I clear my throat and move a non-existent strand of hair from my cheek in the hopes of calming my nerves and begin with my plea.
"Umm, Luna, you know about me and Aztec. That we think we are mates and that is the reason why I want to stay here till next month when its Aztec's birthday. He might come here to claim me as his mate and also to meet you all. I want to be here as you know the council elders do not allow a vacation to any wolf unless it is his/ her birthday or a pack emergency.
When he comes here for his birthday, we can claim each other and then together go to the training territory to begin our training as the future pack leaders." I end my speech all the while anxious about her reaction to my plea. I cross my fingers in the hopes that she will grant me the permission to stay and then my parents will have to listen to her as she is the Luna of this pack and in-charge of all the civil disputes.
The Luna just stares at me for a full five minutes before blinking and I guess clearing her thoughts regarding my plea.
"Listen to me well Sierra. I will not repeat this again," she starts and I ready myself for a scolding for thinking that I am already the pack's future Luna.
"You are still very young to think about being the pack's Luna. You do not know for sure if you are my son's mate or not. Even if you claim that you love each other, the feelings you will feel for your mate are a thousand times intense and very strong. You cannot and I mean that when I say that you cannot and should not take mating or mates for granted.
So, first of all stop being adamant about Aztec being your mate. I know my son well and I also know that you, my precious flower, has given him your heart but you need to steel yourself because Aztec does not think about you as his mate." She finishes her speech and her ending words break my heart but also enrages me.
I desperately try to control my anger as she is still my Luna and I should not disrespect her.
"I understand that you do not approve of me as your son's mate but I know very well that I am Aztec's mate even if my wolf doesn't recognize him as our mate, yet. On his birthday he will know that I am his mate and then I can start with the training. I just ask permission to postpone my training to next month," I say in a monotonous voice to hide the pain and anger I am feeling right now.
"My darling, you are totally misunderstanding my statement. I am warning you just in case you and Aztec are not mates but just potential mates. It is not good to indulge in such relationships before finding your mate, child." The Luna tries to console me and reaches out to hold my hand in both of hers.
I totally get it. I know that my packmates think I am not Aztec's mate but just a power hungry she-wolf who wants to trap the future alpha of this pack.
But that is so not true. I will prove to everyone that I can be the best Luna they can ever have but only if Aztec really is my mate. Listening to the Luna's words has now scared me and I have a feeling that she is just twisting her thoughts about me and Aztec being mates to avoid hurting me.
"Sierra, I think it is best to listen to your parents and leave for the training in this week itself. It is Friday today, if you leave tomorrow you will reach by Sunday evening and then you can start your evaluation training from Monday." Says the Luna when I remain mute to her earlier sentence.
She then gets up and walks to the window, her back facing me. She seems to be thinking hard about something but I don't dare to interrupt the Luna at this moment.
"Regarding Aztec being your mate, I will somehow ask Christopher to command Aztec to stay at the training grounds and meet you on his birthday so that you can know for yourself if you are mates or not. That way you won't miss out wishing him on his birthday and if you are really mates, then you can take special permission from the elders to return to your pack for sometime and celebrate your mating with your pack," finishes the Luna, turning to face me with a smile.
Listening to her words I feel elated and I rush out of my seat to hug her hard. She chuckles and returns the hug while kissing my forehead. She is so motherly to me right now that it brings tears to my eyes.
"No more crying Sierra. You are a big girl now. Just think about your decisions and understand that everything happens for a greater good. Even if things do not turn out the way you want them to, you need to keep this in mind, child." She warns me.
I agree to whatever she says not really paying attention as I am ecstatic about meeting Aztec on his birthday even if it is not in our pack. I thank her and rush out of her office to begin with my packing.
As long as I am with him on his birthday when he can claim me as his mate, I have no complaints. It is still 3 weeks for his birthday. I should buy a gift for Aztec before leaving as I am sure that the young wolves are not allowed out of the training campus for any extra activities. Pack grounds or not this is going to be his best birthday ever, I will make sure of it.
I wake up to the sound of my room's door being banged loudly by my mother. She is upset that I went to the Luna with our personal family dispute but then she was the one who was just adamant about me and Aztec not being mates and leaving me with no other option than to seek the Luna's advice."Wake up Sierra. The Alpha has called a pack meeting at 6 am before all the young wolves leave for the Neutral territory. You need to be present for it." Says my mother before leaving.frown thinking about this pack meeting. What would be the reason for such an emergency meeting? I did not know that there were other wolves joining me for the training. Great! Now I will have to deal with the other pack wolves whom I do not like. Being my classmates or rather my old friends who stopped talking to me because I am dating the Alpha's son, they never fail to pass snide remarks about me."Sierra, I thought you were awake. Get out of your bed and freshen up for your journey," my mom calls from the kitche
It is Sunday evening and we have reached the gates of the training territory. It is right in the middle of nowhere. There is a huge forest behind this training school and beyond this forest there seems to be endless mountain ranges. We are literally at the entrance, that is, we cannot see inside the training school. I wonder what happens in this training school. Do they brainwash us against the human societies? I chuckle at my own joke but hide it with a cough when Alexandria glares at me.We arrived here an hour ago but the guards kept us waiting saying that we would be granted permission only when someone comes to receive us from inside the training school. Sounds weird and creepy."Why are we told to wait here, uncle? Can't we wait inside where it would be a lot more comfortable rather than being observed like a bunch of guinea pigs by these guards?" whines Alexandria making me roll my eyes at her spoiled brat behaviour.'One of the elder's apprentice will come to receive you all
FENRIS"Good morning, warriors. I have called this meeting to inform you that we are receiving 6 new and probably the last generation of young wolves who will begin their warrior training from tomorrow. I expect you all to behave appropriately with these pups as they are new in this school and its rules, so no bullying around. Is that clear?" instructs Elder Aamruq to us apprentices."Yes Sir," we all reply together in a military-like tone."What do you think about these trainees?" asks my best friend Connor, sulking, and I know why he is asking about the trainees."You will know if you are going to find your mate, Lupe. According to what elder Raoul said our wolves recognise the presence of our mate before us. So, if your mate is one of these trainees, then your wolf must have definitely been anxious. Is it?" ask him."I don't know. My wolf is always sulking nowadays. Everybody here says that the number of mating has decreased due to lack of new births. I have started thinking that m
FENRISI stealthily enter the library avoiding any passer-by wolves to focus on the task at hand. The librarian is sitting at her usual desk filing in the regular entries and book deliveries. I greet her and go sit on my usual spot. Taking a random book, I try to look engrossed in it as much as my acting skills support me.There are 2 wolves, Lycidas and Caliana sitting in the far corner of the library, all cozy and cuddling. I quickly turn away from them to avoid interrupting their alone time as well as to stop yearning about being with my mate."Soon, Fenris, soon you will be with your mate!" I chastise myself. I should stop thinking about her for 2 minutes to finish this simple work at hand.I try to sense the emotions around myself. I have three people around me and every single one of them seems to be doing their own thing with no care about me.That's good. Very good. I can enter the Archive and get what I want and exit without being seen by anyone. I quickly move to one of the
SIERRAThe blaring alarm wakes me up from my sleep. I did not sleep well at all. The entire night I dreamt about a black wolf with dark blue eyes. The blue eyes felt very familiar but I am sure that I do not know who that black wolf was. That's the reason why I kept waking up in the middle of the night. If I come across this werewolf, I am surely going to have his head on a platter for destroying my beauty sleep. Because of him I am going to look so ugly on the first day of my training.I look around myself. I am on my bed in the room I now share with my roomie. She is not here meaning she must be in her training. She sure is weird. The entire time I was with Aztec last night, she and her brother were constantly poking in their heads to stop us from having some alone time. I desperately needed it. I will deal with her later. Right now, I need to focus on looking at least a little bit presentable for my first day of training.I take a quick shower and dress in the uniform given to each
SIERRA"That means, you recognise me. Right, my mate?", he asks and that question wakes me up from my daze."WHAT?""All these sparks we feel whenever we touch skin on skin is the first indication of us being mates. It's okay to be surprised," says Fenris twirling the stray strand of my hair, completely forgetting the fact that my expression screams shock and not surprise."No .. No .. Sir. You are mistaken. I am not your mate. I cannot be your mate. I do not feel the mate bond." I say getting angry at this person who is trying to take advantage of me. I quickly move out of his grasp.He doesn't say anything so I look up to see what's got his tongue tied when he realises that his attempt of fooling me is failing. He has a frown on his face and appears to be deep in thought.Out of nowhere I feel like I should do something to erase that look from his face. I unconsciously reach out to touch the frown line on his face but quickly snap out of my daze and take a step back away from him.
SIERRA"Hey, what do you want on your birthday?" I ask Aztec.We are sitting in the dining hall having dinner. So far, dinner is the only time where I enjoy being in this training school. I get to meet Aztec here and be away from the prying eyes of a particular apprentice."As long as I have the chances of meeting my mate on my birthday, I do not wish for any other gifts," he says having a dreamy look on his face.My heart swells with the love I have for him. He thinks so highly of his mate. He would be so delighted to find that we are true mates. I am not a seer but I have the gut feeling that something life changing is going to happen on his birthday. I can't wait to see his expression when he finds out.It has been a week since that freaky incident. Since then, Fenris has kept out of my business. I find him staring at me occasionally but apart from that, I haven't seen him much. It's a huge relief that I haven't seen him in the dining hall especially because I get to meet Aztec onl
SIERRA"Open the door Sierra. We have to get ready to go to Aztec's birthday party," yells Tatiana standing outside our room.It is now 5 pm in the evening which means that the party for Aztec's birthday will start in an hour. I still cannot believe the fact that Aztec is not my mate but I am not dumb to know that those two were not lying about their claim of being mates.I do not want to go to this party but it would be considered as an insult if I do not go to celebrate a fellow wolf's birthday that is also my pack's future alpha. His mate will also be there standing beside him, the proud mate. Thinking about it brings tears to my already swollen eyes. I try to control my tears but I fail and start to sob silently."Okay now I am tired of waiting outside the room and listening to you sob relentlessly. I can smell your tears from here babe. Let me in. I might be able to help you with whatever you are upset about," she says and I know that she won't stop until I tell her what has ma