online. I just wouldn’t know as everyone is under usernames so what her username is I don’t know. My username is White.Wolf_Knight. Seems quite fitting for me really if you think about it. How protective I get when it comes to my friends, my family, my teammates, and how protective I seem to get when it comes to Savannah. Speaking of Savannah, I seem to become all alpha male when she’s in the picture, it’s like I’m claiming her. But I am willing to jump in and save her at any moment when she needs it. Looking at who is online right now I see a few names that catch my eye. Shocker2U, bubbly_snowflake, MeetMeInBerkeley, fantastic.shoppingaddic, Moonlit.Warrior, Green_Autumn, and Fairytale_Dream. I sit in my room for two hours talking to a couple of people. I discover Moonlit.Warrior is from Red Lodge,