Bas POV I told myself to give her time. She was still grieving, but it only seemed to be getting worse. Rebecca stayed indoors, not stepping a foot out of her room. Days turned into weeks, and the distance between us grew more profound. I walked into her room and found her exactly as she had been the previous day, and the day before that. She was curled up under a blanket, lying on her bed with her back turned towards me. The room was dim, the curtains drawn tight against the sunlight. The air felt heavy, filled with the quiet sorrow that seemed to engulf her. "Rebecca," I said softly, but she didn't respond. She didn't even glance at me. I looked around the room, my heart aching at the sight. Her food, which I had brought in earlier, remained untouched on the nightstand. The once vibrant and lively Rebecca was now a shadow of herself, lost in her grief and pain. "You can't keep doing this," I pleaded, stepping closer to her. "You need to eat something. You need to take care of yo
Bas POV I clutched my chest, sinking to the ground as the tears I had held back came rushing out. "If you were here, I wonder what you'd think of me... a weakling, perhaps," I chuckled bitterly, wiping the tears from my eyes. "But I... I had nowhere else to go." I always had to pretend to be strong, to be the perfect son, the perfect lover, the perfect Alpha. But with Sam, he saw the broken part of me and he never judged me for it. I rested my back against his grave, feeling the coolness of the stone seep through my shirt. I picked up a blade of grass, twirling it between my fingers as memories flooded my mind. "Remember when I called you weak for falling in love?" I said softly, my voice barely above a whisper. "Well, I met this girl, and she's just perfect. With her, I wish time could stop forever. Now I sound like you," I chuckled, the sound hollow in the stillness of the graveyard. I could almost hear Sam's laughter, his teasing remarks about how I'd finally understand him on
Becca's POVI told myself that with time, I would heal, but every day felt like I was sinking deeper with nowhere to go. I felt completely alone. I still saw him in my dreams. Every night, it was like he was asking me, "Why did you kill me?" If only I had never involved him in my drama, maybe he would still be alive.I heard the door creak open. It was Bas. He sighed when he saw me still wrapped up in my blanket, the food he had dropped off earlier untouched. I felt a pang of guilt because I blamed him for everything, but a part of me knew it wasn't his fault. I just wanted the pain to be less."And what good is that? What good are you if you can't save the people I care about?"His eyes widened with hurt, and I regretted the moment I said that. He took a step back, his face a mixture of pain and resignation, and slowly walked away.The room felt colder and emptier after he left. The silence was deafening, punctuated only by the distant sounds of the outside world, which felt so far r
Becca POVWaking up today felt like emerging from a long, dark tunnel into a faint glimmer of light. The heaviness that had settled in my chest since Ravi's passing seemed to ease just a bit. With Mom spending the night, her presence brought a sense of comfort and warmth. Careful not to disturb her peaceful slumber, I quietly slipped out of bed, tiptoeing out of the room.As I roamed the corridors, I realized I hadn't really explored the house since the wedding. It felt bigger than I remembered, with plenty of rooms I hadn't seen before. I wondered which was Bas's room. The thought of Bas made my heart ache. I had been so mean to him even though I was hurt there were some hurtful things I said that I didn't mean and I knew I owed him an apology.A certain room caught my attention, the door was a bit open, and inside, I saw beautiful paintings and art. The room felt special, like it was made for creativity. Each painting told a different story, and the colors were so bright and pretty.
Becca POV"Bas," I started, my voice trembling. "I...""It's okay, Becca," he interrupted, his voice gentle but pained. "I understand," he said as he turned to leave.I watched him walk away, my heart aching with every step he took. A part of me wanted to call out to him, to wrap my arms around him and tell him how much I love him. But I couldn't move. It felt like my legs were stuck, rooted to the ground.My mom's words lingered in my thoughts. And the truth was, I was still hurt by the thought of him not coming to save me. I had hoped he would say something about it, at least an excuse, but he didn't. And that hurt. I was confused, torn between my feelings for Bas and the lingering pain from the past.But right now, there was another person I had to check on.My heart pounded loudly, my hands trembling as I knocked on Lola's door. My throat went dry when she opened it. Her eyes widened with shock."Lo..." I started, but my words trailed off when she enveloped me in a big hug."Thank
Becca's POV"Hey," I said as I walked into our new home"Hey," he replied, looking up from where he was sitting."I just spoke with Naomi," I said, feeling a weight lift off my shoulders now that the conversation was over."How did it go?" he asked, concern etched in his features."Well, she's still very angry, and I can understand that. But the good news is she's still going to help us with the map," I explained, feeling a sense of relief wash over me."That's great," Bas said, a small smile playing at the corners of his lips."Yeah, we just need to get the belladonna," I replied, feeling a surge of determination."Why don't I get it," Bas suggested, concern evident in his eyes."No, I'm coming with you," I insisted, not wanting to be left behind."Becca, are you sure you're ready? Because I can..." Bas started, his voice filled with worry."I'm certain, Bas," I interrupted, wanting to prove that I could handle it.With a sigh, he nodded and walked out to grab his jacket. We headed t
Becca's POV "You...were poisoned," I said in a shaky breath, my throat going dry. The revelation of his words hit me so hard. All this while, I thought Bas chose to ignore my cries and let Ravi die, but all along, he was trapped and couldn't save me. My heart broke at the thought of the pain he was going through, how much he must have fought, how much he blamed himself for not being able to help me. I couldn't stop the tears that rolled down my eyes. "I'm sorry," I said as I wrapped him in a hug, feeling the strong, steady beat of his heart against my own. He leaned into my touch, his body trembling slightly. "I'm so sorry, Bas, that you had to experience all this pain alone," I whispered, my voice catching in my throat. "I should have been there for you," he muttered against my hair, his breath warm and shaky. I pulled away gently but not too far, my hands resting on his shoulders. "You did your best," I said, looking into his eyes. He opened his mouth to say something, but I cap
Bas POVThe car ride back home was silent as I drove, the hum of the engine the only sound accompanying my racing thoughts. My mind kept wandering back to the fire. It couldn't have been a coincidence that on the very day we decided to retrieve the belladonna, the forest was ablaze. Someone did it, but who? My thoughts raced with possibilities. Could it have been my father? Did he want to toy with us, waiting for the perfect moment to strike?My grip tightened on the steering wheel, knuckles turning white. No, it couldn't be my father. He wasn't one to delay punishment. If he knew about the belladonna, he would have struck immediately. Then who? Who could possibly be behind this?As my mind churned, I felt Becca's gentle hand fall on mine, giving a small squeeze. I turned to look at her, a forced smile on my face. She was my anchor, my everything, and her touch was a reminder of what I was fighting for.We arrived home, the familiar sight bringing a sense of fleeting comfort. As we en