Bella I - I had no idea how the slip up happened but it did , all of a sudden my insecurities that should have been locked and thrown , once again surged to the surface after the fiasco with my mother and aunt . I knew in my heart that what I and Jacob had wasn’t normal , our mutual attraction , the way my body reacted towards him and the fact that I wanted to keep him all to myself , to possess and own - that wasn’t normal at all . I loved him and so did he , in all our ifs and buts , I wanted Jacob to come bare to me , I wanted him to unravel every single thing about him to me but the truth was - I wasn’t doing the same , I was selfishly holding myself back because somewhere in my heart , I still felt that I wasn’t up to the mark , that I wasn’t enough for him . Jacob was right I didn’t completely placed my trust in him . God , I was such an asshole , I felt like one and I knew I gotta solve this one on my own because it

Jacob“ you got to be joking “ said Seth snatching the photos out of my hand and the ground , as he once again started looking through each and every one of them but this time a lot carefully ,” no , no ! No , no! This can’t be happening man , do you have any idea how much trouble this is gonna incite ? Her arrogant , cranky bitch of a father will be right after our asses ! And I know her mother too , that woman is as nice as a rabid dog on a crackpot ! She will rip me a new one !”I picked the photograph  that had slid down the floor because of the winding hand motions Seth was doing in his agitated state and took a careful look of the girl in the picture , sure enough the mole on the shoulder that skipped my gaze before - this time blazed like a flaring hot flame searing through my soul as I dropped the photograph and clutched my head in exasperation and dread . As much as I didn’t like Anna for what she had done

Bella " Brown 's court hearing is in a few days time " said Conan his arms folded in front as he watched the information displayed on the computer screen " if we are lucky the case will be thrown off the court and we will be able to get our hands on him , but we gotta be really careful because he doesn't look like someone who wouldn't be careful enough and there is also the matter of families that are going to attend the courthouse , if he gets away from the charges , the families will most probably try to riot . And if he isn't released from the court, there is no way to get our hands on him no matter how much money we are prepared to throw out - at least not for a very long time "Seth's mouth twisted in a ugly grimace " well we can only hope that Jess is as good as she claims to be . Or we will never zero in on our dear stalker "" fine " Jacob said with a scowl that showed his unhappiness clear as a day , it was clear that he didn't like it at all but ev

Jacob “ So its you “ said Dante looking down at Bella who was standing beside me “ you are one for who this brat is losing his mind for? Do you know that because of you he nearly offended someone he should have never offended ?”Bella cocked her head “ I could almost believe you care about him “Dante ‘s eyes widened and reared back “ of course I care about him ! He is my son ““ Really ? You do ? So why didn’t you help him take care of his sick mother ? Where were you when your wife completely forgot about his existence and made him a ghost of you ? What have you done for him except pushing him away? Did you ever made him feel safe ? Happy ? At his own home ? I will tell you what you have done - you have done nothing !”I watched as my father ‘s nostrils flared and an impatient look flashed in his eyes , I knew that Dante Knight didn’t like it when someone ques

Bella “ where have you been ?” This is the first thing that my mum have to say to me the second I push open the door to my house . It wasn’t that she didn’t know where I was - she just wanted me to say it. “ You already know it mum “ I told her as I walk past her “ And don’t tell me that I’m living in a sin , there is no point in saying that and its too late for that as well “ I don’t want to discuss my s*x life with my mum but she was getting on my nerves and why in the world was this room swirling around ? It seems to be spinning around .  “ Bella , you can’t - I didn’t raise you like this !” She snapped rushing after me , I clutched on the stair banister , as nausea struck me like a crushing wave .  “ woah , are you okay ?” Chris who was coming down the stairs took one look of my face and held me up as my knees gave out .  I swallowed hard trying to suppress the acid and nausea that was churning in my stomach and tryi