On October 2nd at 3:23 P.M Alyssa Grace Jackson made her appearance. She weighed 6 pounds 5 ounces, had dark hair with a hint of red mixed in, and green eyes. She was the definition of perfect. I was currently sitting in my hospital bed watching Alyssa as she was asleep in my arms. I made JP go home about 30 minutes ago. He has been by my side since I was admitted into the hospital two days ago. Mckayla is with Maggie for the next week, due to her and her new boyfriend wanting to take her to the mountains with them. I was shocked when JP agreed to let her go. I think he did it more for me than anything else, but McKayla did need to spend some more time with her mom. My parents have yet to make it as they thought I still had a few more days before Alyssa made her appearance. She tricked everyone.*Knock*Knock*I look up as th

Today, December 24, is the day that I am taking my precious baby girl to meet her dad and other grandparents for the first time. Honestly, I am a wreck. My biggest fear is them trying to take her from me. I carried her for 9 months. I have been doing this for the past 2 months by myself. Will was the one who decided he didn't want anything to do with this pretty little girl.I shake my head to clear my mind. I don't need to be stressing over this mess too. I am still a wreck from JP letting his new girlfriend talk him into kicking me and Alyssa out. If it weren't for my parents, I am not sure where we would be staying right now. I know Becca and Nick would have let us crash at their place but they just got married. I couldn't do that to them. My parents love having us here, especially Alyssa."Are you sure you don't want one of us to go with you?" My dad asked as I walked into the kitchen. I was trying to make sure I had everyth

Last night felt like a dream.My parents bought me a house. A beautiful house at that. I don't deserve it, not at all. But I am so thankful to have a place of my own. A home to raise Alyssa in."Good morning, beautiful" I feel an arm wrap around my stomach."Oh shit. We fell asleep here!" I jump up realizing I was still in the new house and not back at my parents."Liv, calm down. It's ok. I called your dad after you fell asleep last night. When you are ready we can head back over there."I let out a sigh of relief."Come here." JP sits up on the couch and pats the spot beside him.

Will stayed over last night. I kept saying I wouldn't allow him to stay until I was more certain on how things would go between the two of us, but we both fell asleep at some point. When I woke up he was laying in between my legs with his head on my stomach. Will really was a good-looking guy. He may have cheated on me before but I must admit he is doing everything he can to prove how much he has changed and how much he wants to be in our lives.I look over at the monitor and see that Alyssa is still sleeping. That girl can sleep. It's already 8:30 and she is still knocked out. It wouldn't surprise me if she didn't get up till 10 or so."Good morning"I look back down to see Will glancing up at me. I smile at him."Good morning."

The ride to the restaurant was quiet. Will wasn't talking. I knew right time Katie mentioned JP's name things would go downhill. I had to figure out a way to get our night back on track. Things were going way too good for Katie and her big ass mouth to ruin our night.I glance over at Will to see his face all wrinkled up. He was overthinking everything right now. What could I do to reassure him? I know sex would be good, but I don't want him thinking that that's all I want. I want things to work out with Will. I want my happily ever after with him. JP and I have had many chances to make us work and every time it just didn't. I don't want to have to go through that again. JP has a part of me, like I've said before, I know I'll never get that back but I can move on without that part."Will," I say his name.