I don't need a man. That was one of my principles for my whole twenty five years of existence. Iyon na ang siyang nakatatak sa isipan ko mag mula nang mamulat sa mundo. I can live without a man, without a husband. I can provide for myself, for my own needs. I can do everything that I want all by myself. Hindi ko alam kung hindi ko ba nakikita ang sarili ko na may lalaking kasama, o talagang hindi lang ako attracted sa mga lalaki. I was surrounded with the boys, my cousins to be specific, ngunit kailanman ay hindi ako nagkaroon ng ibang malapit sa aking lalaki, maliban sa kanila. Sa tingin ko ay kabisado ko na ang bawat liko ng bituka ng mga iyon. No offense, but I believe that I have a right to not trust men, especially when it's all about Objectifying and Disrespecting women-the reason why I don't like being surrounded by them. Some were wondering how I survived being away from them. Lalo na't kapag usapang relasyon. Hindi

"You can have your leave at work for the next days or week," Commander told us. I tried my hardest not to look disappointed by pressing my lips together. Tuwid akong naka tayo sa harapan niya. Vraxx Caldwell is currently standing beside me too, listening to the Commander's command. Pinatawag kami kanina matapos naming mag ayos ng gamit ko. I honestly don't like that idea. All my life, I already vowed to myself that I should live only with my work. I know that it's not a usual and normal job, but I love what I am doing. That's why being and letting myself be close to Vraxx, makes me think that I am sort of breaking my own principles. Hinahayaan ko lamang ang sarili ko ngayon na manipulahin at kontrolin nila ako. I just love my job so much that I can sacrifice myself, even if it means going out of my comfort zone. If this marriage is just going to be my downfall, then I don't want it anymore. "Nakapag usap na ba kayong dalawa

"Daddy! Ang ingay ng vacuum!" I grunted in annoyance as I grabbed the pillow and used it to cover my ear and face from the noise.I heard someone's familiar bark of laugh. "Hindi ako ang daddy mo, pero pwede mo akong tawaging Daddy."I felt like my insides became awake because of that voice. F*ck. Why did I freaking forget about it?"Get up, Xiania. Gutom na 'ko, come on let's eat..."My brow furrowed as I threw up the pillow towards his direction. Bumangon ako paupo. Vraxx glared at me when it landed straight to his face."Bakit hindi ka mauna?! You're disturbing me!" singhal ko.Vraxx turn off the vacuum as he gave me his full attention. Naka pameywang pa siya nang tumayo sa gilid ng kama ko."Gusto ko sabay tayong kumain. I was waiting for you to woke up," his mouth pouted."I didn't even slept properly! Ang aga ko tuloy nagising... I w

I am nervous and tense as fvck while waiting for Vraxx's parents to arrive. Kaya nang malaman na nandyan na sila sa baba, atsaka pa lamang ako kumalma. After I learned that his Parents are coming today, hindi na ako napakali pa simula nang sabihin niya iyon kahapon. I wore a black turtle neck top and denim short shorts. Disente, kaysa sa palagi kong suot. My parents and my relatives taught us a proper etiquette on how to deal with some visitors in our house. Kabilang na roon ang damit na isusuot sa tuwing tatanggap ng bisita. Because of my premature principles, following that kind of manner was a bit hard for me. Syempre ay hindi ako ganoon kakumportable na sumalungat sa sariling persepsiyon. I only know how to follow my own rules. But now that I needed to get along with Vraxx's parents, siguro ay kakailanganin ko na munang isantabi pansamantala ang sariling opinyon. I don't want to impress nor please his Parents, but I

We're currently here at our Mansion to talk to my Parents, but it didn't went good. Nadatnan pa namin silang nagfu-food tasting at nag titingin ng mga bulaklak na maaaring gamitin sa kasal ko. Kasal ko. Fuck. The thought of it makes me cringe and grimaced in disapproval. Hindi pa rin nag babago ang isip ko. I am certain that my mind would never change just because I already let them did this to me. Hindi ko man sila tuluyang mapigilan, then so be it. Huwag lang nila akong itatakwil kung may hindi maganda akong gagawin sa magiging pamilya ko kapag nagkataon. They already knew in the first place that I never liked this idea. Kailanman ay hindi ko gugustuhin ito. "I like these flowers," Harriet pointed at the black roses on the brochure. Hinablot ko iyon sa kanya para ako ang mag hanap ng kung anong matipuhan at pumasok sa panlasa ko. My brow keep on curling in disgust. "You don't really